Chapter 977: Still Caring About Him?
"Ruhan!" Zhao Gang didn't expect Ruhan to come to him, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and there was a hint of a smile in his eyes.
"I have something to say to you, and when I saw that you weren't in the hall, I came to find you." Ruhan felt a little chill and pulled the white mink jacket on her shoulder.
Seeing that Ruhan was wearing thin, Zhao Gang couldn't bear it, "Otherwise, let's find a place to talk, it's too cold here." ”
"No need, I'll just say a few words and leave."
From Ruhan's eyes, Zhao Gang couldn't see any emotion, and just like before, except for indifference or indifference. He stared at her, waiting for what she had to say next.
"Zhao Gang, to be honest, I hate you very much, but seeing you like this, I don't feel good in my heart. I hope you pick yourself up and start over together, it's still too late. ”
Cui Zhihao was very close to the two of them, he heard what Ruhan said very clearly, and his heart moved slightly, and he couldn't help but be moved by Ruhan's kindness. Zhao Gang hurt her so badly and deeply, she was so open-minded and persuaded him to cheer up, which is not something that ordinary women can do.
"Start over? Easier said than done. Mr. Cui will no longer use me, and I can only be an ordinary small employee. Zhao Gang's expression was gloomy and he couldn't lift his spirits.
"Mr. Cui needs it or not, it is Mr. Cui's business, whether you do it yourself well or not is the key. I'm sure that as long as you're good enough, Choi will always reactivate you. Anyway, I don't want you to go on like this. I want to see you like before, positive, uplifting, full of energy, just like when I first met you! After saying these words, Ruhan breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't know why she suddenly wanted to say these words. Maybe it's because she thinks of her old love and doesn't want the person she once loved to fall willingly.
"Ruhan, thank you for saying this with me, I will keep it in my heart."
Zhao Gang knew that although Ruhan was indifferent on the outside, he still cared about him in his heart. It's just that time has passed, and she is no longer the original Ruhan, and it is impossible for her to be as enthusiastic about him.
Ruhan smiled faintly and didn't say anything more. Just as she was about to turn away. Zhao Gang stopped her: "Hanhan, I'm ...... I broke up with Feng Xue! ”
Zhao Gang's voice was not too loud, but it caused a great shock in Ruhan's heart, and it took so long. She thought she didn't care anymore. Unexpectedly, I shed tears because of this sentence.
Heavenly reincarnation. The cycle of cause and effect, Feng Xue, after all, followed in her footsteps. She snatched Zhao Gang from her, and finally lost Zhao Gang, perhaps, this is her retribution.
Although Ruhan's heart was turbulent, she was calm on the surface, she was only slightly stunned, did not stop, pulled her skirt, and walked out of Zhao Gang's sight step by step.
Seeing Ruhan walking away, Cui Zhihao flashed around and walked into the hotel lobby. After today's incident, he admired this little girl a little more. He had never seen a girl treat a person who had hurt her like this, and her heart and bearing were very human.
Back in the hall, Ruhan poured himself a cup of warm coffee, took a sip, and held it in his hand to keep warm.
"Hanhan, it's cold, right?"
In her ears, the warm voice was full of concern, Ruhan's mind was dragged back, she turned her head, and looked at Cui Zhihao with a smile, his face was enlarged in front of her eyes, and he looked very handsome.
"Well, it's a little cold, I was stuffy just now, so I went for a walk in the garden." Ruhan didn't know that Cui Zhihao had been following her, and he didn't mention Zhao Gang.
Cui Zhihao didn't want to say anything, so he wrapped his arm around Ruhan, "Hanhan, I'll take you to the lounge to sit for a while, it's warm there, otherwise, it's easy to catch a cold." ”
Ruhan wanted to be quiet for a while, but when he heard Cui Zhihao say this, he readily agreed and followed him into the room next to the hall.
Cui Zhihao settled Ruhan before returning to the hall and chatting with a few old friends in the mall.
In the lounge, all kinds of facilities are available, Ruhan is lying on a soft couch, covered with a cashmere blanket, and gradually warms up. Zhao Gang's haggard and tired face seemed to be right in front of her, and she couldn't erase it even if she wanted to.
"Shen Ruhan, why are you so unstruggling, don't you hate him to death, why do you suddenly care so much about him, and feel sad about his downfall?" Ruhan asked himself in his heart, but he couldn't get an answer.
Could it be that she hasn't really let go of him yet, and she still has him in her heart?
No! No, it won't! How is this possible! Didn't she hate him?
It was he, ignoring her pleadings and hysterically telling her to "get out". It was also him, regardless of her life or death, who embraced another woman into his arms and completely cut off their relationship for several years.
She had no reason to forgive him, and he never needed her forgiveness. What he did was to disappear from her life in the most cruel and cruel way, and she would never get along with each other in old age and death.
She didn't understand, she was reluctant and couldn't let go, in exchange for his cold and cold hatred. He hated her simply because of what he called "pestering".
Later, Ruhan realized that Zhao Gang hated her for a good reason. Because she didn't let go when he got bored, didn't say goodbye when he wanted to leave. No matter how gentle and beautiful she is, no matter how good she is to him, how can she be worthy of the freshness that a young girl in her early twenties brings him?
The past is unbearable, thinking of those painful experiences, Ruhan's eyes moistened again. Those sleepless nights, those heart-wrenching memories, knocked on her fragile nerves and made her tired.
She knew that even if she cared about Zhao Gang, she couldn't really forgive him. Especially thinking of the scene when he and Feng Xue walked out of the house together, she still couldn't let go.
If the wound is too deep, the wound will not heal after all, and even if it heals, it will be a dull pain on a rainy day.
After lying down for a long time, Ruhan's body gradually warmed up, she lifted the blanket, got up and sat up. In the lobby of the hotel, there is a man who is looking forward to her return.
She chose Yixue, and she was destined to owe Cui Zhihao. What she can do is to try to make up for this guilt, and use the position of a sister or a friend to care for him, support him, and help him. Just as he did to her, he didn't ask for anything in return.
Ruhan tidied up her clothes, touched up her makeup, made a triumphant gesture to the mirror, pushed the door and walked out. Perhaps positive and optimistic by nature, she did not allow herself to fall into the whirlpool of the past and sink in pain. Blending into the cheerful and warm atmosphere of the hall is what she has to do.
"Miss Shen, you are so beautiful today!"
"Hanhan, who chose your gift for you, it's so suitable for you!"
"Miss Shen, will you have a dance later?"
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Ruhan shuttled through the crowd, listening to everyone's praise and greetings, and from a distance, she saw Cui Zhihao smiling at her, so gentle and spoiled. Greasy, just like two years ago, has never changed. (To be continued......)