In fact, I understand in my heart that for Ye Lei, now there is only guilt left, and a heart has been occupied by Su Mo, and there is no room for anyone. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info But why is she always so close to Liu Moran, even if all this is calculated by Liu Moran, but that photo of hugging in the rain is so natural, without a trace of artificiality, how much I hope Su Mo can call to explain now, as long as she says it, he will believe it. I looked down at the cigarette in my hand, it was already a third of the light, I wanted to find an ashtray, I looked left and right, but I found a box, I don't remember when there was this box at home, what was inside.

Xiao He put down the cigarette, squatted down and opened the box, and found that it was full of gifts, and the corners of his mouth rose up, it was a birthday gift from fans. Xiao He helped the boxes on the table, opened them one by one, they were all very intimate things, and put everything that could be placed on the table, and things like postcards were all placed on the bookshelf. In the end, I found a beautiful box, carefully opened the box, and what caught my eye was a pure gold hollow leaf, lying quietly in the box, not so gorgeous, but there was a kind of loneliness in the world, I picked up the gold leaf, and there was a note paper in the box, Xiao He took out the note paper, and saw a few simple words written on it:

Dancing and flying as you bloom in the clay heart to the sun

Xiao He--- you are my ray of sunshine

There is also a line of small words below the note: Xiao He This is the third year that I have given you a birthday gift, I know that you can't see it, but I still deceive myself and prepare, I don't know, do you remember me from afar!!

A trace of pain rose in his heart, such a deep feeling, why did he give up when he said to give up, picked up the golden leaf, looked at it repeatedly, and suddenly remembered that Xinyan gave him a letter a few days ago, saying that there was the real reason for Ye Lei's departure, and he had not opened it for a long time, and always thought that since he had chosen Su Mo, he had to love it well.

However, seeing Ye Lei these few times, it was not at all what he thought at the beginning, and he still remembered that when she left, she only left one sentence: to find her own happiness. Then he just left, and in those three years he sealed his heart in the past, missing and suffering; sighed, put down the gold leaf in his hand, stood up and went to find the letter that Xinyan gave him, rummaged through it and finally found it in the bag he carried, took a deep breath, opened the letter, and showed Ye Leijuanxiu's font in front of him:

Xinyan:

You know I won't express anything, but I know you understand me, for so many years, I gave up my job to love him, to love him, to give up myself, to love him, I lost the right to be a mother forever, and now if I occupy his life in order to love him, isn't it more cruel than breaking up. If I really love him, but I want him to sacrifice, then how can it be considered true love, so I choose to let go. Hopefully he can understand that this kind of love is called letting go, and I know he won't let me down.

Ye Lei

After reading the letter, Xiao He's eyes were a little sour, he sighed slightly, turned the letter over, and there was Xinyan's words on the back of the letter:

Xiao He:

If you read this letter, then let me tell you, Liu Moran said to Ye Lei at the beginning: I hope that the playboy can follow your side, so as long as Ye Lei leaves, he will introduce you to the gold medal screenwriter, and pay to ensure that you can get the position of the leading actor, so Ye Lei chose to fulfill your future when she could not have children.

This is the address of Ye Lei's blog, if you want to know her inner world, go in and have a look.

Seeing this, Xiao He's heart was like a knife, "There is a kind of love called letting go, and there is a kind of love called letting go" muttered this sentence repeatedly in his mouth, hehehe, the smile was a little bitter, it seems that this time Ye Lei really let go, because she knew that the person he loved was Su Mo, so she chose to leave. I owe her a debt in this life, let him pay it back, sat down at the table, turned on the computer, and entered Ye Lei's blog according to the address on the letter, the background picture is only a withered yellow leaf, which looks unspeakably uncomfortable, opened the table of contents of the blog post, and found that the top one is "Floating Leaves",

late autumn

The leaves carry regret and sadness

Drifting and falling

In the heart of the leaf

The majestic tree

It's everything to her

She loved him

more than loving your own life

Even if it falls

Also dock under the tree

Never give up

And my love for you

Like this leaf

As long as you can have the best tomorrow

I'm willing to give up

We have a lifelong commitment

I wish my dreams would turn into a wisp of fresh wind

Wrap around you

Even with my decision

It will take us further and further apart

I don't regret letting the fallen leaves return to the roots

Since then, it has been reduced to silt

Being in a swamp

but the heart runs to you

It's all because

I love you so deeply

There are no flowery words, just a faint description, after reading this text, Xiao He can better understand what Ye Lei said: There is a kind of love called letting go, she loves him, so she chose to let go, just to fulfill his love, if Su Mo knew that Ye Lei left in order to fulfill their love, would she cherish their feelings.

Thinking of Su Mo, Xiao He knew deeply that she was different from Ye Lei in his heart, Su Mo was the woman he loved, and he wanted to be with her all the time, when he thought of her leaving, his heart was full of fear, if there was no Su Mo in his life, I don't know if he could still bear the pain of loss. wanted to give Su Mo a call, but she couldn't let go of her self-esteem, if she had him in her heart, she would call him to explain, dispelled the idea of calling Su Mo, and continued to flip through Ye Lei's blog, and there were a few paragraphs that impressed Xiao He:

Missing someone doesn't need words, but it takes courage; When you look at the bustling crowd on the road, when you are alone and lonely, when you sit quietly in a corner and silently feel the melancholy, you will feel how lonely it will be to miss someone; How heart-wrenching it hurts to think about someone, how cold the night will be when you miss someone, and how cold it may be when you miss someone, but your heart is crying.

You are my first encounter, but you are stuck in my heart like a rock. I am your passer-by, and I disappear from your sight the moment you turn around. You'll forget my existence eventually, and even if you can remember it one day, it's just a vague memory. That encounter made me huddle in the past and couldn't extricate myself, love was so cruel, it stranded my ability to chase happiness all my life...

Sometimes, I feel that my heart has long died, but it often hurts, and sometimes, I feel that love has long been barren. But I still cry, and sometimes, I feel that it is also a kind of happiness to keep my memories, and I miss someone too much, but I can't even breathe quietly when I can't see each other again.

Here are a few more that are all in English

I dropped tear in the ocean and when ifind it that”s the day I will stop loving you

I also saw Xinyan's reply in the comments:

life is a long journey don”t waste your waiting for people who are not willing towalk with you

Xiao He carefully found that only Xinyan was replying in this blog, it seems that Ye Lei has set up the permission to reply, and others can't reply. Seeing this, Xiao He stood up, walked to the window, and lit a cigarette, the seven or eight years with Ye Lei have gradually become a habit, used to being taken care of by her, used to her existence. When he was working, he often didn't come back for a long time, and he didn't feel anything bad; But for Su Mo, it's different, I want to see her all the time, so that she can give up work, no matter how full the time is, I have to squeeze out time to see her...