In that boyhood, when everything was controlled by the family and the school, and only the thought was free, I thought about the heartless beating in the school dormitory, the unscrupulous throwing the pots and pans in the dormitory according to the window, and the all-night game of playing computer games for a day and a night, or a few dead friends blocking the entire street side by side, allowing the horn behind me to shout constantly.

Or they will sketch the scene of walking hand in hand with the girl they like on the ancient road, watching a movie together, sending her home, and then running away in the face of her parents' murderous eyes, as for playing the guitar under the windowsill, reciting love poems, climbing vines to the balcony of her house, that is what Don Quixote or Romeo did, they may not be able to do it, but often see the brother who does it from the media, and will also give a thumbs up.

And today's feat of his has surpassed the limit that many people can reach at this stage, Su Can doesn't know what kind of reaction he will have if his situation in Tang Yan's house today is known, whether someone is sharpening his knife towards him, or giving him a thumbs up, feeling that this guy has something malleable regardless of courage and luck.

Su Can was a little big at the moment, and when Tang Yu smiled at him with a slightly charming gaze and said, "I'm going to take a bath", at that moment he was in a trance and could only feel the blood veins and the speed at which blood was constantly moving up and down his body.

Sometimes the beginning of a certain event is without warning, or even natural, as if from the time he entered Tang Yu's house, the two of them never talked about when he was going to leave.

So he just stayed here naturally, until the sound of running water came from the girl in the bathroom, and he was still very cheeky and sat on the sofa watching today's city news.

The contrast between the front and back of this scene makes people feel a little weird about the passage of the atmosphere, but no one knows that Su Can's heart is at war with heaven and man at this moment.

To leave or to stay, this is a huge dilemma of regret or not.

The stars outside the window are gorgeous, more than ten years ago in Xia Hai City has the magnificent starry sky that Xia Hai once disappeared in later generations, if he chooses to leave at this moment, then he can't see Tang Yu after the bath, and he can't enjoy the beautiful scenery like "the face is red lotus, the eyebrows are willow green, and the chest snow is suitable for a new bath", he can only walk outside in the slightly grassy garden, accompanied by the noble starry sky like Kant, and the sacrifice of selfish desires has been exchanged for the echo of the lofty morality in his heart, and the soul has been sublimated. So does he regret it, or does he not regret it?

If you stay here and don't think about that noble morality, he is not a dumbfounded person like Yanagi Hui, relying on today's inch by inch to Tang Yu and then continue to inch in, evil advance, blaspheming this goddess who has resided in the depths of his soul. Do you regret it, or do you not regret it?

Su Can, who was at war with heaven and man, made a decision when he was teaching stir-fry on a diet program station, came to the phone, and made a call.

"Mom, well, I'm in the same school today, so I'm not coming back, I'll go straight to class tomorrow, don't worry"

Well, at this moment, Su Can made a choice that would make his heart become a Buddha with moral contempt, he was not a god after all, but a person.

From the initial rebirth, awe, and protection of Tang Yu, to the growth of oneself, after gradually discovering that there was a possibility of owning this girl, the strong desire to change one's destiny in my heart could no longer be suppressed.

It's like seeing a proud bird in the canopy before the invention of aerodynamics and not realizing that there was anything wrong with it, but when you discover that there is a theory that allows you to fly like a bird, this desire to break free from gravity and leap into another level of activity is like an addiction.

At Su Can's age, he was occasionally called out by Xue Yiyang to watch the ball game all night with his classmates, which was also an indulgence that Su Can's parents acquiesced in.

At the same time, with Su Can's achievements beyond this semester, and even his influence at home, his parents' domination and discipline of Su Can have also relaxed a lot, and he only felt that Su Can had his own ideas and self-control when he wanted to live in the same school, and he would not interfere with anything, which directly led to the lifting of Su Can's last shackles.

In Tang Yan's house, staying for one night is not a problem

Su Can turned his head little by little, looking at a room next to the living room, from the light and shadow that were slightly cast in and a few fluffy rag dolls, he could know that it was Tang Yan's boudoir.

There are a lot of things that can be done in this night, Su Can's heart is beating fast, and he thinks so.

Squeak! The door of the bathroom opened, and the heat was the first to rush out, and a pink figure stood in the mist like a fairy stepping on the clouds in countless beautiful dreams.

Tang Yan's long hair was wet and entangled, between these strands, was her melon seed pointed face, the pair of beautiful eyes, through these hot mist, I saw Su Can on the sofa who was slightly sluggish, and then her face was as red as a peach blossom.

A pink plush pajamas, with a tie in the middle that allowed the pajamas to wrap Tang Yan's entire soft and delicate body, and in the gap between the plackets, you could vaguely see the slightly shimmering half-snow-white skin, this detail made Su Can's breathing a little stagnant.

He only saw Tang Wei wearing a T-shirt and jeans and bundling her hair in the classroom. I saw Tang Wei wearing a monochrome jacket and walking from the platform to the bus that opened the door. I have only seen Tang Wei stepping on red tennis shoes and walking in the morning light of the camphor falling street.

But I definitely didn't see Tang Yan who was draped from the bathroom, just a pajamas, with wet black hair and a tall and crisp chest.

Su Can had the idea of stimulating the blood vessels all over the body, if they used their intimacy before, hugged Tang Yan, clamped her pajamas with her index finger and middle finger, and then pulled them apart, letting the thin pajamas fall to the ground from her snow-white shoulders, what kind of blood-spraying scene would it be!?

