Chapter 417: To Love or Not to Love
Li Ruoyu didn't speak, because he didn't know what to say, so he sat down with Liu Yan. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
"I didn't cry for you, I was... I'm ......" Liu Yan squeaked for a while and said, "I'm not afraid to tell you, this... This is my first time, no... I didn't expect it, but speaking of which, I... A little older than you......" Seeing her trying to restrain her crying, pretending to be indifferent, Li Ruoyu felt an uncomfortable emotion choked in her chest.
Liu Yan still stammered: "The first time is very... It's precious, it's so cheap for you, of course I want to cry! This is a good joke, if Li Ruoyu didn't see Liu Yan crying, it would probably be embarrassing.
"I'm sorry!" I had a thousand words in my head, but in the end, I only said this one hoarsely.
Liu Yan was stunned for a moment, looking at Li Ruoyu stupidly, looking very aggrieved and moved, Li Ruoyu suddenly had an urge to protect her. Who knew that she only stayed for a short while, then patted Li Ruoyu on the shoulder and said, "Hey, I don't blame you, this matter is over, let's not mention it again in the future." With that, he began to clean up the room.
Is it possible? After she said it all, when we meet again in the future, will we be able to act as if nothing happened? If Li Ruoyu had no heart or lungs, he should leave immediately, and never see her again, but Li Ruoyu couldn't do it. Li Ruoyu just sat in a daze, it turned out that it was so easy to sleep with a female star.
Liu Yan saw that Li Ruoyu was sullen and didn't speak, patted Li Ruoyu and said, "What's the matter, help me tidy it up, I have to check out, and besides, I didn't say anything as a girl, what are you still twisting?" Li Ruoyu patted her head, she didn't want to, since Liu Yan had such an attitude, she should be generous!
Liu Yan stared at Li Ruoyu with a pair of beautiful eyes, and said faintly: "I slept with you so easily, do you think I'm a **** woman?" ”
Li Ruoyu stroked her shoulder and shook her head gently. After the passion ended, Li Ruoyu began to feel dazed, and the shadows of many women floated in Li Ruoyu's mind. Li Ruoyu couldn't tell who he loved at this moment. Liu Yan has left an indelible impression in Li Ruoyu's heart, if he can, Li Ruoyu is very longing for the blessing of all people, but in modern society, it is undoubtedly a fool's dream.
"I'm sorry!" Li Ruoyu kissed Liu Yan's hair and said softly.
"Why say I'm sorry?" Liu Yan looked at Li Ruoyu with a smile: "Because you never said that you loved me, didn't you say it when you were there?" ”
Li Ruoyu nodded, and suddenly felt very depressed in his heart, Li Ruoyu can say these three words to Bai Yurou, but it is very difficult for Liu Yan, love also has a sequence, what will happen if you fall in love with Liu Yan first.
Liu Yan twisted Li Ruoyu's nose and said coquettishly: "I don't mind!" Even if you love another woman, I still can't help myself from being happy with you, I have felt this way from the moment I saw you tonight, you are the man who makes me unable to control myself. ”
Listening to Liu Yan's words, Li Ruoyu remembered that a philosopher said: The first and strongest stimulus will affect a person's consciousness in the future. Maybe that's the case with Liu Yan. However, when Liu Yan talked about other women, Li Ruoyu felt deeply remorseful.
"I love them, but I can't refuse you either, I know it's unfair to you, but I don't want to deceive you!" Maybe it's better to make it clear, even if Liu Yan doesn't see herself again in the future.
Liu Yan was really uncomfortable when she heard Li Ruoyu's words, but she didn't get angry, she just whispered: "People say that men can sleep with a woman they don't love for that one, I want to know if you use me as a tool to vent, who do you want when you are with me?" As she spoke, the fog in her eyes grew heavier and heavier, and tears finally slipped from her eyes.
Li Ruoyu leaned down, **** her tears, and whispered softly in her ear: "I have never thought like that, I want you uncontrollably when I am with you." This sentence is true, in that regard, Li Ruoyu feels closer to Liu Yan, and believes that if there is no emotional component in it, he will not be so eager for her. Can a person fall in love with many individuals at the same time?
Li Ruoyu felt very confused, and couldn't help but ask Liu Yan: "Do you love me?" ”
"I like you!" Liu Yan replied: "I don't know what love feels like, but you are the first man who makes me feel very close." ”
Li Ruoyu can understand Liu Yan's words, but he can't understand them, because he is now in a love debt. Liu Yan lay in Li Ruoyu's arms and slowly told Li Ruoyu about herself, because she has been recognized as a beauty since she was a child, she can't distinguish the men around her, and she also feels repulsed by love, Li Ruoyu just feels that the current feeling is very warm and enjoyable......
followed Liu Yan to their villa, Tan Weiwei was not at home, sitting at the dining table waiting for Liu Yan's breakfast, Li Ruoyu felt that all this was like a wife to a husband.
Liu Yan brought breakfast to the table. A woman is willing to make breakfast for you, which means that she has relieved herself to hand herself over to you, which makes Li Ruoyu happy and surprised.
"Try the tomato sauce I made myself!" Liu Yan happily spread a piece of bread with tomato sauce and brought it to my mouth, Li Ruoyu was about to bite down happily, but the mobile phone rang.
Seeing that it was Anna calling, he subconsciously wanted to answer the phone, but caught a glimpse of Liu Yan's dissatisfied gaze. Seeing her expectant innocent expression, Li Ruoyu's heart softened suddenly and turned off the phone.
Liu Yan's face softened, and she said with a smile: "I just want you for a morning." was stunned by her words, but Liu Yan stuffed the bread into Li Ruoyu's mouth: "Eat quickly, why are you stunned?" ”
Li Ruoyu chewed the bread, but there were big question marks on his psychological side. Liu Yan watched Li Ruoyu eat her breakfast with a satisfied face, and said faintly: "I just want to spend a morning with you in a two-person world!" Hearing this, Li Ruoyu almost didn't choke, Liu Yan wiped the corners of Li Ruoyu's mouth with a tissue, and then flicked her hair, blooming into a charming smile, she is indeed much sexier than Anna.
"I like you, but obviously not to the point of love, so I don't fight." Liu Yan kept talking, not giving Li Ruoyu a chance to interject at all: "You said that we couldn't control it as soon as we met, then we should not meet again, you have a girlfriend, and I am willing to be morally restrained!" Last night I said I would like to be your lover, but now I regret it, I don't want to be your lover, then I will go crazy. ”
Li Ruoyu finished his breakfast silently and whispered, "Thank you, it's time for me to go to work." ”
Liu Yan gently put on the coat she bought for Li Ruoyu, and whispered: "Be careful on the road." ”
Li Ruoyu wanted to try to turn around and leave, but his feet were so heavy. Liu Yan kissed Li Ruoyu on the cheek and said: "I left your old clothes, you wore the clothes I bought, so that we all have souvenirs, you are my first man, I will never forget you in my life!" ”
Li Ruoyu felt that her eyes were a little wet, and she wanted to hug Liu Yan and say, "You don't want to be my lover, it's good to be my wife." But in the end, Li Ruoyu only said: "Although you are not my first woman, I will never forget you in my life." Then he went out and heard the door closing behind him. (To be continued.) )