In the first three years of the Yuan Dynasty, the people of Wufu were abundant.

Since the new emperor ascended the throne, Chang'an City finally ushered in its most prosperous year in history, between the staggered and staggered, the noise slowly dissipated from the middle of the night in the moon, scattered from house to house, and disappeared in the brilliance of the street corner.

In the No. 1 room of Wangjiang Tower, the hazy veil fell, covering the charm of the room.

The young man in white sat at the foot of the bed, pursed his thin lips slightly, his long eyelashes fell down, like a small fan, but his slender and clean fingers were already tightly grasping the corner of the back of his placket, his pale face was flushed with a strange flush, and his slightly trembling eyelashes covered the glimmer in his eyes, Chu Muran never dared to raise his head.

Suddenly, there was still a shadow falling on him at this time, and a pair of spotless moon-white boots suddenly appeared in front of him, he only felt more and more nervous, and that delicate face was burning hot at this time.

The fingers picked up his pointed chin, and what fell from his eyes was Su Yu's cold face, with a faint doting look between his deep eyebrows and eyes, but his unsmiling expression was still undisguised cold, "What are you afraid of?" ”

The voice was low and hoarse, Chu Muran wanted to lower his head and stagger the man's gaze, but his body was already unable to move, and then for a moment, Chu Muran suddenly felt that he was suddenly picked up horizontally, and his body was soft, Su Yu crossed his clothes with one hand, landed on his waist, and lifted him up with the other hand.

When Chu Muran finally found that he had been picked up by this bad boy and sat on his lap, he was really scared, "You ......"

As soon as he thought about speaking, the expressionlessness on Su Yu's face was amplified in the blink of an eye, and before he could make a sound, his lips were already blocked, so he could only obediently close his eyes slightly, with a slight tremor in his voice. Until the man's hand rested on his lower abdomen.

Tears fell without warning at that moment, and between the faces of the two of them, they slowly flowed to the corners of their lips, and it was a warm salty and wet feeling. Su Yu was stunned, and at the same time slowly let go of the hand that was holding Chu Muran.

For a moment, there was a brief eerie silence in the room.

Su Yu's face was also gloomy and darkened, but between sighs, his lips kissed Chu Muran's tears one by one, "Fool." When he said this, he didn't seem to notice the choking in his words, but at this time he hugged the trembling and scared teenager, "I won't let you have an accident." ”

As he spoke, his right hand caressing Chu Muran's trembling thin back. "It's you, it's the child."

It's been long enough to be hunted down, Su Yu thought of this, looking out the window at the gloomy dark night in the sky, but there was an undisguised sharp light in his eyes.

Su Yu still remembers the first time she saw Yichen. At that time, he was just past the year of the weak crown, and he liked to ride the clouds and see the flowers all the way, and he could be regarded as seeing all kinds of styles.

But he never thought that the moment he saw Chu Muran, it would be a catastrophe for him.

At that time, Su Yu saw that thin silly boy facing the Jinling bully but still holding the calendula in his hand and was unwilling to let go. He has always been reluctant to mix in idle things and is not a person who is happy to help others, he doesn't know why he saved him by magic, so when Chu Muran was so poor that he couldn't repay him that he gave the wine glass in his hand, he who had always been expressionless didn't understand why he couldn't help but smile at that time, "Baby gave it to me, don't you feel distressed?" ”

"The chivalrous man saves Yichen and the water is in dire straits, this green flower. It's just something outside of the body. The young man suddenly grinned and smiled brightly, but in the eyes of the man who was about to ride his horse, it was like a treasure that was rarely seen in this world.

That's why he staggered his gaze at that time, "Look at you so weak." In this Jinling land, there are many bandits and bullies, if you continue to be alone, I am afraid that there will be no bones. ”

And after successfully scaring the stupid boy who looked very pleasing to the eye in white clothes, when Chu Muran rode with him like this and shrunk in his arms, the corners of Su Yu's mouth rose more and more.

