Chapter 51: Complex and Indescribable, Fight for Destiny
Bai Ningxi was stunned for a moment, looking at Lin Shuihan, she suddenly didn't know how to answer this question, and after being silent for a long time, she slowly shook her head, "What is there to be afraid of, people from the Demon Realm are not also people." ”
Lin Shuihan smiled softly, feeling that what he said was very reasonable, yes, people from the Demon Realm, those are also people.
"Lin Shuihan...... Actually, this thing ...... I already knew. After hesitating and entangled for a long time, Bai Ningxi finally wanted to tell Lin Shuihan the truth, so she slowly opened her mouth and looked at Lin Shuihan word by word, and before the words fell, Lin Shuihan was shocked, "You have long been ...... Got it?"
"Hmm. ”
"When?"
"In the Lin family, when you were poisoned. ”
"How do you know?"
"Aso, tell me. ”
After that, there was silence in the air again, Lin Shuihan and Bai Ningxi looked at each other like that across the barrier, as if they were in two worlds, so close, in fact, so far away, why didn't they tell me when they knew about it......? Waiting until now?
Lin Shuihan looked at Bai Ningxi and thought in his heart, a kind of pathetic feeling of being deceived and concealed gradually enveloped him, Ning Xi, you never lied to me before, but now, you have also begun to lie to me, right?
Bai Ningxi saw the question in Lin Shuihan's eyes, lowered his head weakly, and didn't know how to face him, so he could only tell the truth, trying to explain to him, "Lin Shuihan, at that time, Asu said that someone in the Demon Realm wanted to kill you, if you knew your identity, it would be bad for you, after all, you are still a disciple of the Qilin Sect, and he doesn't want you to fall into a dilemma." ”
Before the words fell, the air was silent again, Bai Ningxi lowered her head, she didn't know what Lin Shuihan's expression was when she heard these words at this moment, she couldn't suppress the curiosity in her heart, she slowly raised her eyes, but saw that he didn't care.
"This Asu! Even you said it, he actually ...... Still hiding it from me. Lin Shuihan pretended to be dissatisfied and looked at Bai Ningxi complaining, turning his head at a loss, pretending to be angry, but in fact, the complex emotions in his heart were indescribable.
Bai Ningxi saw that he was angry, so she stepped forward to comfort him and said, "Don't blame Asu, he didn't mean it, he should also be for your good, isn't it?"
"That's what I said. Lin Shuihan turned to look at Ning Xi and said: "But it feels really bad to be deceived and concealed, Ning Xi, you promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you can't lie to me, you have to tell me everything, word for word, you know?"
Bai Ningxi nodded vigorously, and then Lin Shuihan gradually stretched his brows and smiled.
"That Lin Shuihan, you are ...... again How do you know?" Bai Ningxi suddenly looked at him curiously, if it wasn't for Asu telling him, then who else? Who else knew Lin Shuihan's identity?
Bai Ningxi didn't know at all that this matter was told to him by Mrs. Youluo, and Lin Shuihan wouldn't say it, he lowered his eyes, pretended not to hear the question, and tried to change the topic: "But it doesn't matter, since I killed so many people with a soul stick, the head of the sect and those elders will definitely not let me go, now, it doesn't matter whether I am a person from the Demon Realm or not, Ning Xi, you better get out of here quickly, leave the Qilin Gate, lest they talk about your Demon Realm cultivation again." ”
After that, Bai Ningxi's heart trembled violently, she had already heard that Lin Shuihan had been given a death order, and tomorrow, he would be executed!, "I heard that you have been given a death order by the master?" she looked at Lin Shuihan cautiously and said.
Lin Shuihan's eyes were shocked when he heard this, "Death order?"
"Hmm. Bai Ningxi nodded, but Lin Shuihan fell into a desolate and helpless place, and the infinite desolation in his heart seemed to have become cold at this moment, death order......? It's a death order......" he muttered the phrase repeated, his eyes became very empty, desperate, and sad, as if the world was no longer lovely, and the death order ...... Heh! Death Order......
"Lin Shuihan, don't be like this! Asu told me, there are people in the demon world who want your life, and this time the matter of the soul dementor stick is very likely to be a game set by them, you can't just admit defeat like this, do you know that it will follow their wishes!?" Bai Ningxi looked at Lin Shuihan's confused and absent-minded appearance, knowing that this news was a big blow to him, but now is not the time to accept reality, things still have a turn!
