Chapter 301: Seeking Again (2)
"Grandma, she's the girl I've had in my heart since I was younger, so I think she's the best, the best for me. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info "Zimao sincerely confessed his heart to his grandmother.
"But grandma still thinks you should find a girl like Lei."
"Grandma, Rulei has not heard from her for so many years, maybe she will get married and have children a long time ago." Zimao's eyes darkened, and he took over his grandmother's words and said.
"That's why grandma thinks it's a pity, Rulei girl really likes you, you stupid child, you insisted on going your own way, so you let go of such a good girl, alas."
Zhang Ailing once had a classic quote: A man has such two women in his life, at least two. married a red rose, after a long time, the red one became a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, and the white one was still "the bright moonlight in front of the window". After marrying a white rose, the white one becomes a grain of rice sticky on the clothes, but the red one is a cinnabar mole on the heart.
Rulei is a woman who may become Zimao's "bright moonlight" or "cinnabar mole". If he hadn't been obsessed with Ruoxi when he was young, maybe he would have accepted Rulei.
The memories of youth swept over with a hint of sweet pain......
Rulei was the first girl he met in Australia. Rulei's family and Zimao's family are very close, and when Zimao's family first came, Rulei's family helped a lot, and the relationship between the two families was very good. Especially Grandma Huang, she is full of praise for Rulei and likes it very much.
Rulei's family background is superior, her temperament is outstanding, plus she is beautiful, and she is full of youthful vitality, even Zimao's eyes lit up when he saw her for the first time.
Because Zimao's English name is Mars, Rulei smiled at him with a smile: "Mars, Mars, it's better to be like this, I'll call you Brother Mars in the future." "Her voice is like a lark, crisp and pleasant, and it sounds very comfortable. Zimao didn't object at all, and acquiesced to her calling herself so.
So in the years that followed, his ears always sounded like the shouts of Brother Mars and Brother Mars. Rulei accompanied him to adapt to the new life, allowing him to quickly integrate into the new environment, and Zimao was naturally full of gratitude to her. Especially the sad time when he waited for Ruoxi alone, because he was accompanied by Rulei, he would not be so sad.
Later, after getting acquainted with Rulei, the two gradually talked about nothing. He told Rulei about his unrequited love girl, and Wang Ruoxi who came out of his mouth was like a perfect goddess with golden light, and the image was extremely tall. Rulei listened attentively, and after listening, she couldn't help but exclaim beside her: Brother Mars, hearing you praise her so much, I want to meet this girl you miss in your heart, how about taking me to meet her?
Zimao frowned and shook his head, indicating that he couldn't fulfill Rulei's wish, because he promised Ruoxi not to bother her, unless she figured it out and took the initiative to call him.
Rulei: Brother Mars, are you stupid? She won't bother if she doesn't let you bother, don't you know how to refuse and welcome?
Zimao: Ruoxi won't be like this, she has someone she likes in her heart.
Rulei: Do you have someone you like? Then Brother Mars, why are you still beating other people's ideas? Do you want to pry people's corners?
Zimao: It's a pity that the person she liked passed away, and Ruoxi was hit hard. I really wanted to resolve her sadness, so I mustered up the courage to show her my heart and told her not to have any pressure, and I was willing to wait for her unilaterally. Maybe I can't wait for her in the end, but I gave myself a chance, didn't I?
Rulei: Brother Mars, I can't see that you are still an infatuated species, but I hope your wish will come true.
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After that conversation, Rulei would often ask Zimao how was her progress? However, every time Zimao looked depressed and replied lonely that she had made no progress. But Zimao still insisted on his waiting, like a soldier who had lost a battle, unwilling, and puffed up his chest to face the battle, just like this, he was defeated again and again, and he worked 100% hard for the slightest probability. While Rulei felt sorry for Zimao, she was also moved by his affection.
Unconsciously, Rulei's eyes became hot when she looked at him, and she also began to enlighten him, persuading him to open his heart knot, not to hang himself on a tree, and to open his eyes to see, where is there no grass at the end of the world? There will always be someone who is in love with each other......
And Zimao is also because Rulei is willing to listen to her own story, and always understands herself so much and her impression of Rulei is getting better and better, the two gradually develop into each other's confidants, and the relationship is also delicate, and some feelings beyond friendship are slowly emerging......
Rulei once said to him shyly: "Brother Mars, you are very good, what should I do, you occupy a bigger and bigger position in my heart." ”
Another time, she said vaguely: "Brother Mars, you, Ruoxi and I are almost a chain, Ruoxi is at the front, you are in the middle, and I am behind." I said, can you not only look at the front, but also pay more attention to the back? ”
In fact, Zimao still understood what she meant, but at that time he was still trapped in the cage he had built, and he thought that he still had a lot of time to get along with Rulei, so he pretended not to understand and replied to her words indiscriminately. But I don't know, the world is unpredictable!
On his thirtieth birthday, many years of waiting came to naught, so it was inevitable that he felt uncomfortable, so he ran to the bar, drank one glass after another, and finally drunk himself, and actually had a night of love with a girl, and after being known by Rulei, Rulei broke down and cried, turned around and ran away. And since then, he has been estranged from him.
It didn't take long for Rulei to come home with a polite boy, and her grandmother found out that it was Rulei's new boyfriend, and she regretted it for a long time.
He also had regrets in his heart at that time, because Rulei had successfully entered his heart unconsciously. Especially after Rulei got a boyfriend, she didn't care much about him anymore, and he actually had a deep sense of loss.
He made up his mind to repair the relationship with Rulei, but what he never expected was that he hadn't started to act yet, Rulei's parents suffered a plane crash and both passed away.
She walked in such a hurry that she didn't even say goodbye to him, didn't tell the rest of the family where she was going, and only told her grandmother that she would contact them if she had the chance. However, after she left, there was no news.
Grandma later asked Zimao, and when she learned Rulei's heart for him, she was so angry that she didn't talk to her grandson for a few days, complaining that Zimao missed a good girl.
Zimao thought that Rulei must hate herself very much. But the wood was already in the boat, and he had no power to save it. In order to escape from this sad place, he took the initiative to ask Ying to return to Hangzhou to set up a branch.