In the past, Su Yu never knew what loneliness was like, but every month when he drank alone, he always felt a thousand melancholy in his heart, even if he never understood what it was like.

And until this moment, he finally understood how much wine he had drunk, even if he was free, his whole life was free, and it was like a fine wine with a feather, the loneliest thing in the world was that he never had a person with him.

Although at the beginning, the kid he picked up casually was kind and simple and stupid to the point that it was outrageous, so whenever he got into something, he silently helped him clean up, and then when he looked back and looked at the kid standing behind him in horror with his head down and the pitiful appearance of the corner of his clothes, he would suddenly lose his anger, at most he gently rubbed the scattered hair on his forehead, "Fool." ”

The words were full of pampering tones.

Then he looked at Chu Muran grinning, revealing a cheerful face.

Although Su Yu always turned around quickly at this time, left him who was showing a silly smile, and strode away, but when Chu Muran trotted to follow, he was confused and didn't understand what his Su Yu was.

How could he understand that the man in front of him was holding back the throbbing in his heart, he was just afraid, afraid that if he turned around, he would not hesitate to confide his thoughts to that stupid boy.

How could he have such thoughts, Su Yu's pace was faster.

Naturally, he never had the luxury of expecting it, although they never knew how far away such a quiet day was, and Su Yu did not think that it would be good if he could be like this in this life.

It's just that.

Extravagant hopes are always just a flash in the pan.

In the rivers and lakes, there will always be too many people who can't help themselves.

Chu Muran still remembered the night when Su Yu left, the sky was first dull, and then the lightning and thunder pierced the sky, illuminating the dim room, Su Yu's eyes were particularly bright, and compared to the stars in the sky, the flickering light was more and more dazzling. He shrank into Su Yu's arms as usual, "Su Yu, I'm afraid." ”

It's just that Su Yu didn't hold him in his arms as usual, Su Yu at that time. The indifference was terrifying, he touched his fingertips, like ice, it was sharp cold, "Su Yu, are you sick?" ”

He still remembered that once when he was sick, his whole body was so cold, and Su Yu hugged him all night, so he was safe and sound. At this time, he also wanted to learn from Su Yu to hold him like he held at that time, but he was in a hurry. Only then did he realize that he was so small compared to the man in front of him who would always hold up an inch of the sky for himself.

So at that time, even Chu Muran himself didn't realize why there was a cry in his voice, "Su Yu, you hug me." You hug me. ”

When that light fell, with a deafening sound, it illuminated Su Yu's pale face, and then he heard his voice that was still emotionless.

"I'm leaving."

Chu Muran thought he had misheard.

But the man repeated it again, and this time, his voice was choked, and he couldn't even speak clearly. "Mu Ran, I'm leaving."

The tears finally rolled down, and Chu Muran suddenly felt that he was too angry.

And when he was hurriedly trying to wipe away the tears from his eyes, he didn't expect that the person in front of him would suddenly clasp his wrist tightly at this time, "I'll be back, Mu Ran." You must wait for me. ”

Su Yu thought that he could let go, after all, he never had the luxury of hoping that this time the nine deaths would be the same as before, and he could escape, but that person said that as long as he finished this business. You will be able to let yourself go.

Although it is likely that he will never return.

It's just that even so, he still intended to gamble once for the sake of the young man in front of him, even if he seemed so selfish at this time.

"Okay, okay." Chu Muran nodded his head firmly, and held Su Yu's hand with his backhand, but he still cried out angrily, "Su Yu, you must come back!" ”

He felt that there was nothing more painful than that night.

When the pair of cold and piercing hands peeled off his clothes layer by layer, Chu Muran stuck to the coldness on Su Yu's body, wanting to warm up his body, but he didn't want to be so cold that he shivered, his slender fingers stroked the craggy back inch by inch, and realized for the first time that Su Yu was not as powerful as he looked at all, the scars and bones on his body made his fingers hurt, between darkness and rumbling, Chu Muran held his breath, and his fingers fell on the thin scar at the corner of Su Yu's eyebrows, "Does it hurt?" ”

It's just that the person in front of him shook his head with a smile.

