Chapter 150: Encountering Liu Chunyan

The photo is a friend's, to be exact, a netizen, blistered on his face, let me help ask, and then I got the answer is psoriasis, I need to go to a specialized hospital for treatment, and the photo forgot to be deleted.

The reason why I always don't go home is very simple, I don't want to bring home the love at work, because then I will be very tired, and once I can't control it, I will lose my temper, which is not good for you and the children. Sometimes I just run out alone, ask a few friends out for a drink, sing songs, vent my bad feelings, and then come home and pretend to be okay to save you from worrying.

After explaining so much, I don't know if you believe it or not, anyway, it's already this kind of time, I don't need to hide it from you, I lose the meaning of hiding it, whether you believe it or not, sympathy or resentment, in short, I want to say: "I'm sorry, daughter-in-law, it's all my fault", leave, I definitely won't agree, but if you have to do that, it's easy to do, you don't have to go to court, I know what I should do, you will know when the time comes, and it won't be difficult for anyone.

Please forgive me, there are some things I really don't know how to say to you in person, so I can only write them because you won't listen to what I say. I beg your forgiveness, I know that this qiē is all my fault, I shouldn't have done that, but my heart really belongs only to you and to this family, everything outside is nonsense, and home is the most important thing. Please forgive me for being selfish like that. The letter left by her husband Zhao Gang is full of emotional drama, and every word seems to come from the bottom of her heart, Liu Chunyan was deeply moved, for the sake of the child, she kept persuading herself to believe what Zhao Gang said in the letter, in exchange for peace at home. But in fact, she no longer dared to trust Zhao Gang, and none of Zhao Gang's letters were true.

Yu Manli is Zhao Gang's friend, but not an ordinary friend, they met on the train, and Zhao Gang launched a crazy pursuit of her. paid money and affection for him, and still has no connection; Zhang Nan is a girl that Zhao Gang met in an entertainment venue, she is very beautiful, Zhao Gang was moved by her beauty, regardless of her divorce and the identity of a son, he raised her for two months, found her a house, bought clothes and various daily necessities, Zhao Gang loved her very much, and even proposed to divorce Liu Chunyan for her. He has a deep affection for Zhang Nan, but Zhang Nan only treats him as an ATM. Zhang Nan's life creed is to look at "money", and after finding out that Zhao Gang is not as rich as he imagined, he resolutely chose to leave. Zhang Nan's abandonment made Zhao Gang grief-stricken. Even thinking of death, he locked himself in a hotel for several days in a row and did not return home.

and the affair of these two women, Zhao Gang hid it very well, except for a photo that couldn't explain anything. Liu Chunyan hasn't found any clues in the past year, and if it weren't for Zhang Nan's sudden message, his relationship with these two women might have been a secret forever.

Of course, Liu Chunyan is unaware of the truth, and there is no conclusive evidence. Otherwise, even if she has a measure and loves this family, she will not be able to tolerate her husband's two betrayals.

It's a terrible thing to trust someone completely and not to trust someone at all. Before, Liu Chunyan believed in her husband and always believed that she was the only one in her husband's eyes, and after the photo and MMS incident, she accepted the letter. She also planted a thorn in her heart, and every time she thought of the content of the message, she would be painful. You need to read the "Apology Letter" to calm down. She began to become neurotic, like a monster full of tentacles, she would explode at any time because of the wind and grass, she called every day to interrogate Zhao Gang's movements, studied his information and call records, would dream in her sleep that her husband was having an affair with another woman, and would be furious when she saw a TV series with an extramarital affair plot.

In front of people, Liu Chunyan became more and more silent, erecting a high wall around herself, closing herself and rejecting others. A close friend told her that if you really feel wronged, make a big fuss with him and vent it. But she knew in her heart that she didn't like to cry, make trouble and hang herself like a shrew, and the way she vented was to use an invisible knife to slowly cut the other party and hurt herself.

She even thought of death, and in the mirror, she held a sharp knife to her throat and hand and laughed miserably. He and his friend said thoughtlessly: "If I commit suicide one day, please tell my family, don't wonder if I was killed, I want to die." "However, who will end their lives until they have to do it, until everything is over?!

When facing her own heart, she also thought: divorce, let him go, and let herself go. But she didn't dare to choose divorce rashly, she was afraid that her children would lack a father and a young mother, and her young heart would be hurt. Moreover, she is in her thirties and is no longer young. Her husband is getting more and more attractive as a mature man, but her wrinkles are getting more and more, spreading on her face and crawling into her heart little by little. Liu Chunyan is not beautiful, and she doesn't like to dress up, she is in her early thirties, and she looks like a woman in her forties. Except for Zhao Wenjun, she couldn't think of anything else she could use to tie Zhao Gang, and she even guessed that Zhao Gang would keep cheating, constantly betraying herself, and going to find those young and beautiful little girls.

