"I didn't say you were dirty, but ...... You are in my heart, and you are no longer the same Zhao Gang as before......"

"Your heart, I know, maybe, we can't go back to the past, instead of this, it's better to separate and leave good memories." Zhao Gang looked ahead and said word by word, it could be seen that he had made a lot of determination.

"I thought about separating, but do you know, you are not an ordinary man to me, you are my first man, and the only man, what you left me is an unforgettable memory, perhaps, I will never forget it for a lifetime...... Do you understand? Ruhan was half-lying beside Zhao Gang, caressing his chest, full of reluctance.

Men never understand what it means to a woman for the first time. Was it a passionate encounter? Or is it a pleasure? I'm afraid it's not that simple. At no time will women face it with the same longing and joy as men do.

"It's dangerous to have love with a man", is the warning that every girl who has just understood the love between men and women gets from all sides. However, this is the "forbidden zone" that every woman who falls in love will inevitably enter in the end.

Think back to the beginning of your relationship. He found her among thousands of people, and he had a deep affection for her. She answered his phone several times a day, just because he wanted to hear her, or because he had just heard something funny and was anxious to tell her to hear it, so that she could laugh. Although Ruhan's heart was full of attachment to this attentive lover and longed for his caresses, a sane voice kept reminding her to postpone that moment as much as possible. Because people who came over said that once they crossed that line, it was a completely different situation.

So, she makes some little jokes with him and makes fun of his sexual impatience. She carefully looked for all sorts of excuses. to dispel his impatient desires. He was impatient with her cunning tricks, and he was anxious to get her. He claims that her tricks have ruined his sleep and health, that he can't do anything in peace, that she's slowly strangling him, and that he even deliberately compliments other girls in front of you.

Her defenses were eventually breached. They were truly together. It was a feeling that fascinated her. The world looks so beautiful that the original warnings have become nonsense. She was radiant and light-footed. One qiē doesn't seem to be a problem.

They enjoyed the wonderful pleasures of men and women in the world to the fullest, and did their best to continue this happiness. But from one day on, he didn't call her much at the appointed time, and sometimes he would lose his temper at her for some trivial things, and even half-jokingly told her that he had someone in Hulin. The auspicious pink cloud above her head was inlaid with a lead-gray edge.

Her enormous influence on him has visibly waned. Once upon a time he called her one day; Now, she waited for his call for days on end. Once upon a time. She had made him so anxious that she had changed her mind and left him behind, but now the situation was reversed, and after a rare appointment with him, the next appointment seemed far away.

Like many irresponsible men, he has a vague concept of the future. Except for the fact that he wants to watch a certain movie or try a new restaurant after a while, the farther plan is to prepare to spend some days with her and go on vacation somewhere for a week, and Ruhan's thoughts have already flown over a year or ten years. When he was looking for what flights to fly while he was out on vacation. She was already looking for an apartment for the two of them. When he said that he would go to many places to play with him in the future, Ruhan had already begun to think about what name he would give his future children.

She and he are so different. After each intimacy, he rushed under the faucet with tired satisfaction, and after a few minutes he fell asleep, as if he had just won a ball game. And she tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep. She analyzes his appearance, his attitude towards her, and looks forward to something in the future. This should be the happiest moment in your life. Her mind is like that of a top detective.

She was a little sad, and since she had crossed that line, the sweet control she had with him was gone. Perhaps what she gained in exchange for a brief illusion of satisfaction was a carefree freedom.

Women can get pregnant, they will suffer from having a baby or having an abortion, and at that moment, the men may or may not be around, some can help you, some can't, and women have to endure a while. So Ruhan is extra careful. Every time she was with him, she looked forward to her aunt in fear. Zhao Gang rarely understands Ruhan's inner anxiety and uneasiness, he needs love hungrily, but he forgets it very quickly.

In this encounter with a man, the woman takes almost all of her life. A lot is gained, and a lot is lost. Many women try to approach love like men: happy, enjoyable, but not overly committed. But they can't show the chic energy of men. For women, they will only "xing" for love and will not chuang with men who have no feelings.

