Chapter 340, Inner Wandering......

Hearing this, the corners of Long Tian's mouth had an arc, he raised his head and looked at the red sunset, the long process? How long is it, exactly? I was expelled from Zhongzhou, came here, and made an agreement with Tan Zheng, what about the final result? I gave up again, what did I end up with? Long Tian didn't know, he lowered his head, as if he fell into infinite silence, but what could silence change?

"Lengthy? I've been around long enough......"

Denaka's lips opened and closed, and she didn't know how to answer, "You...... Is your matter solved? ”

Thing? Long Tian opened his mouth and laughed, but he didn't say anything, what was the purpose of an expelled person, it was Tan Zheng who took him back to the inner courtyard at that time, saying that he was entrusted by others and was loyal to people, but in fact? The two just reached an agreement to help Tan Zheng themselves, and Tan Zheng could let himself escape the control of the Long family, what was the result of help? Long Tian didn't know, because Tan Zheng just said that he would let himself pursue Tan Yao, pursue? It's just a scumbag! And he himself is a scumbag......

Long Tian turned his back to the startling card, "Of course it's done, otherwise what are you going to do when you go back?" Don't forget, I'm not like you, and I'm going back to get married? After all, there are so many things, I don't know what will happen if we delay? ”

Starta looked at the back, "What about the meaning of your existence?" Haven't you thought about it, do you want to leave like this......"

Significance? What exactly is the meaning? I'm afraid that as Tan Yao said, what else is left of me besides this face? Rong Hua is easy to pass away after all, so what is left behind?

"There are many ways for people to live, some people want to be famous in the world, some people want to be obscure, some people stand on a high place, overlooking all things, and their hearts are infinitely emotional, and some people stand in a low place, looking up at the towering mountain peaks and also emit infinite emotion, low feelings No matter how good you are, no one will go back to pay attention to you, but what about high places? No matter how incompetent you are, they will sing your praises, so ...... Value is nothing but self-deception, and only the deafening shout in my ears is real, and I am so obsessed with it......"

Shocka lowered his head, Long Tian's words were so cold, his back was so upright, and his tone seemed to reveal that confidence "Is this you, are you ......?"

Long Tian raised his hand, "What is the point of pursuing, you can't even tell what you are pursuing, what qualifications do you have to preach?" And you see...... I can get everything admired by all people with my hand, what's wrong with following, you can get everything effortlessly, as long as you are ruthless, trample on everything mercilessly, dignity, arrogance, status, it's just an attitude, and I'm not a good person in the end, it's always a joke for me to share weal and worn, so you should understand what I mean! ”

Got it? Understand what? Startling looked at Long Tian, his gaze was a little firm, what can you bring by belittling yourself like this? Shocka looked at Long Tian as if he was in deep thought, and Long Tian, the back finally moved, but Shocka said: So you have to go back and complete the marriage contract that didn't exist at all...... Or do you want to leave us and bear it alone......

Despair, longing, arrogance, what the hell can tell a heart that has long since died, Long Tian's footsteps stopped, and sure enough, nothing could deceive him, "Is there a difference?" You said that everyone has their own choice, how? Now you want to interfere with me......"

"I'm just ......"

"If you understand me, then let me leave with the last trace of dignity, because I am a descendant of the dragon god, I still have the blood of the dragon god in my body, and I also have the arrogance of the end of the road, so let me go......"

"In the past? How sad it is, who can describe it in words, no one can be, because when that trace of sadness comes to your heart, you will only be sad, and when I stretch out my hand to you, it means goodbye, what is the goodbye? I don't know, because the process of saying goodbye is so long, and sometimes it makes us tired and sad expressions try to hide it, but every silent night, quiet space, seems to be inner torture...... Saying goodbye is not as simple as it says after all......"

Long Tian lowered his head, he gritted his teeth, "I really envy you!" You at least have someone to lean on, and I'm ...... After all, I can't entrust ......"

The smile on the corner of Naka's mouth was so far-fetched: "Depend?" Don't you know that I envy you too? So chic, free and easy, in the end, I can't do it, because relying means bearing, and I hate to bear so much, free and easy, but I don't dare to throw away the burden on my body, I'm afraid that the heaviness will disappear, what is my value? Live? What is the value of living? Why do you have to survive when you know it's so painful......

Shocka looked at Long Tian silently, and he was silent, because he didn't know how to say, how to open the closed door, not that he didn't have the courage, but he didn't dare, because he didn't even dare to touch his own, all he could do was to say his heart, the hesitation and entanglement in his heart, but ...... If you know that it is obviously wrong, what do you have to insist on...... Zanaka understands that kind of pain, how it doesn't even exist, so what can give you the courage to live......

For Long Tian, Shocker didn't know how to speak, father, that was a sacred name, and he didn't enjoy it after all, so he couldn't understand it, but the moment Nafeng died, Shocka felt that his heart stopped instantly, although Nafeng didn't want to admit that he was important to himself, but he did exceed Shock, and hatred for his father......