Chu Muran didn't know why he involuntarily kissed his scar at that time, he wanted to kiss away the pain of that thin secret, but between the skin touching, it gradually became hot.

He felt like he was pressing something heavy on his body, and when he looked stunned, he stabilized his lips, and the tip of Su Yu's tongue turned a faint salty, intertwined, but he felt that his heart was unprecedentedly full.

In the small room, the night fell into the beauty of a room.

It's just that the next day, Su Yu still left, and there was no more warmth on the bed, Chu Muran turned his head sideways, but there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

He thought that his Su Yu would definitely come back.

It's just that he never thought that this wait would be three years.

Three years later, things are not people.

When Su Yu suddenly appeared in front of him covered in blood, a faint panic flashed in Chu Muran's eyes, but he was not panicked three years ago, and immediately decided, he had already protected him in his wide mink fur, covering his figure, and also taking away from the field of vision of those killers who were chasing after him murderously.

When he arrived at Wangjiang Tower, he treated him with medicine and skillful movements.

I haven't seen you for three years, and the person in front of me is strange and familiar.

"I'm sorry for you." The words are obscure and blunt.

Even so, Chu Muran shook his head slowly, "They, they are here for me." ”

Just one sentence, Su Yu was already stunned, he didn't expect that when Chu Muran took off the mink fur on his body, revealing the strange abdomen, it turned out that the stupid boy who would be so panicked when he met anything would be said lightly at this time, "It turns out that I am a monster!" ”

How can a man conceive a baby? This thing couldn't be more ridiculous!

Su Yu only felt that his heart trembled violently, and the scaly wounds all over his body were also hot and painful at this time, "Yes......"

It's just that Chu Muran turned his head away and didn't want to look at Su Yu's eyes anymore.

"I will not leave you again. Leave you. ”

It's just that he didn't expect Su Yu's words to have a determined look.

He didn't expect that Su Yu would get up with difficulty at this time, and hugged himself from behind him, "You fool, it's all my fault that I know about this, I'll take you away!" ”

It is rumored that in this world, there is such a monster, who has been pregnant for three years, and more importantly, this person. It's a man!

Su Yu never thought that the monster would be Chu Muran in the years he was thinking about it day and night, so when he saw the Danqing who was rewarded by ten thousand gold, he immediately searched for it everywhere. finally found him, but he didn't want to go around, he finally returned to Chang'an City.

He never left, perhaps.

He was just afraid that if Su Yu went home, he would not be able to find himself.

Although he didn't know if this look of himself would be scary.

And now. Su Yu didn't abandon herself, it's great, it's really good.

After that, they finally left Chang'an City, because of the help of the masters they met by chance, so there was no danger along the way.

But I don't want to. When he came out of Chang'an, he ran into Chu Muran's dying years, in the inaccessible wilderness, his bloodless complexion was like a blank piece of paper, reflected in Su Yu's flustered eyes.

He had never been so panicked. looked at his beloved young man in front of him sweating profusely and dying, but he couldn't do anything about it, and he couldn't bear such hard work on his behalf.

"Su Yu, I always thought that I would never see you again, those people regarded me as a monster and treated me ...... Hung me in a cage, I thought ......"

Intermittently, Chu Muran suddenly remembered a lot of previous things, but he just looked at the anxious man in front of him, and he still didn't say these grievances after all.

He smiled suddenly, and in the pain that almost made him faint, he remembered the dim octagonal back lamp at the door of the house, which fell in the corridor at the door every night, just to light the way home for Su Yu.

Whether he returns in the dust or leaves with the stars and the moon.

"Su Yu, wait for me to be born...... gave birth to this child......" he smiled and held Su Yu's hand tightly, "Me and the child, we ...... Every day...... It's all for you...... ...... for you Palm...... Palm lamp, okay? ”

"Okay, okay." Su Yu choked up in his words.

As he spoke, the warm and slender hands in his palms slowly drooped.

When the Gu family's little bun grew to the age of six, there were three things that he didn't understand.

