Chapter 18: Miggy's Hand
"Do you love him?" Xinqi asked. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
"I don't know. But until I know what that feels like, don't jump to conclusions! Purple Hitomi said. Purple pupils are not emotionless, but her feelings always arise for no reason, and they disappear inexplicably, and sometimes she doesn't even know herself. She couldn't, at least not now.
"You and Ye Jin can become such confidants and close friends, probably because of love." Purple Hitomi said, "That'...... Do you love Ye Jin? ”
"To be friends, of course, is loving. If I tell you that I love her, you may not believe it; But I'm telling you, I don't love her, you must not believe it! Even though I feel weak even when I say it, I still have to say that I don't love her. When Xinqi spoke, there was a slight trill, as if he himself was not sure what to say, "Do you think I'm cruel?" ”
"Whether you are cruel or not, it's all up to you, and it won't change because of one of my answers. I should know that what you love is—"
"Dream Scarlet." They uttered these three words in unison—the only answer.
He just admitted it so generously, and she understood.
No matter what others think of Xinqi, Zitong actually already has a real him in his heart, why should he know him from others? He was not as true in anyone's words as the man who stood before her now. She didn't know how Xinqi predicted the question she was going to ask and how she answered it, but there were some things that she really needed to think about herself.
"I ......" Speaking of Mengshuang, in fact, Zitong still has a question in her heart, but she wants to talk about it.
Zitong thought of Ye Jin again, Xinqi's departure, Ye Jin was crazy, crazy, crazy, and often spoke disrespectfully, although Ye Jin was so, although Ye Jin knew that it was just a simple spiritual snuggle, Ye Jin still remembered Xinqi - I still don't forget it.
"Maybe the love between you and Ye Jin is the support of each other's hearts, and there is nothing else." Purple Pupil said.
"That's true."
When Zi Tong heard this answer, she nodded her head lightly and hurriedly left the dream.
Sunlight filtered through the window and squeezed into her eyes. The blue eyes, which seemed to be glittering with tears, seemed to ......
Why does she cry?
She didn't know either. She pulled out the same piece of paper she had written last night. She put the paper on the table, picked up the pen and wrote: "It's been a day, when will my Ling Junyi come back?" Then she pulled open the drawer.
The empty drawer, the place where he rested, was no longer his breath, his trace. There was only a thin piece of paper, lying silently in the drawer. There were only a few short lines on the paper, but the sentence: "When will my Ling Junyi come back?" "It's so abrupt.
She slowly closed the drawer.
The sentimentality in her eyes faded, and she felt, yes, just a feeling, and she felt that they were waiting for her, and she went where they were.
The second cultivation world was still empty and pale, and she only saw the long-lost Miji standing in front of her, as if he was embedded in a blank piece of paper. Even though she couldn't see anyone else, she could still feel the presence of other people, she could feel it. No, it seems that there is one person missing, who is it?
"Zi Lan didn't feel well, so he didn't come." Wang Zinuo said, and lowered his head to the liaison device and muttered, "Zi Lan, are you feeling okay now?" ”
"Uhhhhhh Did he cry?
"Zi Lan, you have a good rest, and when you have a good rest, you will make up for this cultivation." Miji said, and then, he cleared his throat and said solemnly: "You have just returned from Guangling, and your emotions are more or less disturbed by that place. The purpose of bringing you to the second cultivation realm today is to adjust your emotions and sort out your complicated thoughts. Okay, pick up the pen in your hand and start drawing the circle in your heart. For Guangling, if you have any questions, you can ask them, and I will answer ......"
"Will you answer sincerely?" Purple Pupil's questioning interrupted him.
"I will, and I hope you ask seriously."
"Why......" Zitong organized the language, "why did the beauty of Guangling disappear and I only got there?" ”
"Why don't you say that because of your arrival, Guangling deliberately changed his face to greet you?" Mitch replied, as if to show that any reasonable conjecture was possible without knowing the truth.
"The Guangling I saw, is it really the real Guangling?" Purple Hitomi asked again.
"What you see isn't necessarily true, and it's not all fake."
The answer you say is not necessarily true, nor is it entirely false. I don't believe you! ”
"There is something real, and there are always people who can't believe it." Miggie said in a flat tone.
The others were silent, they remained silent, just to concentrate on cutting the squares on the canvas until the circle appeared.
