Chinese Chang'e took a closer look, only to see that Yan Qing's eyes were moist, she didn't know what was going on, so she stepped forward and asked, "Yan Qing, what's wrong with you?" What's upset in your mind? ”

Yan Qing sighed softly: "Hey, don't just want to, I really want to go with her." (Fengwu Literature Network)"

Chang'e was puzzled: "Who is she?" Why did you want to go with her? ”

"Her name is Zi'er, she was my former best friend, but she died on the road to my promotion, and I am to blame for all this." Yan Qing lowered his head after speaking, and his gaze swept to the ground.

"What the hell is going on with you? Why are you talking about these topics that I don't understand, you are so young, is it possible that you have a rich relationship history before? Chang'e asked.

"That's called a childhood sweetheart, but then she died because of me, I'm a selfish person, I'm a bastard!" Yan Qing blamed herself, but he said it very vaguely, and Chang'e didn't know what it meant at all.

"What the hell is going on, you speak slowly, I'm listening here." Chang'e said softly.

"Maybe you don't know, I am the prince of a small country in the mortal world, my mother has a maid named Xiaoling, Zi'er is her cousin, when she was a child, she always thought that my brother and I were boring, so she called her cousin to the palace to live with us, and was very happy all day, but then our country faced the threat of the enemy, I had no way to go up the mountain to learn art, ready to save the country, at this time Zi'er and I went to Qingyun Valley together, and we all came to this place unknowingly." Yan Qing said.

"Isn't that great? And what about later? Chang'e asked.

"Later, the old immortals of the Dao realm said that I could save them from any disaster, so they didn't let me return to my original country, which led to the destruction of my country, but I still went back, but when I went back, the country was no longer there, and I only saved my father, queen mother, and a few other people."

"Do you still blame yourself for this?"

Yan Qing was indifferent: "The point I said is not this, the focus is my Zi'er." Do you know? In order to let me concentrate on cultivation, those old immortals of the Dao Realm said that they had hidden my Zi'er, and later said that they had killed her. After thinking about it for a long time, I felt that the latter was more credible, so Zi'er died because of me. ”

"Didn't you avenge her?" Chang'e asked.

"This, I don't have the strength right now, besides, if I really kill those old immortals in the Dao Realm, the world will be disrupted, and the Heavenly Realm will collapse in an instant, so I still focus on the overall situation and don't think about those things for the time being." Yan Qing pursed her lips and swallowed the tears into her stomach.

"But you should be tormented like this, right?" Chang'e said.

"How's the torment? What can you do if you're sad? Those of us are born to be played by others, just a chess piece, we can only be at the mercy of others, I have no freedom, I yearn for freedom, but there is still no freedom, I don't know when such a day will come to an end, maybe you don't know, everyone who is a Taoist priest is very sad, except for those who really see through the red dust. Yan Qing said.

"You are a god now, and we can be together without worries." Chang'e said.

"But have you thought about it? What if those veterans kill you one day? Yan Qing asked rhetorically.

"Death is death, what's so terrible? The point is for whom to die, for you, I don't regret it! Chang'e said.

Yan Qing laughed coldly.

"What's the matter with you? Aren't you pleased? Chang'e asked angrily.

"Reassuring? Do you think I'll be happy now? Yan Qing asked rhetorically.

"Why can't you be happy? If you want to blame that Zi'er's bad life, and I'm different, I was originally a mortal, and now I'm a very prestigious fairy in the heavenly realm, I don't believe that we are together who dares to break up! Chang'e said confidently.

"Chang'e, you are so naïve, do you know that many things are not as simple as you think, for those in power, killing us is like screwing an ant to death." Yan Qing closed his eyes lightly after speaking.

"So what do you say? Should we be at the mercy of others? One day, we should break through the cage of this heavenly realm, we want to be free, and we can't be trampled under the feet of others forever! Chang'e said.

"Unfortunately, I don't have that ability." Yan Qing said.

"You can work hard, don't you think that many people in these three realms are not your opponents?" Chang'e cast an appreciative look at Yan Qing.

"No, there are more people who are better than me, and besides, their goals are much clearer than mine, for example, they know how to calm down and cultivate, and I feel like I'm in a mess all day long, a year or two, time has just passed, what can I get in the end? I can't protect the woman I love, don't you think people like me are pitiful? Yan Qing smiled bitterly.

"Yan Qing, I don't allow you to think like this, you are a powerful person, otherwise why would those old ways restrain you like that? They are just afraid of you, as long as you work hard one day you will get the status you deserve, and then we will be able to be together openly. Chang'e said.

Yan Qing smiled indifferently: "Fairy Chang'e, please turn around." ”

Chang'e didn't know what kind of medicine Yan Qing bought in the gourd, but she didn't ask and turned around decisively.

"Do you know that when I saw your back, I thought of Zi'er again, you are too similar." Yan Qing said.

Chang'e turned around: "Then I can't show you the back in the future, otherwise you will be sad when you think of her." ”

"So we can't be together, or I'll miss her every day." Yan Qing said.

"No, I have to be with you, otherwise I wouldn't be here to talk to you so much, you see how patient I am with you." Chang'e said.

Yan Qing was disdainful: "So I blame all this?" ”

"I don't blame you, it's my wishful thinking, I like you, I've said it many times, why can't you accept it?" Chang'e was puzzled.

"So everyone who confesses to me should accept it?" Yan Qing asked.

"You, what the hell do you want? As long as you say it, I will do my best. Chang'e said.

"Give me some time, will you let me be quiet? I've been very messy lately, and I'm all messy when I open and close my eyes, and I don't know how long it will take to get better, but I can't reply for the time being, so you go back first, and let me be alone here for a while. ”

"Yan Qing, don't worry, Chang'e will definitely wait for you, I hope you don't let me down, otherwise I will definitely be sad." Chang'e said.

In fact, what Chang'e said fully proves her arrogant mentality, others don't care about her at all, but she doesn't make her words clear, she still thinks that others care about her very much, heh, ridiculous.

"I'll think about it, I'll give you an answer after I think about it, and don't care too much about my words and deeds during this time, I'm afraid I'll hurt you by mistake." Yan Qing said.

In fact, Yan Qing has changed, those little selfishness no longer exist, and he doesn't want others to be sad because of him.

"I know, I know you care about my feelings, don't worry, I'll be waiting for you." After Chang'e finished speaking, she turned around and left. Cat flutter Chinese