First, she clearly tied the sparse hair on her head into the most pleasing pill for the youngest son of the village chief's family, but why did he still dislike himself so much?

The second is that when she saw her mother get out of bed every morning, her legs, which were as white and smooth as lotus roots, trembled like a sieve for two days, and she always couldn't help but ask the reason, but her mother just glanced meaningfully at her father who was lying on the bed, and smiled hehehe, but said nothing.

The Gu family's little bun thought that her mother might be sick.

She had heard a blind man at the entrance of the village say that the body is skinned, and the parents who receive it, according to the blind man's meaning, everything in you is given by your father. Even if you are sick, most of them are related to your father's mother.

It's not that you're too spoiled and you don't have immunity; That's a lot of beating, deserve!

Gu Xiaobai thought, in fact, she should be the latter, otherwise why would her father beat her up violently when she also followed her mother's example and her legs trembled for two days?

Baozi's heart was very aggrieved.

The above is a question that Baozi has never figured out.

The old blind storyteller also said a sentence called breaking the casserole and asking the end.

So in the middle of the night when the wind was dark and cloudless, she worriedly told the old blind man that she didn't understand, and the appearance of shaking her head was reflected in the black Western glasses on the bridge of the blind man's thin nose, and I saw him smile, "Silly bun, it seems that your father is going to beat you again." ”

Really......

This time, her father not only beat her, but also punished her for not eating meat for three days.

On the third day, Xiao Baozi looked at the pot full of braised pork on the table. As soon as the nose was sore, the tears fell suddenly.

Her mother held her in her arms in distress, and the bun sat on her mother's lap, tightly hugging her mother's slender waist. A small mouth pursed on the fleshy face.

The bun's face became more and more rounded.

"Silly child," but her mother smiled and said, "It's not that you don't like vegetables and suffer from constipation, your father has such a helpless move, or have you forgotten, you almost lost your breath a few days ago, but you were clearly seen by that little brother." ”

Speaking of his sweetheart, Xiao Baozi's face flushed, and he touched his stomach again. Sure enough, after eating vegetables for so many days, the feeling of being drenched is not bad.

Well, in that case, she reluctantly became. forgive her father who doesn't smile all the year round but looks good and everyone is angry.

"Mother, I want to eat a lot of braised pork." Thinking so, Xiao Baozi shrank in her mother's arms, rubbing her mother's moon-white dress affectionately.

"Okay, okay." Her mother's voice was like a pool of clear water, calm and rippling.

Then there was the crisp aroma that suddenly rushed to the tip of her nose, different from the peach blossom fragrance that her mother had on herself. Xiao Baozi shuddered, knowing that it was her father who came in. At that time, she still had her own little temper, so she shrank into her mother's arms again, but she still couldn't escape the fate of being gently lifted by her father's two fingers.

Gu Xiaobai sat on her father's lap and smiled wryly. Try to put on your cutest look.

It's just that her father didn't pity the jade at all, and when he stretched out his hand, he already pinched his cheek unceremoniously.

This little bun was unhappy, his hands were still on his chest, and he pouted. "Dad, you're beating me again."

She once asked the old blind man, who seemed to be very knowledgeable, what was called skin-to-skin kissing.

"That's when your dad used to pinch your bun face." The old blind man couldn't see his eyes when he spoke, and he had an unfathomable look on his face against the setting sun behind him.

The little bun seems to understand whether he understands or not.

I heard the old blind man continue, "Actually, to put it in layman's terms, it is when I beat you. ”

Oh! I see.

Baozi can be regarded as understanding, her father often pinched his cheek, that is how he was beaten, which is the meaning of the so-called skin-to-skin kiss.

But this old blind man also said that beating is kissing, and scolding is love.

So every time she was sleepy, she saw her father's body stripped naked and pressed on her mother's body, and her mother was lying down and screaming in pain...... They really love each other immensely.

However, her father was very dissatisfied with the fact that Baozi went to the old blind man from time to time.

