…… Is it the same as back then?

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I especially remember that when I was just entering middle school, I had a conflict with a boy in my class, and the boy's sister happened to be one of the more authoritative middle school girls. As a result, throughout the four years of middle school, all the girls would immediately avoid Yunkong Guan when they saw it, as if he had some terrible plague.

Boys are mostly looking for faults and fighting, and there are even people in society who come to help them "vent their anger".

The past is unbearable, but history repeats itself again and again.

Is it my own fault?

He didn't know.

In my own thinking, I stayed up until the end of class, Yunkong Guan was the last to go, and Assistant Teacher He didn't leave, as if he knew that someone would be the last to leave. After the students walked in twos and threes, Assistant Professor He looked back at Yunkong Guan, who was still sitting cross-legged on the ground: "So, do you have something to tell me?" ”

"Well, teacher, I'll go back to training ground No. 2 tomorrow to try."

"It's okay, it's not a good thing to stand out from the crowd, people have to find a stage that suits them, are you right?" With that, the teaching assistant smiled handsomely.

"Well, goodbye, teacher."

Turning to leave, Yunkongguan's heart is not as calm as it seems, and this situation of having nowhere to stand can only make people more homesick.

So instead of going to the club today, he went back to the dormitory, unfolded the letter and wrote to his sister. I wanted to write a letter with such an impulse, but I didn't know what to say when I picked up the pen...... Do you really want to tell Xiaojing about his miserable situation here? No, you can't! There was no reason for her to worry about herself.

At this moment, Yunkong Guan realized for the first time that maybe sometimes, it was not only his sister who was taking care of himself, but also his sister who was taking care of herself. is obviously a lonely ghost, but he lacks the ability to live alone...... He felt more and more pathetic.

The gray emotions lingered in my mind, and I couldn't stand this depression, so I began to do push-ups desperately, hanging upside down on the ceiling and doing sit-ups, trying to use up all my energy to keep myself from thinking. Soon, he succeeded.

When I got up the next day, Yunkong Guan found that it was already noon, and I skipped a class in the morning, but there was no attendance system, so it was up to me to go or not. In the afternoon, there was also a practical class...... But yesterday I already said that I would not go again, and if I go to a new venue today...... It's troublesome to think about. The boy thought about it, went to the cafeteria to buy some food, and then went directly to the club.

Pushing open the door of the activity room, the activity room changed back to its messy appearance.

Yunkongguan, who was not good at complaining, began to tidy up the house as usual, and halfway through the cleanup, Bai Liuyan came back, she was still wearing a white coat, black-framed glasses, and her hair was only neatly combed, but after she habitually sat down on the table, Yunkongguan felt that this girl was really still the same learning maniac.

After coming, the two didn't communicate much, and Bai Liuyan didn't even ask him why he didn't come to the club yesterday.

After cleaning up, Yunkong looked at the stack of unfinished books he had placed next to the bookshelf, and felt that he had no motivation to look down. So he found a corner of the room where Bai Liuyan was busy in the activity room, and then he sat there doing nothing.

This process lasted about half an afternoon.

Bai Liuyan finally noticed that there seemed to be something wrong with his junior brother. Originally, she didn't care about the private affairs of Yunkong Guan, and she originally planned not to ask anything. But she doesn't like to be stared at all the time, so the girl who didn't stop moving her hands suddenly asked, "What happened to you yesterday?" Broken out of love? ”

"No, if I fall out of love, I have to be in love to be lost."

"Then how did you get listless? I'm all distracted by your gloomy breath. ”

Yunkong Guan let out a sigh: "Then I'll leave." ”

This unexpected reaction made Bai Liuyan stunned for a moment: "You wait, I don't think what I said is heavy, I feel that you are not such a person who can't help but ridicule, right, sure enough, what happened!" Sit down, you're also from my club, who bullied you? ”

Yunkongguan is a person who is used to being an elder brother, and Bai Liuyan, the eldest sister's head-like speech, makes him feel a little uncomfortable and a little fresh. Besides, there are indeed things I want to say to talk to someone, Yunkong thought about it, and sat down: "Probably because I was excluded." ”

"Crowding you out? Are you excellent? Bai Liuyan showed an unexpected expression.

"I don't know, I beat several people in the actual skill class, and then I seem to be hated by everyone." The boy said a little depressed.

"Ha, I see," the senior sister president stopped what he was holding and turned around, with a very bright smile on his face, "Tell me how many you defeated?" ”

"Seven ......"

