Chapter 172: False Affection and Sincerity
Finally, Nan Yu let go of his hand, he looked at Liwu, and there was a shadow in his eyes.
After a long time, those inexplicable emotions were finally pressed to the bottom of my heart, leaving only a clear picture in my eyes.
He smiled wryly: "I'm impulsive, let's go back, it's going to snow this weather!"
Only then did he come back to his senses, and immediately nodded Hao Ran.
The two rode their horses back, the sound of horses' hooves, and the snow fluttering.
Nan Yu just loosely hugged the worries, and the closeness of Mr. Yuan disappeared suddenly.
With thousands of worries and thoughts, she thought that what Nan Yu had just called her was the word 'ninety-nine'.
It turned out that he still remembered that the girl named 'Hua Jiu' may have always been in his heart.
Actually, where did he have any impulses? He was her wife, so let alone say that it was a shallow kiss on the cheek, even if it was a bed share, it was a natural thing.
I thought I had let go of my mind, and I didn't wake up until I was sober.
Can't do it, forget him, she can't do it...
So, accompanied by the sound of horses' hooves, she lowered her eyebrows and asked softly, "Nan Yu, are you the one who wants me or the heart that you want me?"
Nan was stunned when he heard this, and he immediately pulled the reins, and the horse stopped.
After being silent for a long time, suddenly there were fine snowflakes falling from the sky, accompanied by those white cold, he said in a deep voice: "I thought you really wanted to marry me." ”
Li Wei bit his lip and replied apologetically: "I'm sorry, I've always wanted to be like this, and I've been twisting my heart there." But now... Now I realize that it was nothing more than self-deception. I can't even deceive my own heart, how can I deceive you? Nan Xu, I think, I agree to marry you, and the only real intention in my heart is to help my brother stop the war. ”
Nan Yu felt ridiculous, it turned out that in her heart, she didn't even have the slightest status.
Although the purpose of that harmony was indeed to stop the war, but at the moment when he knew that the object was 'Hua Jiu', he did have a trace of joy in his heart.
He wanted to treat her sincerely, but he didn't want to be wrong in the first place.
The cold wind was shining, and his hoarse voice was mixed with the wind: "What if you want people, what if you want people, what if you want hearts?"
His voice was very cold, as if half of his heart was cold.
"If you want people, you can do whatever you like, and I will do whatever a wife should do. However, after all, it was just a mask, and it had nothing to do with my original nature. If you want the heart, then give me space and freedom now, not to force others, maybe... Maybe one day I'll really like you..."
Nan Yu smiled playfully: "Maybe? just maybe?"
He was stunned for a moment, and then replied calmly: "Yes." Just maybe. I can't give you sure. ”
Nan Zhi was silent.
He looked up at the sky, and those white colds quickly fell into his eyes, turning into a void of coldness.
What do you want?" he asked himself.
Eventually, Nan re-re-reined the reins and drove the horse forward.
He hung his head half-worriedly, thinking that he was not happy to talk about this. Just as he was about to give up asking, he heard his calm voice: "I want a real wife, but if it's my 'ninety-nine', my ninety-nine... How can you not have a heart?"
His voice was soft, with a rare tenderness.
There was a trace of trance from the worries, and she asked nervously: "Do you want to choose your heart...?"
Nan replied, "Yes." I will keep my promise and give you freedom and not force you until the day when I 'maybe'. ”
"It's just 'maybe'...", stressed.
"I'm willing to wait. Nan Yu replied immediately, without a hint of hesitation.
Stunned, she held her heart down, and there was a faint ache there.
She didn't have any leverage. He was married to Nan Yu by Emperor Feng of the future country in front of the whole world, even if he forced her body, she should not have the slightest resentment and grievance.
Nan Zhi is the monarch of this kingdom, and she has said those deviant things to him, and she is ready to be scolded and resented by him.
But he didn't, he calmly chose to wait, waiting for a 'maybe' that even she couldn't be sure of.
She tilted her head cautiously, trying to understand Nan's expression.
But at this time, the man behind him had regained his previous sharp eyes, tilted his head slightly, and was still as proud as a wolf king who could not be looked at in the wasteland.
By the time we arrived at Likoku, it was already the evening of the fifth day.
The wagons were lined up in an orderly manner, and the soldiers and the people of the kingdom began to work together to unload the goods and sort them well.
Liwu was helped out of the car by Geqing, and the two of them randomly picked an open space to stand.
She looked around and saw that the land was barren, the livestock were scarce, the children were emaciated, and the women were emaciated.
The goods of more than twenty wagons in this way really solved the urgent needs of the whole country.
But even so, there is no trace of the pain and sorrow of the calamity in their eyes.