Lin Shuihan was stunned at first, and then smiled sadly: "I didn't know before, but now I know." ”
Seeing his indifferent smile and his expression of preparing to die and looking at death as if he were at home, Bai Ningxi's heart couldn't help but become more nervous and excited, she slapped the enchantment with her hands hard, trying to make a movement to wake up Lin Shuihan, hoping to arouse Lin Shuihan's fighting spirit and tell him:
"Lin Shuihan! It's not your fault! You can't let them punish you! Cheer yourself up and don't accept your fate! What about the people of the Demon Realm, everyone is equal! They have no reason to punish you! Lin Shuihan! It's not your fault!"
Lin Shuihan smiled lightly and said, "Even if I am from the Demon Realm, then I am still a disciple of the Qilin Sect, and if I make a mistake in the Qilin Sect, of course I will be punished, not to mention that I killed so many people?"
Bai Ningxi was stunned when she heard this, she looked at Lin Shuihan incredulously, looked at the calm in his eyes, and his face without emotion, her heart was gradually enveloped by a wave of fear, she trembled her lips, and asked cautiously, "So, you want to ...... ...... Shall you resist your fate?"
"Isn't this how it should be?" Lin Shuihan smiled and asked, Bai Ningxi looked at him and suddenly burst into tears, Lin Shuihan couldn't stand it anymore when he saw Ning Xi crying, and hurriedly stepped forward to comfort her, wanting to wipe away her tears, but she couldn't wipe them away, so she could only let her cry in front of her, which made people feel distressed, but she couldn't do anything.
"Ning Xi, don't be like this! This is my own mistake, it has nothing to do with you, don't be sad, okay?"
Bai Ningxi shouted at him: "Have you ever thought about what I will do if you die? Have you ever considered my feelings! I came to you desperately and wanted to be with you! As a result, you did this to me! Yes? You are going to die! Have you ever thought about me!"
Bai Ningxi's scolding made Lin Shuihan completely stunned, and those words were like stones constantly smashing on his head, making him extremely sober in an instant, yes! Ning Xi was right, he never seemed to have considered her feelings!
"Lin Shuihan, I beg you, don't do this, okay?" Bai Ningxi lay on the enchantment, looking at Lin Shuihan with teary eyes, hoping that he would change his mind, and Lin Shuihan raised his eyes and looked at her eyes, looking at the girl in front of him, who he liked since childhood, how could he bear to refuse her request? But-
Murder pays for life, and it is justified.
If he is not responsible today, then who will give them an explanation for those innocent deaths? Even if he is controlled by others, even if he really has no intention, so what?
Even if you find the mastermind behind the scenes, can you wash away all your sins? Can you turn a blind eye to the bloody images that keep coming to your mind?
"I'm sorry, Ning Xi. He slowly lowered his eyes, heavy, and said this sentence, this sentence, like a boulder falling from the sky, smashed heavily on Bai Ningxi's heart, she suddenly quieted down, silent, looked at Lin Shuihan in surprise, but her eyes were extremely calm, those tears that kept shedding soaked her eyes very wet, and even her eyes gradually became red and swollen, Bai Ningxi looked at Lin Shuihan quietly, without saying a word, letting the tears fall to the ground, indifferent.
"I can't help but care, those people, after all, all died because of me, it was I, who killed them with a dementor rod and sucked their soul essence blood, and I almost killed you, no matter what, I can't forgive myself, I'm sorry. Lin Shuihan slowly approached Bai Ningxi, looking at her tear-stained eyes, and her eyes that never left her gaze, a trace of guilt surged in her heart unconsciously.
"I'm sorry, Ning Xi. He apologized again, but Bai Ningxi just looked at him in a daze, still indifferent, Lin Shuihan couldn't help but tremble in his heart, "...... Ningxi?"
And Bai Ningxi realized that he cared about his answer, so he came back to his senses from his sight, reached out to wipe away his tears and the tear stains on his face, raised his head and asked him, "If you want me to accept your decision, yes, then you answer me a question." ”
"Hmm. Lin Shuihan nodded.
"Do you like me?"
"Hmm. Lin Shuihan nodded.
"Then do you remember that when we were children, I asked you a question on the night we came home after listening to Gu Dao Zhenren's story?"
Lin Shuihan paused, and then remembered that picture in his mind, at that time, Ning Xi asked, "Lin Shuihan, you say, is there really a person in this world, like the Xuanwu Guardian Saint, who loves a person, and will not hesitate to give everything for her to protect her until the end of his life......?" Lin Shuihan seemed to have expected what Ning Xi would say, and nodded stunnedly.
Bai Ningxi smiled slightly, and then took a step forward, Lin Shuihan's face was instantly extremely clear in front of her eyes, she looked at his face, looked at his eyes that were as clear as water but melancholy as mist, swallowed her saliva, and then said to him in a firm tone: "What I want to tell you is that no matter what you decide, I will also be like the Xuanwu Patron Saint, I will only love you all my life, and I will do everything for you to protect you until the end of my life." ”