When a pure, beautiful, innocent and clean little girl like Ruhan threw herself into his arms, Zhao Gang was simply flattered. Her love, her care, her infatuation, and especially her body, stirred up waves in his stagnant life, and made him like a treasure. He frantically wanted her, swearing that he loved her. His dependence on her aroused infinite tenderness in her heart, and they dated frequently, like glue.

But gradually, the situation was different, Ruhan handed over all of himself to Zhao Gang, and the original free and easy energy was gone. She is becoming more and more dependent on him, she pays attention to his company, and she can't wait to be with him every day! She longs for more attention from him, for marriage, for family, and for Zhao Gang to be responsible for her!

But now, all the qiē,* naked in front of her, the man she paid for was actually a love swinger who stepped on a few boats! Her heart hurts, she thinks she is not worthy, but she can't make up her mind to leave him! In an embarrassing dilemma!

The man who was struggling with his dying marriage had begged her to change his life. Now that he had received a qiē, she had become his emotional slave, grateful to him for staying here for an hour or two or making a phone call from time to time, she had been so eager for loyal, single-minded love, and now she saw that what she had received from Zhao Gang was only some crumbs of love!

I wish to have one heart, and the white head will not be separated! It is the goal she has been pursuing, but the reality is so ironic, how many people are in his heart, she doesn't dare to think! Perhaps, these women are just the tip of the iceberg!

After pondering for a long time, Zhao Gang slowly turned his head and looked at Ruhan: "Yes, you are right, I am indeed different from ordinary people to you, many women can forget a qiē, and it is impossible to forget her first man...... I think, you are like this......" Zhao Gang understands women very well and Ruhan's heart, but he broke her heart alive.

A girl like Ruhan, who regards innocence as life, once she decides who to give herself, it will be a lifetime thing, she never thought that it would become like this, she felt like she was raped by Zhao Gang, not only in body, but also in soul!

"In that case, I want to ask you, why did you deceive me, why didn't you cherish me! You know what, you have so many women and you defile me with them and make me feel dirty and disgusting!! Ruhan said his thoughts without reservation.

"I ...... I don't know how to answer when you say that, but they are all in the past, and now I, only you, am not with any of them. In order to calm Ruhan down, Zhao Gang continued to weave his lies.

"Haha...... Yes, maybe you are right, they are all in the past tense, and I, Shen Ruhan, will also become in the past tense, may I ask, who is your present tense? It's that Feng Xue, right? "If the mind is like a mirror, the past tense is not necessarily the past tense, but the present tense and the future tense are truly in zài.

"Feng Xue? How so? Why do you always talk about her? How could I possibly be with her? Zhao Gang wants to be a good actor and wants to compete for the Oscar for Best Actor, but he ignored one point, the easiest person in the world to deceive is a woman in love, every word you say to her, she will take it seriously, and now Ruhan has long seen a qiē clearly, knowing a qiē, how could she be deceived lightly!

Ruhan knew that Zhao Gang did not tell the truth, and she also expected that if there was no conclusive evidence, he would definitely refuse to admit it, and she didn't want to dwell on this anymore and let herself be hurt again.

You must know that whether it is Zhang Nan, Yu Manli, or Zhang Hongmei, Xu Wen These women, the blow to her is not enough to make her want to die, only this Feng Xue, she once called her Sister Ruhan so sweetly, she once said that she liked her so pretendedly, if Zhao Gang was estranged and even wanted to abandon her because he was with Feng Xue, then, this kind of injury would be fatal, in love, the acquaintance Mistress will always be more lethal than the strange Misan!

She didn't want to, she didn't dare to explore, but she investigated, she was afraid that the truth would be exposed in front of her, she would be crazy, crazy, and life would be worse than death!

Zhao Gang knew this very well, so no matter what, he had to hide Feng Xue and not let Ruhan know the truth.

"Okay, since you don't want to talk about it, I don't want to ask any more, change the subject, I want to know, you and these women, both ...... Did you have a relationship? From the chat records, Ruhan can see that Zhao Gang and them have a skin-to-skin relationship, but she wants to hear him say it and want him to admit it personally.

Zhao Gang didn't expect Ruhan to ask such a question, he was a little embarrassed, nodded first, and then said, "Xu Wen and I are fine, just friends." Among many people, she only mentioned Xu Wen, and even she felt ridiculous.