Because Song Ersheng is really not the kind of person who will worry about the future, he has never thought deeply about this problem, but his mother's words today really began to make Song Ersheng want to have a direct showdown with Meng Ben........

But Song Ersheng really didn't expect it, just thought of a showdown, and the time came.

After the Song family's parents left, Meng Ben poured Song Ersheng a glass of water, and then sat beside him.

He's not stupid. Even he is smarter than Song Ersheng in many places.

All along, when it comes to the silence of the child Sanqian, laughing without saying a word, and changing the topic, it seems to be silently conveying a signal to him. It's just that at those times, he was immersed in the happy mood of wanting to be a father and didn't realize it. Now I suddenly realized a little clue, and the things that seemed to be ignored in the past became clear in an instant....... Even, continue to expand, expand again........

"I heard what you said to your mother in the bathroom." Meng Ben really didn't know how to speak.

He was scared. I always feel that I have asked, there are some things, and there is no way to turn back........ But if you don't ask, this suspicion will become a thorn in his heart and between him and Sanqian, and over time, he will be painful, and Sanqian will be painful.

Song Ersheng thanked him, picked up the water glass, and hummed. At that time, she noticed that there was someone outside the door, but she didn't pay much attention to it. Even if his mother wore clothes when she was bathing herself, Meng Ben would not come in.

"Yongxin didn't say those words, did he?"

Song Ersheng put down the water glass and looked at Meng Ben, "You heard it too." "Hang your eyelashes," right. He didn't say it. ”

So, "Why do you say that?" The tightness in Meng Ben's voice was about to break his whole person.

Song Ersheng raised his eyes and looked at Meng Ben, "Why do you think I said that?" ”

Meng Ben looked at Song Ersheng, but the focus in his eyes did not match Song Ersheng's eyes, his lips moved slightly, and it took a while before he spoke smoothly, "You, you don't want to have children, do you?" ”

"Yes." Song Ersheng really didn't expect that the time would come so quickly, and now that Meng Ben realized it, she didn't want to escape and hide it. simply admit it directly.

"Why?" Meng Ben felt very uncomfortable, as if he wanted to cry, "Because I'm an alien?" Am I not worthy to have children with you on this earth? ”

Song Ersheng wanted to pull Meng Ben's hand, but for the first time, he was avoided. This is two people big and small meeting together. For the first time. Song Ersheng's calm heart trembled suddenly, and panic flashed in his heart, but he was finally pressed down by her.

"The key is not whether you are worthy or not, but that you are an alien and I am an earthling." Song Ersheng took a breath, "You listen to me first......."

Meng Ben lowered his head, his mind was in a mess, but he still tried to calm himself down and listen to Sanqian.

"Have you ever experienced or know how your union of the same and the other gives birth to offspring? You still haven't explained to me, or rather, let me understand what kind of being you are. Aliens, no powers, with energy, help protect and control your growth space, you have lived on Earth for so long that you can't remember how long, you are like humans, you will be born, you will die, and then, again. But how you were born, how you died, the point is, how you were reborn over and over again, you didn't let me understand. ”

Song Ersheng's voice also carried a lot of inexplicable emotions, "I love you, I regard you as the closest person in the world, trust you unconditionally, I will not resent you if you let me die." However, my life, I can decide, I decide to give it to you, this is my personal commitment to you. But, my child, you and my child, not to mention what he will be like, but his life, what right do I have to decide for him that there is an alien father of unknown origin in his life? If he grows up, what will he think and how will he deal with himself? Have you thought about these? ”

"Parents are not just passing on the lineage, but using their own lives to continue the lives of the next generation. And even if it is his own child, he is an independent being, he was born with many things by his parents, some of which he wants and some that he does not want. If what he doesn't want is what he was born as a son of man and must accept, then I, as a mother, have the right and responsibility not to give my child those things that he may not want. ”

Song Ersheng clasped his hands together, "It's really not easy to be a parent, you don't need exams to give birth to a child and raise a child, it seems that if you can give birth, you will inevitably raise it, so how can there be so many abused children and orphans on the earth now?" The responsibility of parents is very heavy, so heavy that they have to carry the lives of all their offspring. But I really can't have a baby with you in this situation. ”

"Unknown you will bring a lot of unknown problems. Have you ever thought about what a child looks like, whether he will be an earthling, whether he will be healthy, whether he will grow up smoothly on the earth? You've also seen a lot of stories of interracial unions imagined by earthlings, such as shemales, what the children born look like, you know? If the children born by parents in fantasy are like that, then what kind of children will you and me, parents in reality, give birth to, have you thought about it? ”

Song Ersheng looked at Meng Ben, who was always silent, "I know that I haven't taken the initiative to tell you this question, it's my fault, and it's my fault for using contraception privately, but I think about these questions, haven't you thought about it?" Or do you think there's no need to think about it? ”

Meng Ben's hands were trembling slightly, he really didn't think about it at all. I never thought that Sanqian would bury so many questions about him deep in his heart, and then he could still love him wholeheartedly........ From beginning to end, he confessed that he loved more than 3,000 and loved himself, and now it seems that it was all a joke, and it was all his self-righteousness. Changing places, if he is three thousand, he really can't do three thousand like this, he will not accept an alien who wants to kill him and has an unknown origin as his lover, husband........

"Three thousand....... "He's sorry for three thousand, too much, too much........ Meng Ben flashed a lot of thoughts in his mind, each of which was going to make him collapse, for so many years, from childhood to now, he said that he loved three thousand and loved three thousand, but how did he love it?

Song Ersheng wanted to hold Meng Ben again, but he avoided him. Song Ersheng's heart was sour, and his hands clenched into fists, "I'm actually worried in my heart, if I tell you the truth, will you hate me and think I'm selfish, but I still want to tell you........ I hope I don't have anything to deceive you, I hope I can be kind to you wholeheartedly, I hope we can grow old together........ Stupid, look at me, okay? ”