Chapter 64: For Whom Do You Sing Your Song?

Zhao Gang's love has always been bad, Ruhan sees it in his eyes, and he is anxious in his heart, but he can't do anything about it. She just wrote each manuscript more carefully, trying to satisfy Zhao Gang. Zhao Gang's changes also made Ruhan clear about one thing, she, Shen Ruhan really loves Zhao Gang, Zhao Gang has never really disappeared from her heart, she is happy for his joy and sad because of his sadness. Thinking of this, Ruhan also blamed herself in her heart, she knew that she shouldn't have such a deep love for a married man, it was not good for herself or him, and she was even more sorry for Huang Shangwen, who loved her deeply. But there is no way, no one can control the emotional matter, not to mention that one love is four years.

Shang Wen has been back from the United States for a while, and the two have been dating for nearly two years, Huang Zhiwei and his wife and Ruhan's parents all hope that they can get married as soon as possible, and Shang Wen can't ask for it. But Ruhan always resists, because there is a person hidden in her heart, and she can't erase it. With the urging of the two parents and Shang Wen's many marriage proposals, Ruhan's heart became more and more irritable, and the first and most fierce quarrel broke out since the two met. Shang Wen did not go to the unit to pick up Ruhan for several days, and Ruhan no longer went to his house, and the two lost contact at once. Ruhan wants to be quiet, think about what has happened over the years, and ask her heart what she wants.

At the end of the year, there are more and more things at work, Manager Wang also assigned the task of letting Ruhan organize a party, every employee must participate, and prepare a program. On January 19th, the year-end party of the emotional station was also held as scheduled, Ruhan was responsible for being the host, many colleagues have prepared a good program, after a period of time, Zhao Gang's love xù is also much better, and he also sang a song at the party, which is Ruhan's favorite, Li Yugang's "New Concubine Drunk", and this time, Ruhan knew that Zhao Gang's singing voice was also so good, full of affection, like nature. Ruhan was intoxicated, she wished that this song was sung for herself. At the party, everyone had a good time, and colleagues were full of praise for Ruhan, only Zhao Gang was silent, and he did an amazing thing on stage before the end of the party, announcing that the party ended early. Everyone present was caught off guard, and many colleagues were not happy and began to complain, Ruhan didn't understand, why Zhao Gang, who had always been serious, was so out of shape. After coming down from the stage, Zhao Gang left in a hurry without eating.

Zhao Gang left, but did not go home, found a hotel to live in, his heart was very confused, the sadness in his heart seemed so out of place in that joyful atmosphere, she wanted to forget everything, forget the woman who hurt her. Lying on the bed, thinking back to the bits and pieces with Zhang Nan, he felt more and more that the feelings he paid were not worth it, this woman only loved money, and the two quarreled because of money, because he didn't buy her the clothes she liked in time, and finally bought it at his strong request, but took it away during the quarrel. Zhang Nan is a young lady who has low self-esteem, Zhao Gang's actions made her lose face in front of her sisters, and made her decide to leave Zhao Gang and leave this man who is rich on the surface but empty inside. Thinking of this, Zhao Gang couldn't help but feel resentful, clenched his fists, and hit the head of the bed regardless of qiē until the sheets were printed with red blood. He hates him so much, he hates Zhang Nan, and he hates himself, but the corners of his eyes betrayed him, he can't forget Zhang Nan, even if Zhang Nan loves his money, he also loves Zhang Nan deeply, for her, he can even consider leaving home and leaving Liu Chunyan. At this moment, he was still thinking about Zhang Nan, and involuntarily dialed the familiar number "152446660**", for several days, Zhang Nan did not answer his call, this time he unexpectedly answered, Zhao Gang mustered up enough courage, and thought that he must use this opportunity to make Zhang Nan change his mind:

"Nan Nan, daughter-in-law, is that you?" Zhao Gang asked softly.

"It's me, it's not me, who else?!" Zhang Nan replied sharply.

"Nan Nan, don't be angry anymore, okay, I admit that I was wrong, I shouldn't have coaxed you, I shouldn't have promised you to buy that mink without money, and I shouldn't have the money to buy it, and take it away when I finished buying it and quarreled, I'm sorry for you, my heart hurts, can you forgive me?" Zhao Gang said almost pleadingly.

"Your heart hurts, don't I feel heartache, I always feel that there are always some things between you and me that can't be said, yesterday you can tell me that my daughter-in-law doesn't have so much money, and I will buy it for you when my husband has money in the future, but you didn't say it, you asked me to go to the mall with my friends to see the clothes, you showed up but didn't pay, let me rejoice, let my friends see me laugh, I feel that I am particularly faceless, your expression at that time really disappointed me, I now know that I will always be a lady sitting on the stage, I won't get anyone's like, it's all fake, even you are fake, so I decided, I won't care about anything you want in the future, there's no need, you remember, I'll earn my own money to buy it, I don't have to look at other people's faces, okay, I want to let this matter go, let me be quiet, don't look for me, you can't find it, my phone is about to run out of battery" Zhang Nan pressed tightly, she hated Zhao Gang's actions, and gradually knew his details, and didn't want to waste time on him.

"Nan Nan, what do we have to talk about in person, escaping is not a way, if you do this, I will be more uncomfortable and think a lot. There is a sentence that I don't want to say: I'm not bad money, our family has already spent 40,000 yuan, maybe you haven't calculated, my small treasury doesn't have much, Liu Chunyan sealed the passbook for me, I didn't mean to make you embarrassed in front of your friends. Zhao Gang spoke sincerely, and he couldn't wait to appear in front of Zhang Nan immediately and apologize in person.

"Zhao Gang, your way of being a man really makes me admire, I obey you, I have expected what you did today, thank you for leaving me, this is the best relief for everyone, thank you for being with me every day and every minute and every second, I cherish it, I Zhang Nan is already content, thank you for the happiness you brought me, forgive me, you take back the clothes you bought for me to your daughter-in-law, she is the most worthy of your love, she will never betray you, and finally call you, husband, although I don't want to leave you, But I still have to say, I love you, take care of yourself in the future, eat on time, smoke less, remember my presence in your life, I will always bless you, find your own happiness, I am not worthy to be your daughter-in-law, goodbye! ”

After speaking, Zhang Nan hung up the phone, not allowing Zhao Gang to say anything, her determination has been decided, she is not ready to drag the mud and water again, not to mention that she has a new goal, the other party is a new guest of KTV, although he is also a married man, but he has a rich foundation, and has promised to buy her a house, plus 5,000 yuan of pocket money per month, compared with this man, Zhao Gang looks too shabby.

Putting down the phone, Zhao Gang cried loudly for a while, he loved this woman too much, he loved her more than a qiē......