The pen in Zitong's hand has not stopped, but it is messed up, messed up...... What she had always wanted to know - why did the beauty of Guangling cease to exist as soon as she went to Guangling?! She just watched quietly, thinking that someone had put a false mask on the truth. Isn't Guangling beautiful in the past? But she didn't have the opportunity to cherish the beauty that Guangling once had, and she wouldn't appreciate the beauty now, let alone cherish it.
"Don't speak, do you? Then listen to me—" Miggie's voice became sonorous, "look at the circle you have drawn, you have got what you once wanted, but you want more. When you learn to be jealous - even if you don't want to, it means that you have a lot, but not enough. You are jealous of what is more than you, better than you, but not yours. You'll start trading what you have for what you don't have, and you'll realize at some point that you're not as tired as you were when you had nothing. At that time, to gain is to get, and there is no fear of losing; To have is to have, a day, a moment, a second, a moment. ”
What Miji said was very strange, he understood what he didn't understand, he didn't understand when he understood, he didn't understand when he thought about it, he didn't understand it, and he seemed to understand it if he didn't understand it. Why did Miggie say that? Could it be that Miggie has already understood the truth?
"What are you fighting for? Name? Sharp? Or is it something more tempting? If you accept what others have given you, can you still feel at ease? At that time, there was nothing, and you had a good time every day. Now that you have what you want, shouldn't you measure how much you have lost? No, I don't need you to do meaningless calculations, I just want you to ask yourself, 'What else do I have?' You don't need to give me an answer, but I want you to write down the answer – it's not necessarily right, but it's not necessarily wrong. So, what kind of answer can make you correct when you didn't write and write wrong? Blank. Only blank space can. However, the screen cannot be cleared, you can only continue. To face, to explore, to answer ......"
Wang Zinuo's hand trembled, didn't Miji say this to him?
"Am I doing something wrong?" Wang Zinuo asked.
"Some people like to be honest, and some people like to be suspicious. The goblins don't do that—whoever the goblins hate, they eat him; If you don't have this ability, you will die yourself! The answer you don't write down may be right, but the answer you don't have the courage to write down must be wrong! ”
Wang Zinuo has the courage, absolutely, when he really touched the mediation sword for the first time, he felt that he had everything, but an incomplete sword, how to achieve his perfect dream? He was confused.
"I met Kaka, the guardian of Guangling. In legend, Kaka is a sheep, is it true? J Jie asked.
"Yes - an extraordinary sheep"
Kaka...... Zitong remembered the agreement with Kaka in Guangling, so she asked, "Will Kaka deceive people?" ”
"If deception is due to the trust of the other party, then masterful deception is not an important ability. If you believe that he has this ability, then you should be prepared to be scammed. ”
Purple Pupil asked, "Miji, have you ever been to Guangling?" ”
"......," he hesitated, and then replied simply and clearly, "Yes." ”
At this time, Zi Tong was stunned, and the pen in his hand fell to the ground.
Miji picked up her pen and said, "Hold on to your pen." He handed her the pen.
The moment she took the pen, there was a slight friction between the two hands, and the purple pupil saw that the ring finger of Miji's right hand was clearly shortened, which she didn't usually notice, but when she looked at it up close like now, she could still see that it was only about a centimeter, and the nail of the severed finger was about half gone. Look at the hands that are not beautiful - stubby fingers, and they are covered with calluses.
Purple Hitomi was touched, and she took his hand. Miggie felt her staring at him with a strange gaze, and his face suddenly turned very ugly, and he shrank and withdrew his hand.
He felt embarrassed, so he shifted his attention: "The circle you drew is not as perfect as it used to be, and it can't even be said to be complete." What's wrong? ”
Purple Hitomi also learned the tone of Miji's reasoning just now and said: "What kind of person you become, others may not think what kind of person you are." Whether it was born this way, or whether it was deliberately contrived, I don't even know myself. Miji, is that so? ”
"That's not me! The circle you draw shouldn't look like that! ”
"Miji, do you know the Mediation Sword?" Purple Hitomi asked again.
"Yes, Miji, do you know about the Mediation Sword?" "We all want to know ...... captain is so persistent in his dream," they all asked.
Miji didn't answer them all, he said in a very general way: "I don't know. Ask the all-knowing tree. Then he walked away with his hands in his hands, his back looking very cold.
It's not that he doesn't know, but he doesn't want to say it.
"Purple Pupil, is it okay?" Wang Zinuo asked her.
"It's me who wants to know. Of course I'll ask. ”