The competition stipulates that there must be a finished painting in the semi-finals, as well as on-site assessment. She has been painting this painting for a week www.biquge.info, and Meng Ben has been gone for four days.

Seeing Mimeng rushing in angrily and closing the door with his foot, Song Ersheng put down his paintbrush, "Close it again." ”

Mimeng couldn't help it, didn't dare not listen, reached out to open the door, and closed it softly again. After doing this, he turned his back to Song Ersheng and sighed, before he turned around, walked to Song Ersheng and sat down, "Is the painting finished?" Song Ersheng wiped his hands, "No." He brought a drink to the dream, "Those children outside are just trying to have a good time, and you are angry with them, aren't you competing with the tumbler?" They don't care what the truth is. It's not like you don't know ........"

Holding the drink, the dream was not opened, and suddenly spoke, "Sanqian, when can you tell me what you haven't told me?" ”

Song Ersheng knew that what she said during the last spring outing had already made many people suspicious. Misty dreams have been with her all the time, and they are naturally very sensitive to what she is hiding, but they also know that she can't say it, so they are all pretending not to know. After the spring outing, she should have done some research by herself, but she can endure it until now, and she can be regarded as growing.

"Right now. Actually, it's nothing, I don't tell you, I just don't want you to be involved, after all, you're not the same as me......." Song Ersheng didn't finish speaking, and Mimeng's face changed, "You mean, I'm not as smart as you, don't you deserve to know?" Or do you think I know and will hold you back? I know that a lot of the time, I'm holding you back, and if you can tolerate me, you'll treat me badly......."

Song Ersheng looked at the dream, his eyes were gloomy, and he looked at it for a while, "You know, that's not what I'm going to say." She wanted to say that the identity of the dream is not ordinary, and there is Dong Zhinan standing behind her, and it is very bad to be involved in the thorn bird, and the radical student groups are very things that people like Dong Zhinan avoid, and if one is not good, it will be bitten.

However, this one doesn't matter anymore.

"Are you having low self-esteem?" Song Ersheng asked, "Same as Jin Yan?" ”

Miya lowered her head and covered her head, "So what?" Do you know what you're like right now?! ”

Song Ersheng didn't speak. Misty continued, "You're now completely at a height that no matter how hard I try, I can't get there. I will never feel inferior because of the difference between you and my appearance, because I have always known that there is no comparison, and I don't want to compare. But now, you're getting better and better....... When I stand beside you, I am dim like a shadow, and Qu Xiangnan will never see me. That's not the point, though......."

Mimeng raised his head, his eyes were red, and he stared at Song Ersheng, "I can't catch up with your character, style, and thoughts....... We are friends, you are my best buddy, I always thought that we could always go in and out together, we could always be together....... But ah, you're really walking too fast, and you're ripening too fast....... I really can't catch up, I'm so tired, so scared, I'm so scared that one day, you'll be on a higher place, looking down at me, and I can't see your face clearly......."

Song Ersheng sighed and held Mimeng's hand, "It's amazing that you can say it now." Think about the children who used to be by my side, and now, there is only one you left........ "Miaomiao, Fangfang, Jin Yan, Mu Ran, they are all tired of the pressure and stay away from her. I don't feel sad, just a little sorry. After all, it's the children who have been used by her........

"I'm not mature, but I'm regressing....... Or rather, a regression. Song Ersheng said slowly, "I can't explain this sentence to you, but you have to understand that I do go faster than you, not because I am smart, but because I have taken a shortcut." And this kind of shortcut, no one but me can walk, because it is a dead end. No one can get through but me. ”

Dream is slightly frightened, dead end? As soon as his mind turned, he thought of the three masters in the East Temple, and after he went to high school, Master Guangming would disappear with three thousand every winter vacation, saying that he was going to do penance....... Dong Zhinan said that Master Guangming is not an ordinary person, can three thousand really be able to pass through ghosts and gods?

Thinking too much about children. The brain hole is also big.

Song Ersheng noticed the relaxation of the dream, thinking that she was persuaded by herself, and continued, "You actually walked very fast, but you were too anxious and ignored a lot of things. I told you that the road of life looks very long, but in fact it is very short, and it is the greatest luck to be able to walk slowly. ”

Am I going too fast? The dream was silent. She really wants to catch up with the footsteps of three thousand, both in knowledge and action........

"You're really not tired with me?" Misty asked.

Song Ersheng thought for a while, "No." You know, I rarely say anything that is too ugly, but I complain in my heart. But every time you say what I want to say, I really feel relieved. "A thumbs up.

Mimeng couldn't help but laugh, "You just talk nonsense!" Obviously, you don't care at all......." After laughing, if you want to restore the tense atmosphere just now, there is no way. Mimeng is not a hypocritical person, sniffing, "Sanqian, in fact, what I am most afraid of is that I am by your side and will become a stain on you." ”

Song Ersheng thought for a while, "Are you so inferior because you can't catch up with Qu Xiangnan?" Don't you remember the first time you met me when you were a child? To be honest, I'm actually a little bit despised by you like this. It's just a man, I can accept it if you cry and cry uncomfortably, but I can't accept the negative emotion of inferiority......."

Mimeng rubbed his face and didn't deny it, "There is also this part, but the main reason is that I am too stressed....... It's not so much inferiority as inability to affirm yourself........"

"Did you come a little late in your adolescence?"

Mimeng laughed angrily at Song Ersheng's complaint, "You're only an adolescent!" "Take a long breath," I just feel that there are a lot of things that make me feel very irritable and afraid, the gap between you and me, the fact that you are hiding from me, Qu Xiangnan's indifference, the use of the Dong family, and the future, my confusion......." turned his head to look at the drawing board, which is a colorful painting that makes people fall into psychedelia at a glance, stretching out his hand, and the dream gently touches the traces of paint on it.......