Nan Zhi was standing not far away, he was hidden in the crowd, without the slightest shelf of a monarch. He is very natural in commanding, and when he encounters heavy objects, he will immediately help him.
In the last car, there are two large purple boxes that are different colors from the others. The journey was bumpy, and the mouth of one of the boxes was somewhat damaged.
The four soldiers struggled to carry them down, but they didn't know where to put them.
Nan Yu recognized those boxes, which were things that he had to carry with him when he left, and in order to distinguish them, they were deliberately placed at the end.
He stepped forward and motioned for the soldiers to carry the two boxes to his house.
The soldiers immediately complied, and as they lifted their boxes and passed by, Nan Zhi glanced at them faintly.
I thought that the box must be her favorite jewelry or clothes and shoes, but when you look through the broken box, it turned out to be some gadgets, a box full of gadgets.
He chuckled softly, thinking to himself how old she was, like a child.
When all the carriages were in order, Nan ordered to come to the carriage and ordered: "All horses from the country should be killed and meat for a feast." I got married tonight, and I wanted to join in the fun, so I brought my own wine. ”
After speaking, he deliberately raised his hand towards Liwu and motioned for her to come to his side.
Li Wu lowered his head, even if he didn't want to, he couldn't brush his face in public, so he had to do it.
Nan Yu took her hand, and the two walked to a secluded place, and he immediately let go.
"Although I promised you, the play still has to be done. I can't lose the hearts of the people because of this. ”
Li Wei shook his head: "I understand, and I don't hate it in my heart." ”
"Oh?" a flirtatious smile appeared on Nan's lips, "I knew you were so well-behaved, so I should have kissed Fangze." ”
Li frowned, but he knew that he was the first to take care of the loss, and suddenly lost his temper.
The atmosphere was awkward, and she began to shift the subject.
"Good horses, why kill them, even if they are to celebrate, they don't need so much meat. ”
Nan Yu said: "Because the horses of the country are born in the land of abundance, they are not as hungry as our horses, and even if they are not killed now, they will starve to death in two days." ”
Li frowned and sighed softly: "Can't even supply forage?"
"If there is a way, I don't want to use conquest to protect the survival of my people. In this world, many things are unfair from the beginning. Some people are born to enjoy singing and dancing, while others are accustomed to seeing a lifetime of gunpowder smoke and war and parting with life and death. Nan Yu said calmly.
Li Wu nodded slowly, she felt that she seemed to understand Nan's perseverance.
Only with courage and determination like him can we maintain the survival of this fragile country.
The bonfire was soon lit, and as before, everyone brought wine from their respective homes and slowly gathered in the open space, without tables, chairs, cups and plates, without dignity and humility.
It's just that the voices are boiling, and unlike the previous small gatherings, Liwu was almost shocked by the noise.
Nan Yu stood aside disapprovingly, leaned into her ear and said, "Do you know why Liguo is barren, but none of the people of Liguo are willing to flee to other places to make a living?"
"Why?" she was surprised by the number of people here, she had thought that after the war and disaster, the population here should be very sparse.
"Because of happiness! they can get the freedom and happiness they really know here!" replied Nan Yu with a bright face.
Li Wei frowned, pressed his ears and shouted: "You obviously don't know how to think about it! Now that the weather is cold, it is the best place to store food, even if the horses of the country are not suitable for survival here, then most of the raw meat should be stored under the ice in case of emergency." ”
Nan Yu smiled, and there was a cold light in his eyes: "I have the most precious sister of Emperor Feng, are you still afraid that my people will be hungry?"
"You... You !!" trembled with anger, but because he was in front of everyone, there was no way to vent it.
The man in front of her was his father and the monarch of this kingdom. And this person only said something that moved and made her feel guilty two days ago, but now this arrogant appearance made her want to strangle him directly.
Nan Yu squinted at him, and his strange face made him feel very funny.
He endured it for a long time, and finally told the truth: "Are you really a child? How can I say that you believe it all? I have just said that my people are willing to stay here because they feel the joy of staying in their homeland." If, as you said, you are hungry to save food for the next time, then how can you be happy? Ninety-nine, here, the misfortune and the blessing are indescribable, and no one knows how long they will live, so what's wrong with being happy in the moment?"
Speechless, she nodded invisibly, and accepted the title of Jiujiu in her heart.
Nan Yu lowered his voice and continued, "Also, in the hearts of my subjects, tonight is my happy event. If I'm not generous, won't I let people look down on you for nothing?"
Li Wu no longer spoke, just looked at the noisy crowd in silence.
Nan Yu glanced at her slightly, only to see that she could still see the shy blush that she couldn't hide under the orange firelight.
He withdrew his gaze, but a smile appeared on his lips that he had not noticed.