Lu Yan said: "I think as a patient, I should have the right to know my own physical condition. ”

Xiao Liu hesitated, looked back at the door, and said, "It's not that I don't want to say, it's yes. . . Your leaders won't let you tell you, they say they're afraid it will affect your mood. ”

"Say, I won't tell others that you said it" Lu Yan's heart sank to the bottom suddenly, but he still pretended to be indifferent and said.

The leaders in Xiao Liu's mouth should be Wu Jiatai and others, Li Gongda has not spent much time in the crew during this time, and as for affecting his emotions, he doesn't believe it.

Xiao Liu hesitated again for a few seconds and said, "Doctor Zhang said. Even if I recover, I say. It may be disabled, but don't worry, it's not that you can't walk, but your legs and feet may be a little inconvenient, and it won't affect your normal life. ”

Although there was already a guess, but when he really heard it from the mouth of the medical staff, Lu Yan's brain was still confused.

In the eyes of others, the lack of legs and feet may not affect normal life, but he is an actor, once the legs and feet are not in the way, which director will ask him to film?

Xiao Liu saw that Lu Yan looked like he was not giving up, and persuaded him: "Don't worry too much, it's just possible now, the operation was successful." ”

"Surgery?"

"Well, I hit a steel plate, which you did the day you came to the hospital"

Lu Yan gasped and glanced at his right leg, if it wasn't for Xiao Liu, he wouldn't have known that the crew was hiding so many things from him.

Xiao Liu stepped forward and pulled the quilt for him, and said, "I'll go first, if you have something to call me." ”

Lu Yan didn't speak, he couldn't accept such a result, he didn't dare to face the future, and the crew's attitude of never mentioning it.

What disappointed him the most was that Yan Danchen hadn't come to see it once.

Liu Tao came again, and after seeing Lu Yan's appearance, she had a bad premonition in her heart.

After a moment of silence, he asked, "You already know?" ”

"I'm really sorry, I didn't expect things to be like this", seeing that he still didn't speak, Liu Tao continued: "I will compensate you." ”

"Compensation, what compensation, it's me who is disabled, not you, hehe, I'll just say, how can you be so kind, 500,000, it's really generous" At this time, Lu Yan roared like a volcano that suddenly erupted.

She didn't dare to look at Lu Yan, lowered her head and said, "I'm really sorry." ”

He shook his hand and said, "You go, I don't want to talk now." ”

For three whole days, Lu Yan almost didn't speak, Liu Tao came to see him a few times, sat for a while, and each time it was the same set of apologies.

In three days, he thought a lot, like a passer-by in a hurry, he walked in a hurry for most of the day, and suddenly found that there was an impassable cliff in front of him, he stood on the edge of the cliff, turned his head, and glanced at the way he came.

Disappointed!

Despair!

Freshman!

Early in the morning of the fourth day, Lu Yan called Xiao Liu.

Lu Yan said: "Xiao Liu, buy me something delicious, wait, pork rib soup." ”

Xiao Liu glanced at her in surprise, Lu Yan seemed to have lost his soul in the past few days, except for eating, drinking, and Lazar, he hadn't said anything else to her at all, but he didn't know what was going on today.

"Oh good"

On the way back, Xiao Liu recalled what Lu Yan's leader told him during this time and Lu Yan's performance in the past two days, and a guess suddenly popped up in his mind.

Because of this guess, she stood in place for more than ten seconds, and her little face was bloodless because of the horror in her heart.

The wound on the arm has not completely healed, and one hand is inconvenient, so Xiao Liu has to be fed.

When Xiao Liu fed him, she observed his expression from time to time, hoping to find something that would corroborate her conjecture.

Lu Yan didn't notice Xiao Liu's strange behavior, and asked, "I always call you Xiao Liu Xiao Liu, but I don't know your name?" ”

"Liu Jing"

"It's only been a few years since you graduated, right?"

Xiao Liu looks like she is twenty-three or fourteen years old, petite, goose egg face, red phoenix eyes, the only fly in the ointment may be her teeth, it's okay not to speak, the beauty of a mouth was suddenly broken.

Xiao Liu fed him a bite and said, "No, I graduated from the Health School and have been working here for several years." ”

"How old are you this year?"

Xiao Liu glanced at him strangely, and said suspiciously: "Why are you asking this?" ”

Lu Yan did have an idea in his heart, but thinking of his situation, he closed his mouth in a sneer: "It's nothing." ”

Although he has begun to face the possibility of the future, he knows very well that once it becomes a fact, his acting path will be greatly narrowed, and maybe he will have to go behind the scenes.

After hesitating for a long time, Xiao Liu opened his mouth and said, "That. Don't think about it. ”

Lu Yan was stunned for a moment, then looked at Xiao Liu's nervous expression, opened his mouth, and said with a smile: "What have you been thinking about all day, don't worry, I still want to live a long life." ”

Two days after the news of his hospitalization was reported by the media, he quietly fell silent in the hustle and bustle of the entertainment industry, and bought a new mobile phone and a new card, because he was in Zhejiang, and the card he used before could not be reissued.

I called home, but fortunately, my parents didn't know about his injuries and hospitalization.

Sitting on the hospital bed, after hesitating for a long time, Lu Yan still dialed Yan Danchen's number, and there were only two numbers he wrote down, one was from home, and the other was Yan Danchen's.

He believed that Yan Danchen would not be so ruthless, and he must have come to see him for a reason.

"Hey, hello, who are?" It was Wu Xiao who answered the phone.

"It's me, Lu Yan"

"Oh, I'm sorry, you made a mistake. Doodoo"

Lu Yan looked at his phone in a daze, although he had repeatedly comforted himself in the past time, this phone call made him have to face the reality, but his heart was mixed, he wanted to laugh and cry.

He couldn't imagine how the two of them who had sworn to the mountain alliance half a month ago had suddenly reached this point, and it felt ridiculous to the extreme.

Whether he admits it or not, in the end, he still accepted this fact, and after two months in the hospital, Lu Yan returned to the rented house in Beijing, and the crew's reimbursement was also limited.

Without care, the wound on his arm has completely healed, and he is now able to get out of bed and walk on crutches.

On crutches, he went to the supermarket to buy some ribs and vegetables, he didn't want to be a limp person in the next life, these days he almost had at least one meal of rib soup every day, because of a lot of protein-rich food, his body is a little fatter than before.

Walking, what used to be easy is extremely difficult for him now, and even when crossing the street, a teenage student came to help him, which moved him and was a little sad at the same time.

Taking a taxi back downstairs, the house he rented was on the third floor, there was no elevator, and he didn't dare to use force on one leg, so he could only bite the food bag containing vegetables with his mouth, and hold the handrail of the stairs with one hand, moving up step by step.

When he reached the top of the stairs, he felt someone coming down from it, and he moved to the side, because he was biting the bag containing vegetables in his mouth, and his chin was about to touch his chest, and he couldn't see anyone clearly.

"Lu Yan"