Chapter 107 Like it~ Then go and like it
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Seeing her daughter standing at the door crying, Chu Rong hurriedly climbed out of bed, ran to her side in three steps and two steps, grabbed Chen Yuqing's hand, pulled her to the edge of the bed and sat down, and said softly;
"It's okay, it's okay, your dad and I are just discussing it here, and the specific idea is still up to a few of you children to make the decision, so don't cry, okay? Watching you cry, Mom is also very distressed! ”
Seeing his wife glancing at him and living together for more than 20 years, Chen Guosheng also knew what it meant, got up, quietly walked out of the room, and closed the door by the way when he went out.
Click~
The door lock sounded, and there was nothing else in the room except Chen Yuqing's silent tears.
Chu Rong leaned out, took a roll of paper placed on the bedside table, took out one, carefully wiped the pretty and moving cheeks for her daughter, and said softly;
"This woman, it's not good to cry, you have to be happy all the time and laugh often, so that some boys will like you~"
The body shook unconsciously when he heard this, and then, looking into his mother's eyes, asked in a low voice;
"Really?"
As a result, he saw the expression on his mother Chu Rong's face, and hurriedly lowered his head again.
leaned closer to Chen Yuqing, reached out to hug her, face to face, and chuckled;
"Ah~ Our family's Yuqing has someone I like! Is it? ”
It's a question, but the expression is certain.
lowered her head, didn't look at her mother's teasing expression, she had never been like this, her mother, she had never treated herself like this, Chen Yuqing thought in her heart, it was really warm! Is this what mom is embracing? Although her mother's question made her very difficult, in order to be able to stay in such an embrace for a while, even if it was only for a moment, Chen Yuqing was willing.
I didn't see any response from Chen Yuqing, which was also expected by Chu Rong, and opened her mouth to guess;
"Guess what! This person should also be known to me, this person, you have known in the past two years. ”
As he spoke, he had been watching Chen Yuqing's expression, in order to see something wrong, but no, there was nothing wrong at all, Chu Rong thought to herself;
"Isn't that right? So"
"This person is the one you only met today!"
As soon as she said this, Chu Rong felt a tremor in front of her daughter Chen Yuqing, and her heart suddenly burst, and she opened her mouth in a whispered voice in disbelief;
"That person, it's ~ Du Du!"
Feeling her daughter's pretty face that was gradually becoming hot, Chu Rong didn't know what to think in her heart, the two sisters fell in love with the same person, and asked in a somewhat complicated tone;
"Can you tell your mom when she fell in love with him?"
Hesitating, is it appropriate to tell your mother about this kind of thing? Chen Yuqing thought hesitantly.
Looking at her daughter's appearance, Chu Rong also remembered the relationship between herself and her daughter, and sighed deeply in her heart, everything is to blame! At the beginning, if I could love a little more and pay more attention, I wouldn't be like this now, in the final analysis, I am not a qualified mother, not only Xueying did not take care of her, but Yuqing's situation was also the same.
Breaking through to the realm of soul desire, Chen Yuqing can have an extraordinary perception of feelings, that is, the ability to detect what a person's mood is like when facing him, whether it is sincere, or hypocritical, or has other plans, Chen Yuqing can feel it.
Now, from the mother who was holding her body in front of her, the deep and strong guilt, as well as a trace of regret and unwillingness, were all clearly conveyed into Chen Yuqing's mind and were fully revealed.
I know very well in my heart that Chen Yuqing understands that there is some estrangement between herself and her parents, and that is because she is still a little unable to get over it, and she can't get over the hurdle in her heart.
Ever since I heard the truth about my birth, I really want to go back to what I used to be, and I do things that make my parents happy and happy, run to them, to please them, and I can rely on myself to lean on my mother's arms like when I was a child, be coquettish, and sleep.
Oh, yes!
All the problems are on my body, my mother has hugged myself like this before, but I don't know when it started, I refused my mother's hug, my parents' intentions are to want myself and my sister to be able to live a safe and happy life, such a simple mood, Chen Yuqing now understands that everything is out of herself.