For example, at this moment, when she was holding her hands on her cheeks, shaking her head and listening with relish, she didn't want her father to suddenly appear behind her, lifted her moon-white clothes, hung her feet in the air, turned a corner, and met Su Yu's expressionless deep eyebrows at a glance.

"Daddy, hey, hey, hey, hey."

Baozi pondered, the blind uncle probably didn't say any nonsense to himself.

It's just that unexpectedly, her father didn't do anything to her this time, but it was the first time she saw her father's solemn expression when facing the blind uncle.

It was the first time she saw her blind uncle go home with her.

But it was also the last time.

She didn't know why there were so many people lying down along the way, not moving at all, as if they were already frozen, and Brother Xiao Fang was too, just lying on the ground, she called him from afar, but there was no reaction at all.

Baozi thought, Brother Xu is little Fang is hating himself more and more.

However, she hadn't figured it out yet, she suddenly felt a gust of wind in front of her eyes, panting, and had already stopped at the door of her house, she shrank into Su Yu's arms, looking at her father's pale face, but suddenly, she felt frightened for no reason.

The little heart was beating fast suddenly, a feeling that I had never felt before.

It's just that she hasn't reacted yet, but she has been handed over to the blind uncle, and then, in her eyes, the corners of her mother's mouth are raised not far away.

However, she still saw the tears in the corners of her mother's eyes clearly.

He slowly fell down in front of him, as if he had broken the wings of a butterfly, but his legs were no longer trembling like a sieve, and Baozi didn't know at this time, her mother, maybe she couldn't get up again.

I can no longer hold myself in my arms.

Suddenly there was darkness in front of him, it was the blind uncle's calloused rough hand covering his eyes at this time, and then his slightly hoarse voice, "Baozi, don't look, don't listen." ”

Then something spurted onto her cheeks, accompanied by a pungent and unbearable fishy smell, almost smoky the bun to the point of fainting, and in fact, she did suddenly lose consciousness at this time.

In a trance, she suddenly saw something she had never seen before.

First of all, her father's and mother's quiet and beautiful years.

Then, it was her father who traveled far away, and her mother was pregnant for three years and was humiliated.

At the beginning, he was hung in a cage, ridiculed and despised by the people, his helpless appearance was like a sharp knife pierced in Baozi's heart, she had never seen her mother like this, tears rolled down big and big, Baozi's shoulders were trembling deeply.

It's just that he couldn't make a sound, and he could only stand in place without moving.

The picture suddenly turned away, and she saw the hardships of her mother finally escaping after all the hardships and being displaced from then on.

Going around and around, what she finally saw was the painful smile of her mother when she was about to give birth, and the clasped hands between her father and mother.

"That man, three years pregnant, what a monster!"

"Such a monster should have burned him! It's good that there's nothing left to burn to ashes! ”

"It's disgusting!"

It seems that the previous gossip seemed to be light when the child fell to the ground, and Baozi understood that the child was himself.

And she never understood how extraordinary their family was.

Whether it's Daddy and Auntie, or herself.

When she woke up again, her father was holding her and kneeling in front of a desolate tombstone.

Without her mother, there is no more.

She looked stunned, not understanding what was happening, but she obediently followed her father's instructions and kowtowed three times to the desolate tombstone.

Tears fell without warning, she felt that her heart was stuffed, her red and swollen eyes fell all over Su Yu's eyes, he gently hugged herself, and Baozi felt that she had never felt a deeper warmth than at this moment.

"Ah...... Ah Niang ...... "She seems to understand something, and she seems to understand nothing."

The wide hands gently patted her back, and her father only sighed.

Then there was redness and swelling of the eye sockets.

He said he wanted to protect them, but he never kept his promise.

Between things and people, everything is no longer like words.

On the tombstone is the tomb of his beloved wife Chu Muran, engraved by his own hands.

He may never see him again, the bright young man in white clothes and bundled hair.

He could no longer protect him, he took care of everything for him when he was in trouble, and kissed away the tears from the corners of his eyes when he was crying.

"Daddy, why are you crying?"