"It's only seven," Bai Liuyan showed a disdainful expression, "When I was in the actual skill class, I beat up all the people in the class, oh, yes, your freshman enrollment should be the No. 1 training ground, and the guys there are not so competitive." ”

These words made Yun Kongguan very surprised: "Aren't you excluded, senior sister?" ”

"Of course I'm being excluded," Bai Liuyan said with a happy expression, "But so what? I love seeing their deflated faces. ”

Is there something wrong with this woman's thinking logic...... Yunkong Guan thought so in his heart, of course, he didn't dare to say this: "But, Senior Sister Bai, you won't feel it...... Is it sad to be excluded? ”

Hearing this, Bai Liuyan's smile retracted, and she patted her clothes and stood up: "Of course I'll be sad, but I've been mentally prepared for a long time." ”

"Mentally prepared?"

"Yes, be mentally prepared," Bai Liuyan said with his hands in his pockets, "I ask you, how do you think you can get along with more friends?" ”

This question, Yunkong Guan pondered for a second and replied, "It should be interest!" ”

"Yes, interest," Bai Liuyan nodded, "So as a girl, if I want to be recognized by everyone around me early, what is the best thing to do?" To have as many interests as possible, of course. The most basic, at the age of thirteen or fourteen, I started to put on makeup and dress up, went to the beauty shop to perm my hair, went to KTV to sing with a few friends after class, it was best to get a tattoo again, a little fetish, or simply start smoking, and then find a boyfriend, or accompany a few good-looking handsome guys to have a friendship, and be humble when my friends praise my boyfriend for being handsome, so that everyone will like me. But the question is, so what? Why should I have that pathetic and pathetic recognition, a few years later I got my S-class magician license and entered the government, these people are of no use to me at all. Why should I waste my time on them? Isn't that weird? ”

"And if you're strong, isn't it a matter of course to be ostracized? You're not a creature of that population, so why do you have to stay there? A wolf stands in a kennel hoping that other dogs will see him as a companion? Do you have a problem with your brain? Of course, if you want to do that, you can go outside and take off your rustic scarf, dye your hair, stare at people with your dead fish eyes when you don't look at people, whether the other party is a human or a dog, laugh when you meet, and then participate in a competitive event, the more girls scream and shout next to you, the better, go to the bar at night, find those scantily clad girls for a date, at most a month, I am sure that no one will squeeze you out. ”

Yunkongguan opened his mouth wide and couldn't say a word for a long time.

Looking at the junior brother's expression, Bai Liuyan snorted coldly: "Any population is unfriendly to individuals who are too good. The good must be humble and friendly, otherwise they will be seen as a threat, and then those who are relatively weak, they will huddle together and squeeze each other's living space. For them, "Standing in the crowd, I am invincible, I can slander you at will, but as long as you dare to fight back, you are threatening all of us" is this logic. So what are you struggling with? You are excellent, and this is the price of your excellence. ”

The young man looked at Bai Liuyan's speech, and suddenly realized why Bai Liuyan was the only one in this club before he came.

“…… President, could it be that this is the reason why you are alone? ”

Originally, Bai Liuyan was angry, but when he heard this question, he suddenly deflated. She glared at Yunkong Guan angrily: "Yes, that group of wastes is gone, only I am still here, so I won." ”

This explanation is so far-fetched that it makes people laugh and cry, but it also makes Yunkong Guan discover the weakness behind this hard-core senior sister. This kind of victory, in a general sense, is also very sad when it is victorious! Thinking of this, Yunkong Guan couldn't help but smile for the first time: "I suddenly found someone who was miserable by me, and then I felt much better." ”

Hearing this, Bai Liuyan was like a cat with its tail stepped on, "What did you say!" Believe it or not, I'll throw you out! ”

"No, no, senior sister, you should spare me!" Yunkong Guan stood up and waved his hand repeatedly, "Although I think your point of view is a bit extreme, it is a fact that the tree is big and does not tolerate the world, my troubles are stupid, because my troubles can't be solved, I urgently need to improve myself now, not for the sake of human relationships." ”

"It's good to understand," Bai Liuyan helped his glasses, regained the cold beauty, and then smiled coldly, "A man puts on such a bitter and hateful expression for this matter, it's really useless to get home." ”

Yun Kongguan didn't reply, he realized that what the other party said just now was sincere, but her personality was too strong, if she refuted it at this time, she would definitely be scolded.

So the young man cleared his throat and said, "Thank you, Senior Sister Bai." ”

Bai Liuyan snorted coldly and waved his hand, "Okay, okay, let's read a book!" ”

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