Tang Yu walked over, combing the black hair on her chest with one hand casually, her eyes changed back to the same indifference as before, as foggy as the bathroom just now, she glanced at Su Can and said, "Aren't you leaving?" ”

Su Can assured that he had such a moment, and was slightly stunned. The hot blood that was full of blood seemed to be blocked.

Is it still self-conscious in the end?

It would still be wrong, if he told Tang Yu that he called and didn't go home, then this smart little girl would probably soon realize what she wanted to do.

Even with the mind of the next generation, Su Can was still a little self-deprecating at this moment, and stood up with a sigh in his heart, and Tang Yu said, "Poof!" With a smile, he threw the pajamas hidden in his other hand on him, "It's time for you to wash it, this is my dad's clothes, you can wear them for the time being!" ”

Su Can was stunned, trembling at the brightness of Tang Yan's smile.

Her face was flushed, and Tang Yu stared at Su Can's eyes a little anxiously, "I thought you were very well-behaved, but the excuse you gave to your parents just now is also very set." ”

This little girl is taking a bath, and it turns out that her movements in the living room have not hidden her delicate thoughts.

The bathroom of Tang Yan's house is also very atmospheric, the smoke from the bath just now mixed with the lavender fragrance is faintly wafting, the hot water is poured down, and Su Can is immersed in the hot water vapor, and the nerves are involuntarily soothed, and the fatigue of the day today is swept away under such hot water.

After washing at a very fast speed, Su Can came out in pajamas, and the entire living room was dark, only the door of Tang Yan's boudoir revealed a little light.

opened the door and entered, and saw Tang Yan's room for the first time, there was a warm fragrance that only belonged to her, the wall was not the expected pink, but white, which was very consistent with the white of her surname, and the bed had some modern black and white, Tang Wei was lying in the middle of the big bed, like an elf goddess.

Su Can tentatively pointed to the big bed and smiled slightly, "Does this place belong to me?" ”

Tang Wan'er, "Otherwise, do you want to be kicked by me?" When she said this, Tang Yu found that the roots of her ears were red.

Su Can gently swam to the bed, at this moment he admitted that his hands were trembling a little, and the two were lying on the bed side by side, beside the girl's undulating chest and orchid-like breathing, which made people feel very unreal, but it was close at hand.

"I watched a horror movie today, and I was scared." Tang Yu shrank in Su Can's direction.

Sadako, I love you.

Su Can cheered in his heart, being able to let himself walk from the living room into Tang Yan's boudoir, "Midnight Bell" is indispensable.

"Have you been reading since very early on?" Su Can felt that he had to find some topics, otherwise it would be too radical to stretch out An Lushan's claws like this, this was the most inferior approach.

"When I was about the second year of junior high school, I was used to sleeping alone, and I was alone at home, so I seemed a little lonely."

Tang Wei never showed the cowardly side of her heart in front of anyone. Her fear, her helplessness, her loneliness. For a moment, a trace of bitterness passed through Su Can's heart, and he stretched out his hand and took Tang Yu into his arms, and Tang Yan, whose body trembled slightly, did not make a symbolic resistance.

In the memory, the lonely woman, the cold figure, but now she is curled up in her arms like a cat, many times, is she also such a person who falls asleep alone in the quiet night?

The heat of the body was transmitted through the thin clothes, and even the two grains in the softness of Tang Yan's chest could be felt, Su Can's reaction was very strong, so strong that Tang Yan could also feel it, and Tang Yan, who roughly understood what it was, trembled even more.

Tang Fu, who finally mustered up the courage to raise her head, had charming eyes like silk, and said a little weakly, "Let's sleep." ”

Su Can's heart beat two frequencies more intensively, and he mechanically turned off the light, and after adapting to the night, Tang Yan's eyes became the brightest two points in the darkness.

Su Can was a little afraid, all this is too logical, does it mean that there is something abnormal, to this step in front of her, Tang Yu should still have many obstacles in her heart, but why, she suppressed these obstacles one by one, she was obviously scared to death, but she deliberately greeted her, why?

"You can do anything to me," Tang Yu's voice came faintly from the darkness.

It's wicked! I like it! Su Can's blood pressure began to rise.

In the night, the eyes that flashed with perseverance and thoroughness suddenly blurred, and a stream of moist water vapor blurred on Tang Yu's chest.

Tang Yu's beautiful voice sounded again in this quiet night, "But after today, please forget all this and forget me." ”

"Okay?"

It was like being hit in the heart by a heavy punch, probably infected with the sadness in Tang Yan's tone, Su Can's heart felt a kind of torn pain, surging fiercely, and his eyes were wet all of a sudden.

Tang Yu's slender legs wrapped around him stagnated, obviously because of Su Can's sudden solemnity and fear, she was so afraid that Su Can would ask why, and she would lose her mind and ask her why, but she was so difficult to answer.

Because life is far more cruel than imagined, because one day, in the long years of flow, we will finally be separated from each other.

After a while, Su Can hugged Tang Yu tightly, did not ask why, and did not make more radical moves, but said gently, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you." But please don't let me forget you, because you are so hard to forget, even if I am reborn in Nirvana, at the cost of destroying the world. ”

Since I can take you to challenge the god of death, I can also use my own hands to fight against the god of fate who is overwhelmed by the rain and clouds for you.

Tang Yu couldn't hold back the surging tears anymore and burst out of her eyes.

(To be continued)