Chapter 35: In the Heart

I do what I do not want to do, which I do not do, but the sin that dwells in me. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info - Paul

What is in a person? Is it an angel, or is it a devil?

At the beginning of human beings, is it good or evil?

This is a well-known philosophical debate, and it was often discussed in Confucian speculation in ancient China. The Sexual Benevolence School led by Mencius and the Sexual Evil Sect led by Xunzi both published their own expositions on the issue of good and evil, and later followed the more systematic philosophical system of the Chinese tradition.

Is it good, or is it evil. But after all, it's still a person!

I'm afraid that this person is no longer human.

"Any idea what these are?" Yang Zitong's eyes were strangely clear, clear and empty, no good and no evil, which made Zhou Yan feel a trace of fear in his heart.

Because of some fear in his heart, Zhou Yan's answer at the moment was a little timid: "Is it a ghost?" ”

Is it a ghost? At least, that's what Yang Zisang told Zhou Yan.

But what is a ghost?

"Do you know why I keep saying I want to be a person?" Yang Zitong's eyes were closed, as if he was contemplative, and as if he was sad, "Because, these ghosts are not people, no matter when they were alive, they are not people!"

They're just a bunch of monsters, a bunch of monsters that have temporarily lost their bodies! ”

These are indeed monsters! Monsters hidden in the darkness and shadows, unable to see the light!

At three o'clock in the afternoon, it was the hottest day of the day, and the solar radiation on the earth was also concentrated at the extreme. Even though the three of them were hiding in the thick shade of the trees at the moment, the heat was still eroding the bodies of the three of them, and the sweat had soaked through their clothes.

At this moment, how can anyone feel the heat outdoors with their bodies? Yang Zitong, Gao Ziming, and Zhou Yan did it, but such crazy behavior will eventually stop people.

"It's so hot, are you three going to roast goose here?" Mu Yu said and walked over with a smile, "Little baby Zhou, do you miss your brother?" ”

Mu Yu's actions and words were full of ruffianism, and he looked like a gangster who often played around on the street.

Gao Ziming originally had some understanding of what Yang Zitong said, and he was only a few opportunities away from comprehending it, but who wanted to give Mu Yu such a stir, he couldn't understand it at all, so how could he not be annoyed?

"Mu Yu, you dead rascal, what are you doing here?" shouted at Mu Yu angrily, his words were full of disgust.

In the face of Gao Ziming's naked disgust, Mu Yu did not react excessively, and seeing that Zhou Yan was also ignoring him, he put his mind completely on Yang Zitong, and heard him say: "Yo! Brother Zitong, how can you be as ignorant as these two children on such a hot day, what if you have a heat stroke? Look at you now, you are getting more and more slender, and my brother misses your chubby appearance before! ”

Just when Mu Yu approached, Yang Zitong had already opened his eyes, and his eyes had returned to their previous appearance, very clear, but still slightly blurred, perhaps because he had slight myopia.

"Mu Yu, do you have something?" Yang Zitong's expression was also a little displeased.

But the smile on Mu Yu's face became more and more condensed, but he still had to pretend to be sad, pretending to choke up and said, "Zitong...... You've changed, you used to be innocent and follow me innocently, and then talk to Brother Mu, but now you're ......"

Yang Zitong waved his hand to stop Mu Yu's words that he was about to continue, and then quietly gave him a look and said, "What the hell is going on, Senior Brother Mu Yu!" ”

Mu Yu understood Yang Zitong's eyes, and secretly smiled, but he didn't dare to say anything else, just said a little sadly: "I just kindly asked you to eat some snacks, you actually don't treat me like this, God......"

Three o'clock is not only the hottest time of the day, but also the best time of the day to enjoy your free time. How comfortable and comfortable it is to be alone, a book, a cup of coffee, and a few biscuits by the windowsill, quietly waiting for the sun to set!

It's just that in such a hot summer, what kind of coffee is a little difficult to eat. So the preparation is chilled white fungus lotus seed soup. The white fungus is soft and glutinous and sweet, the lotus seeds are crisp and refreshing, the added rock sugar exudes a hint of sweetness, and the finishing touch is all the coolness after a moment in the ice. A bowl of belly, the heat is gone, and it feels completely refreshing!

Zhou Yan and Gao Ziming were sitting at the table, eating the white fungus lotus seed soup in the white porcelain bowl little by little with a porcelain spoon, looking in a good mood.

And Yang Zitong was standing in the distance, but in his hand was a bowl of barley and red bean porridge.

However, Yang Zitong didn't seem to have any appetite, and kept stirring the barley and red bean porridge with a porcelain spoon, but after a long time, he only ate half a bowl.

"Your stomach is not good, you can't eat that chilled white fungus lotus seed soup now." Huang Yunxi still has a sunny smile, which makes people feel very comfortable to watch.

This is such sunshine, but it can't melt the ice on Yang Zitong's face.

"Big brother...... Do you feel it? Yang Zitong spoke intermittently, as if he was still thinking, and finally made up his mind to say, "Zhou Yan has ...... on him"

Huang Yunxi signaled that Yang Zitong didn't have to continue, looking at Zhou Yan and Gao Ziming who were not far away, although the smile on his face was still the same, but it was much darker, he lowered his voice and said: "All these things, Yang Zisang and Jiang Guangnai will deal with them, it's not our business, and we don't need to get involved, so as not to cause chaos!" ”

Yang Zitong nodded, and then stopped talking.

Huang Yunxi reached out and gently stroked Yang Zitong's goose-yellow hair, his expression was extremely soft.

"You've worked hard all these years."

And Zhou Yan and Gao Ziming feasted on the chilled white fungus lotus seed soup at the dining table, and naturally they didn't hear the conversation between Huang Yunxi and Yang Zitong not far away.

Compared to before, Zhou Yan's mental outlook has improved greatly, at least for now, he will no longer be suspicious of too much suspicion.

Just learn how to be human.

Right! It's time to learn how to behave! People can eat, drink, play, work, and study, but if a person is restrained by eating, drinking, entertainment, work, and study, then is he still a human being? It's just a breathing machine! It's just a goblin in human skin!

The true meaning of man is simple, and the true meaning of man is also natural.

One breath, one drop of water, one grain of rice, one moment, is a person.

Confucius said: Virtuous, return also. A spoonful of food, a bean soup, living in an alley. People can't bear their worries, and they won't change their pleasures. Virtuous, back!

The beginning of man is happy, and man's pain is only to be found by himself. The happiness that people need is not a temporary happiness, not because they eat a food they like, not because they see a drama that they like. People don't need these, these are short-lived, fleeting.

But what people need is eternity!

The happiness that people need is happiness itself, which itself is a kind of Confucian happiness, which is what Taoism calls pure and leisurely.

In the past, Zhou Yan was a Zhou Yan who was silent in death, and Zhou Yan at that time was really struggling with death and pain. He took the blade of his own knife to increase his wounds, and he took the yellow lotus to increase his suffering.

Today he is going to learn how to be a human being, to be a real person.

And the first thing is to understand what a human being is!