Chapter 3 Castle 72

My thoughts?

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My own thoughts?

Never thought about it.

I...

I don't know what I think.

It may sound ridiculous, but I really don't understand what I'm thinking.

It's not singing.

Just played the piano on stage, and it was a supporting role.

I don't want to go on stage.

I want to be on stage.

Such contradictory thoughts came to my mind at the same time.

I do not know... I do not know.

The words of both sides were repeated.

Waver.

Fear.

Wish.

All sorts of emotions came flooding up.

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Then give it a try first! Try playing the piano!

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In a panic.

I hear something like that.

The source of the sound.

Li Luo.

The man, smiling, held out his hand to me.

Anyway, let's try it first, shall we?

Give it a try.

An instrument that hasn't been touched in eight years.

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The beginning of it all.

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I probably still have such a small expectation in my heart.

This expectation made me hold a helping hand.

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Piano.

I touched the white keys with some trembling.

The moment he touched it again, he retracted his hand like an electric shock.

Fear, but curiosity still drives me, and I keep touching.

It took me five minutes to get used to it and stop shaking myself.

Eighty-eight keys.

Black and white keys.

Slide your fingers over.

All sorts of syllables came out.

Recognize familiar syllables.

Everything was normal, and the body did not resist.

I tried to play the simplest instrument.

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Let me think about it.

That's how I replied to Guo Jing.

After saying this, I walked out of the classroom with Li Luo.

What do you think? Is there a problem?

Issue.

Of course there are many.

The biggest problem is my piano level.

My current piano level is only a little better than that of beginners, and I have even played a few words wrong in the novice song of Dream Wedding.

Is that so? I don't understand it at all, but I know if it's good or not.

Yesterday, what you told me, senior, when I heard Guo Jing's violin music, I thought it was a very good song, was it the song that Guo Jing gave me today?

I guess it's the same song, I just heard it occasionally when I passed by the music club.

Did the seniors also think it was a good tune?

Quite a good tune, of course.

Li Luo and I both thought it was a good tune.

But Guo Jing told us that this piece was not recognized.

I don't think Guo Jing is lying to us, but this song may really be a famous song.

If it's a big international stage.

As long as it is recognized, maybe this song will become a famous song.

Music.

A song that has influenced the world.

There was still a month to go, and even if I agreed to play with him, my level would not be able to highlight his tune, and it might even ruin the whole tune.

After Li Luo heard my words, he ran two steps forward, turned around, and stopped facing me.

In fact, I didn't understand Guo Jing's guy before, I always thought that he was too tired to live, and the pay was not proportional to the return, so I told you to make him easier, until today I found out that Guo Jing is not too tired to live, but he is carrying the lives of two people, he is not playing for himself, but playing the violin instead of his sister, has been imitating someone, has been living with someone's way of survival, this way, can he not be tired.

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Maybe you didn't notice that what he said before was that he wanted to play with you, that he wanted to play with you, not to come and play with you in order to fulfill her sister's wish, and he didn't mention a word that he wanted to fulfill her sister's wish.

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He has turned his sister's wish into his own, and I'm afraid it's more than that.

One person carries the lives and futures of two people.

The burden.

It's too heavy.

Luno: What do you think of Guo Jing's strength as a performer?

He is very skillful in playing and has his own understanding of the music.

In the same way, I thought he was very good from the beginning, and with this strength, do you think he can lead others to become the core of his orchestra?

Of course, he has the strength to become the core of the orchestra.

Do you remember what he said yesterday?

We already have a world-class stage, but we lack a world-class core, is Her Royal Highness willing to be our core?

This is what Guo Jing said yesterday.

If it weren't for Li Luo's reminder, I wouldn't have noticed.

Obviously, the stage was created by him, but he thought that he had no way to become the core.

He denied himself?

I am afraid that so, he denied his own talents, and recognized those of his sister.

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Denied it... own talents.

I recognized my sister's talent.

I don't know why, but when I heard this, I felt a tightening pain in my heart.

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The most terrible thing is not to be denied by others, but to deny yourself, when a person even doubts himself, then this person is probably really hopeless.

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Not serious.

Rather flirtatious tone.

It was supposed to be a joke.

But Li Luo's tone and actions made people feel the helplessness in this sentence.

It's really helpless.

Because we can't change anything.

Even if we know what the other person thinks, there is no way to change it.

It can't be stopped, and even if you give comfort, you can't stop others from self-denial.

Because, no matter who you are, there is no way to change a person's self.

Because the only thing that can change oneself is oneself.

It's like confirming the phrase in the game.

It is impossible for a man to save someone.

Luno, you really still care about this sentence, in fact, I also heard this sentence from others, don't pay too much attention to it.

I just feel that we can't do anything, and it's a pity that this piece played by Guo Jing is buried if it is buried, and this piece has the possibility of becoming a famous song.

Yay - that tune is so powerful? I just think it sounds good.

I also... I don't know, it's just how it feels

That's pretty much it... And although it's just my feelings, my personal thoughts, that piece, I always feel incomplete, especially the last few seconds, it doesn't feel like the end at all, it's more like a new beginning.

A new beginning?

Completely unthought of the possibility.

Habitual thinking caused me to not think about this at all.

After Li Luo said this, I felt the abnormality of this whole piece.

The last part of the transformation is not sudden, but sublimated.

It is like a sinner who has atoned for his sins in hell and has finally ascended to heaven.

But this kingdom of heaven is too short.

It's so transient that it feels abnormal.

I didn't even think of this.

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