Liu Chunyan gently pushed open the door and walked into the bedroom, the two men on the bed were sleeping soundly, Zhao Wenjun's feet were on his father's stomach, his tender white face was slightly red, and he looked very cute. In her painful and forbearant life, her son was her greatest comfort. Seeing that the two of them hadn't woken up yet, Liu Chunyan walked out, turned off the computer, and went downstairs to the supermarket to buy groceries.

Liu Chunyan has long been tired of this kind of life, and what she is tired of is what Ruhan yearns for, Ruhan has imagined the scene of living with Zhao Gang countless times, getting up in the morning, she makes breakfast in the kitchen, Zhao Gang and the child are sleeping in the bedroom, just waiting for the meal to wake up the two children, the family of three sits around the dining table to eat breakfast, and the small life is dull and happy. At this time, Ruhan lived in Zhao Gang's warmth and care, and didn't know that Zhao Gang had other lovers, and thought that Zhao Gang was with her because he loved her too much. Liu Chunyan was wrong, Ruhan was also wrong, they were all wrong because they trusted too much, after a woman has given all her feelings and trust, once she knows the truth of her betrayal, the damage is almost fatal. Compared with Liu Chunyan, Ruhan is lucky, she doesn't know Yu Manli and Zhang Nan's storage, thinking that in Zhao Gang's world, except for Liu Chunyan, there is only herself.

slept until noon, Ruhan barely got up from the bed, and woke up groggy and groggy. "Damn Cui Zhihao, if you force me to drink, I'm uncomfortable to death, my stomach is so empty and hungry!" Ruhan went to the kitchen to turn on the gas stove, boiled the water, and took out a bag of dumplings from the refrigerator and put it in the pot.

Ruhan cooked dumplings and was about to eat them, when she heard her mobile phone ringing, it was the sound of a text message, she put down her chopsticks, picked up the mobile phone on the table and saw that it was sent by Zhao Gang. Zhao just woke up and saw that Liu Chunyan was not at home, so he hurriedly sent a message to Ruhan: "Baby, I won't go out at noon, play with the child for a while, invite you to eat and watch movies in the evening, and make up for what I promised you yesterday." ”

After receiving the information, Ruhan's heart lit up, and he couldn't take care of eating, turned on the computer, and went online to find the latest movie, it has been more than a month since the last time the two of them went on a separate date, and Ruhan cherished this date at night.

All afternoon, Ruhan didn't go out, after washing her face and covering her face with a mask, she began to clean the room, she was going to cook a few dishes herself, and then go out to watch a movie after eating.

"What should you do?" Ruhan looked at the refrigerator and muttered to herself. "There are chicken wings, you can make a cola chicken wing, and beef, and then a braised beef, and buy some vegetables, make a soup, two meats, one vegetable and one soup, it couldn't be more perfect." Take the beef and chicken wings out of the refrigerator and thaw them, freshen them up briefly, and Ruhan is out the door. Ruhan's home is very close to the city center, and it is only a twenty-minute trip to the supermarket in Xinguang Shopping Mall, she is wearing flat shoes, humming all the way, walking much faster than usual, and it will not take long to arrive at the supermarket.

When I arrived at the fresh area, I saw that the lettuce was very fresh, Ruhan picked two plants, planning to fry an oyster sauce lettuce, and was about to weigh it, when I saw a woman on the opposite side, she was also seriously picking vegetables, she was wearing a black down jacket, her hair was tied in a ponytail at will, it looked simple and simple, Ruhan stared at her face, always felt a little familiar, thought about it carefully, and then remembered that she had seen her photo in Wang Hongli a few years ago, she was Zhao Gang's wife Liu Chunyan. Liu Chunyan had never seen Ruhan, and when she saw a girl staring at her blankly, she was a little embarrassed, and the two looked at each other and smiled, and then walked away.

Ruhan didn't expect that Liu Chunyan in Zhao Gang's mouth was even more ordinary than in the photo, compared with the handsome and handsome Zhao Gang, she looked so inconspicuous, and her age looked much older than Zhao Gang, and she didn't have the charm and charm that a woman in her early thirties should have. Looking at her distant back, Ruhan was both envious and guilty, she only hated that she hadn't been able to know Zhao Gang for a few years earlier and hold his hand firmly, so that she would not be reduced to a role despised by society like now, and share a love with other women.

The chance encounter with Liu Chunyan touched Ruhan a lot, after selling the vegetables, the way home seemed extraordinarily long, she thought as she walked, she wanted to end the relationship with Zhao Gang and return Zhao Gang to Liu Chunyan before anything happened.

But at the thought of losing Zhao Gang, Ruhan's heart began to ache faintly, and Zhao Gang's few months together, let her feel strong unprecedented happiness, for Zhao Gang, she can let go of her dignity, let go of pride, let go of a qiē that can be put down, if there is no Zhao Gang, she would rather be accompanied by loneliness and be lonely for a lifetime.