177 (main line) where I want to go
Senior year is a grade with the fewest classes and the most time, for everyone else. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info but for me, because of the five clear exams and the graduation thesis that doesn't know anything, for me, the senior year is the busiest season.
At this time, it is difficult for me to even launch Journey to the West. In order to make up for the time wasted in the previous three years, I worked hard this year. What I missed before, I have to get it back in a year's time, the difficulty, you can imagine.
Some of the other people in the dormitory went to find an internship, some simply went on a trip, and there were not many people left, and the ones who stayed in the dormitory honestly were me and two or three other people.
Most of the people who stayed in the dormitory were the ones who had poor grades before. They are different from me, because they don't have so many exams, their main goal is only to do their graduation thesis, and there are a few rich among them, and the family has already found a way back, and they don't have to worry about the future. But I am just a child from a poor family, I am different from them, I have to grasp the last straw to change my fate.
So I had to behave differently this year, and my roommates in the dormitory also said that this year, I seemed to be really different from usual. In the past, they had never seen me study so hard, except for all-nighters in the Internet café and all-nighters in the dormitory. But now, I go to sleep at a normal time every day, wake up early at a normal time, and then go to read a book, do all kinds of things, and even do a live poetry writing activity that shocks the school. Gradually, they began to respect me again, and no longer treated me with contempt as before. And when I worked hard to complete a collection of poems from my college years, they were completely surprised:
"Feng Yan, I didn't expect you to do so many things during your college years...... Wrote so many poems...... It seems that we despised you so much before, it was our fault, and we apologize to you. ”
This apology, for me, is like a debt written off, and I will never hate them again, but get along with them in this reality and get along positively.
But when I saw them traveling around during their senior year, I did feel a little envious in my heart. Actually, I really have a lot of places that I want to go and see in person, but just because I don't have money, because I don't have time, I can't go, I can't go......
Where are these places......
Guizhou. There is ecstasy, rainbow rain, cold and warm autumn, fox Meiji, donkey out of the mountain, unstoppable, duckweed without a trace, flowers and fairies......
Guangdong. There are trainers there, leisurely travel, after the flowers, when the flowers bloom, the sword dance chaos of the Three Kingdoms......
Fujian. There is a sword and a breeze there......
Guangshui, Hubei. There is a little tiger monster baby there, love you all your life, the clouds in the wind are coming, Sister Vegetable Oil, kill 1......
Shandong. There are frozen lovers there, shmily_ babies......
Hebei. There is an old moonlight there......
Beijing. There are flowers blooming at that time, laughing and forgetting books, and fish in the deep sea......
Liuzhou, Guangxi, where there is a Cheng card, in the boat of water 127......
And the most important thing, Datong, Shanxi, has a ghost dragon show.
and Hebi, Henan, Wu Yingying.
I want to go to these places.
Or rather, I want to meet these people.
I want to meet them.
In this life, I don't know if I will be able to meet them, but I hope that I will have such an opportunity......
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The place I want to go to the most is Hebi, Henan. That was Wu Yingying's home, and at this moment, for me, it was a place where my soul haunted me.
It's been so long, two years, and Wu Yingying and I have never seen each other. But, I don't know why, I'm just different from when I was with the Nether Dragon Show. Even though I had never met Wu Yingying, I was not in a hurry to see her.
Perhaps, it's just because I can see her every day in the game, so my desire for her is not so strong?
Or maybe I don't want something I wanted but didn't get now?
Even for Peach Blossom Island, a gang that I have built with my own hands and worked hard to run for a long time, now, when I want to stay away from Journey to the West, I am willing to let go. Am I really different from two years ago, and a few years ago?
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Sometimes, I really feel that my whole heart is so lonely. I used to feel lonely in reality, so I ran online for comfort. Now I feel lonely online, so I run offline to seek comfort. I don't know which comfort I want, or both, but not both?
Whether it's loneliness online or loneliness offline, it's always loneliness in the end. Then, try to find friends around you and distinguish between reality and the Internet, and maybe you can find some comfort in loneliness.
The reason why I have so many places I want to go is probably because I am so insecure. I want to find solace. I have found a lot of friends on Peach Blossom Island, and I want them to support me and heal the wounds in my heart together. In reality, I just want to go to so many places. In these places, all my friends and partners are friends who wake up in Peach Blossom Island......
If you have communion with your heart, why can't you go from online to offline?
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The first place I want to go is Guizhou.
Because I first established contact with the Journey to the West Zhu Ziguo server, it was in the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace, and it was also in the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace, I met the Netherworld Dragon Show, and I also encountered ecstasy, duckweed without a trace, the charm is unstoppable, and the rainbow rain them. The first time I felt happiness and warmth in the game, it was here, so it's normal to want to go here first.
After I work, I must find a way to go to Guizhou. I secretly made up my mind.
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In the evening, I went on a journey to the west again. Today is not the weekend, but I was only on the line because of a whim.
My inbox popped up. I opened my inbox and saw a letter from Rainbow Rain:
Rainbow Rain: "Little Peach Blossom, I'm not in a good mood today, can you accompany me to the ancient city of Shura?" ”
Feng Xiyan said: "Okay." ”
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So I accompanied the rainbow rain to the ancient city of Shura. At the top of the ancient city of Shura, on the edge of that beautiful cliff, I and Rainbow Rain, riding a fairy deer respectively, stood there.
Feng Xi Yan said: "Ugly rainbow, why are you in a bad mood?" ”
Rainbow Rain: "Hey, isn't it because of things at home?" ”
Feng Xiyan said: "Why do things at home make you unhappy? ”
Rainbow Rain: "That's because of ......"
She suddenly ...... Stop talking.