Chapter 81: Come to Me
Chixiao rolled his eyes speechlessly, and for a while he didn't know whether to feel sorry for himself for following such a master, or for a while to feel sorry for Lu Heng for actually falling in love with such a woman. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
While the two of them were still staring at each other there, Mo Ling suddenly ran out, and when he saw Lin'an, he greeted happily: "Senior Sister Lin An, you are back." I originally said that I was going to pick you up, but Senior Brother Lu Heng said that you are very familiar with this place, and you can find your way back by sniffing. ”
“……”
If it weren't for Mo Ling's sincere face when she said this, Lin An would have thought that she had come to find fault on purpose.
"What else did he say about me?"
"I didn't say anything, Senior Brother Lu Heng said something about you, just don't mention it."
When Lin An heard this, he suddenly felt a little angry in his heart, and he really didn't know how to offend him, and he wanted him to dislike himself so much. But fortunately, she wore a mask on her face, and no one could see her somewhat unhappy face at this time.
"Senior Sister Lin An, let's go, let's go to the cocktail party together. I've always been curious about you, you must talk to me more. ”
After speaking, Mo Ling didn't care whether Lin'an was really willing or not, took her hand and walked eagerly to the courtyard.
I saw that there were six square tables in a huge courtyard, there were dishes and wine on the table, and there was a male disciple of the Yuying faction performing swordsmanship in the vacant field in the courtyard. So at this time, Lu Heng, who was sitting quietly at the first table on the left, was particularly abrupt.
As if all the joys and sorrows had nothing to do with him, he quietly guarded his small square place, peaceful.
But Lin'an felt a little sad for no reason, and always felt that he was lonely like he would disappear soon.
Thinking about it, Lin'an himself didn't know why he suddenly burst into tears.
But Lu Heng happened to turn his head at this time, and looked at each other for a while.
"Senior Sister Lin An, why are you crying?"
When Lin An heard this, he reacted, and hurriedly raised his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes and said, "It's okay, it's okay, my eyes are a little dry, I'll wash my eyes." ”
Thinking that Lu Heng was still angry with himself, and he was going to be laughed at by him for crying and crying like this, Lin An hurriedly said: "Forget it, I won't go to the drinking party, you guys have fun." ”
After speaking, Lin'an turned around and was about to leave, but he didn't want to take a step before he took a step, but his wrist was suddenly caught.
"Why are you crying?" A familiar voice sounded, and Lin An didn't need to look back to know that it was Lu Heng who was dragging his hand at this time.
"No ......"
"Then why don't you dare look back at me?"
Lin An lowered his eyelashes slightly, but he still turned his head for a while, but he didn't dare to look at Lu Heng with a pair of eyes.
"Are you feeling unwell?" Although Lu Heng's voice was still indifferent, his eyes were as gentle as water, with a hint of care and anxiety.
Lin'an shook his head.
Lu Heng was silent for a moment when he heard this, then he pursed his lips and asked, "That'...... Did he upset you? ”
Lin An didn't react for a while to who the "he" in Lu Heng's mouth was, so he had to blink his eyes and lower his head.
In Lu Heng's opinion, this is simply Lin An's appearance of being wronged.
Lu Heng was suddenly a little angry, but he didn't know whether he was angry with himself, or angry with Lin'an, or angry with the man he hadn't seen who was close to Lin'an.
"What the hell are you talking about?" Mo Ling on the side watched for a long time, and finally found an opportunity to interject and ask.
Only then did Lu Heng realize that there were still outsiders here, so he restrained his emotions a little and said to Mo Ling: "Let's lose company first." ”
After speaking, he didn't care about Mo Ling's unhappy face, took Lin'an's hand and went to the backyard, until he walked under the wisteria trellis in the backyard, he stopped, turned around and said to Lin'an seriously: "Lin'an, you listen to me, since that person will make you sad and sad, then don't blame me for not caring about your feelings, I decided to snatch you over." ”
"Huh?" Lin An looked puzzled, but Lu Heng seemed to be a little reluctant.
"If he won't cherish you well, why should you shed tears for such a person. Come to me, if it's me, I won't let you shed a tear. ”
"No, senior brother, what are you talking about?"
Lu Heng was asked by Lin'an, and couldn't help frowning: "Say the owner of that painting, what?" Didn't he make you cry? ”
"You mean Xiaoya? Xiaoya is still in retreat, why do you make me cry? ”
"Xiaoya, female?"
"Hmm. Or else? ”
“…… Shut up and turn away from me. Hearing this, Lu Heng suddenly stretched out his hand to make Lin An turn his head, so Lin An couldn't see Lu Heng's handsome face flushed with shame at this time, "Then why are you crying?" ”
"It's just that you sit there alone, and you shed tears for some reason."
When the sentence fell, Lu Heng was stunned, as if he didn't expect Lin'an to cry for himself.
"Actually, it's kind of crying for myself."
"Huh?"
"I used to think that I was a very important person, I was the first person in the Immortal Cultivation Sect, and I was the elder of the sect, and I was even about to succeed the head of the sect, I think it was because everyone needed me and respected me, and I was very happy in my heart. Even if I was forced to leave the Danxia Sect, I thought that there would be people who thought of me as good, and there would be people who thought that I could come back, they still needed me, and it was impossible to leave me. But that's just what I thought. When I came back this time, when I watched the Danxia faction busy preparing for the succession ceremony of the new head, I really realized: Ah, it turns out that everyone doesn't need me, even if I am not there, everyone lives well, and none of the things that should be done are left behind, I am not as important as I imagined. You know that, you know? ”
Lin An seemed to want to laugh in the end, but the corners of her lips couldn't be hooked, she finally gave up and then raised her head and let out a long sigh of relief.
Lu Heng looked at her like this, and instantly understood the reason why she would cry.
The world is big, but the feeling of being alone and not being needed is too uncomfortable, too uncomfortable.
"Lin'an."
"Huh?"
"You're important."
"What?"
"You're important, to me, you're important." After speaking, Lu Heng stepped forward and hugged Lin'an tightly in his arms.
A gust of wind rose, wisteria flowers fell one after another, and the sound of flowers falling could be clearly heard when the surroundings were quiet, so quiet, but compared to when they were in the lively crowd just now, this moment made the two of them feel relied on, and they were not alone.
"Lu Heng."
"I'm here."
"I promise you, you must think about your feelings, face them, understand them, and stop running away."