Startling Naka looked at Long Tian, both of them maintained that posture, Long slowly lowered his head, father, what kind of words is father, how powerful is father, he used to be so infatuated, and even fantasized that one day he could stand up with him and become a man like him, such a tall back, that meticulous eyes, that sense of concentration, made him yearn for it so much......

But...... Long Tian hates, he hates him, he is very to the bone, everything about himself is what he taught, to be a man, how to be a great person, how to be a leader, what is justice, what is cowardice, what is bravery, what is meanness, what is backbone, what is discipline......

But what? What are the facts? Those grandiose reasons are just to play with those ignorant people, the bigger the family, the more secrets it means, and those secrets are so disgusting, making people vomit and backbone? Mean, hypocritical...... They are perfectly interpreted......

What I can't stand is the words that keep admonishing, that sentence, the deceased, the last dignity of the deceased. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info but what about him? What did he do? Long Tian swore that he would never forgive for the rest of his life, his friends, the trusting trust and the trusting gaze before they died, just because they were Long Tian, because they firmly believed that they would one day go to the top and go to the peak of TMD......

That man, apart from hate, Long Tian didn't know what else he could do? He wanted to abandon everything he taught, but he couldn't, whenever Long Tian thought of the trusting eyes, Long Tian felt that those words were so painful, they corroded himself, but he couldn't discard them, this kind of self-contradictory psychology made Long Tian dare not think about it, no matter how to explore, because he was afraid, he was afraid to deny all of himself, but ......

Startled, Long Tian smiled so bitterly, he ...... What exactly did he do? Yes, I want to confirm, but what about the result? He didn't get anything, but his concern became deeper and deeper, and that sense of distance made him not know how to cross it, and Long Tian found that he wanted to go back to the past more and more......

The descendants of the dragon god have the will of the dragon god, and the contradictory system itself conflicts with the will of the dragon god, right is right, wrong is wrong, if there is no idea to implement, how can you inherit the mantle of the dragon god, if it itself is shaky, then how can you survive in a complex environment, the descendants of the dragon god cannot fall, they have to guide people forward...... They have a great mission on their shoulders.

But what about Long Tian? He would rather fall into the evil path than destroy the last peace in his heart, but the darkness is a process of reproduction, long-term nourishment, and self-contradiction, which gradually reveals the darkness in his heart and waits for the final outbreak......

"Do you know what I'm going to get rid of?"

Shocka looked at Long Tian, Long Tian turned around slowly, Shocka saw Long Tian, his eyes were so surprised, red eyes, there seemed to be a black spell mark around his eyes, Long Tian raised his head, he looked at Shockaka, the red light was so cold "See, because of this, the Long family asked me to purify the evil in my heart, to the evil of TMD, it is they who should be purified, I am not wrong, there is no mistake, they ...... What did they do under the noble banner? It's really so disgusting, contemptible...... But they can enjoy everyone's appreciation, why, why should they ......"

Long Tian looked at Zhan Naka, his eyes were so red, like blood, he looked at Jing Naka, and felt that Long Tian seemed to have fallen into madness, Long Tian couldn't help but smile, "I was wrong, was I wrong?" This is all what he taught me, he gave it to me stroke by stroke, word by word, he said not to doubt at any time, but what? He also told me to know how to compromise, it was he who said the definition of right in front of me, and it was he who turned wrong into right in front of me, why do you think I still insist......"

Long Tian looked at Denaka and smiled so gloomy, Denaka looked at Long Tian, he wouldn't persuade people but he was a listener, and the listener ......

"So let me go! Find a corner where there is no one, with the dignity that is still there, go to them, at least I still have the face to face them, so let me go, don't stop me......"

Long Tian's red eyes shed tears, his tears fell slowly, slowly drifting away with the wind, and he was surprised to look at the loneliness of Long Tian's back, "You can't go......"

"What else do you want? I really can't control this force, let me leave consciously, at least I know that I didn't hurt anyone when I died, let me leave with peace of mind......"

"You've hurt me, so there's no way I'm going to let you go......"

"Surprise ...... Ka"

As soon as Long Tian spoke, the huge dragon chant resounded through the heavens and the earth, Long Tian covered his eyes, it was so painful, the memories and the passage of magic just now, so that the suppressed power in his body seemed to burst out, Long Tian looked at the Shocking Card, his eyes had a trace of greed, and the Shocker looked at the curse mark in the corner of Long Tian's eyes, and his red eyes exuded a cold aura......

Long Tian took his hand and tried hard to control it, but the powerful thunder and lightning contained magic power, which was released in an instant, and he looked at Long Tian's painful appearance, and his eyes were also a little dim, opposite him? Zanaka didn't know, but Zanaka understood that he couldn't go, never will, and today......

Denaka looked at the dazzling thunder and lightning, and held a magic power in her fingers, "Then stay!" ”

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