Thinking of these, the thoughts in my mind thought a lot in an instant, the time I used to be with my parents, my sister and my sister, the time when I was still in kindergarten, and when I was still in the first grade, when I was playing in the park, when I was walking in the square, all kinds of pictures appeared in Chen Yuqing's mind one by one, at this time, Chen Yuqing understood, all along, she has been refusing, rejecting the love of her parents, since she knew that she was coming, it has always been like this, thinking in her heart.
It's just that it's too late to change?
Feeling her mother's increasingly uncomfortable mood, Chen Yuqing made a decision, one, she felt the right decision in hindsight, opened her mouth and wanted to speak, but it was like something blocked in her throat, and there was no way to say it, these, Chen Yuqing knew, it was just a psychological effect, a person, her biggest enemy was always herself, as long as she defeated herself, then she was strong.
"It's tonight!"
These few words broke the silence in the room, and also opened the door of Chen Yuqing's heart, and even made Chu Rong's heart move slightly, she didn't say anything, just hugged her daughter's body and listened quietly.
"He~ is the first person who is willing to give up his life for me, and he is also the one who wants my life, I ~ like him very much! Really, love it. ”
"But~ I know that measure, Du Du is the person my sister likes, I~ can't like it, and I'm not qualified, even if it's secret, I haven't forgotten this."
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Chu Rong and said with a hint of crying;
"Don't ~ don't say it again, really, don't continue to talk about it, what you don't qualify, what you can't like, don't say any more, don't say it anymore~"
hugged Chen Yuqing hard, that strength was no problem for Chen Yuqing at all, but it was already Chu Rong's greatest strength, as if she was afraid that her daughter would run away, she hugged her vigorously and did not relax.
"It's all our fault! Now it's time for a change, Yuqing, my daughter, you listen well, as long as you don't get married, and you don't get to the last minute, then, you can go and compete for Du Du, that is to say. ”
She raised her head in a daze and looked at her mother stupidly, not understanding what she meant by this.
"You~ From now on, you can not only like Du Du, but also pursue him, or let him pursue you, whatever you want."
Not awake, as if in a dream, replied in a daze;
"I~ Is it okay? I don't exist for my sister~"
Before he finished speaking, he was hugged tightly by Chu Rong.
"No, I now regret the decision I made, that decision, it was very unfair to you, now, can you give my mother a chance to atone for her sins? Let me also take good care of you. ”
Hearing this, the conditioned reflex wanted to push away her mother Chu Rong's arms, but she didn't dare to use force, how much strength she had, Chen Yuqing's heart couldn't be clearer, as long as she used a light force, then she would hurt her muscles and bones, and she didn't want her mother to be hurt, so Chen Yuqing didn't break free.
lowered her head and didn't speak, her long-standing concept suddenly changed, and Chen Yuqing was very uncomfortable.
Seeing Chen Yuqing's appearance, Chu Rong didn't know what was going on, and she couldn't be in a hurry, after thinking about it a little, she had an idea, and she lay on the bed like that with Chen Yuqing in her arms, looking at her daughter's silent appearance, Chu Rong opened her mouth and said softly;
"Don't think about it now, what's there, think about it tomorrow, go to bed first, get some sleep, get up and everything, sleep!"
Reaching out and gently stroking Chen Yuqing's back, the light was not turned off, just shining like that.
"If you like Du Du, then you can like it, whether it's a fair and honest like, or a secret crush, just remember one thing, that is, Mom, always support you! Just remember this, and you're good to go, got it? Don't think about the rest. ”
Looking at her mother's eyes, she didn't speak, she just looked at it blankly, Chen Yuqing felt as if she was dreaming now, everything had an unreal feeling, would it be back to the same when she woke up?
The eyes that opened were covered by my mother's hand, and there was darkness in front of me, and all I could feel was the body close together, the body that was very warm.
I willingly closed my eyes, shrunk into my mother's arms, and fell asleep like this, which is also a good thing! I thought to myself.
Chen Guosheng, who has not left since he walked out of the room, leaned his back against the door, and slowly sat on the ground, the cigarette in his mouth is now completely deformed, and the unique tobacco taste of cigarettes smokes Chen Guosheng's taste buds and anesthetizes his nerves.
spoke, but moved his mouth, without making a sound.
"Did I ~ really do something wrong? Rain and shine! And ~ Xue Ying! ”