- 037 Beauty Tears, Hero's Tomb 12
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The green mountains in the distance contain daisies, and the rivers outside the city are turbulent.
Chirping birds, hissing and mute, hovered in the firelit sky.
Changge raised his head and stared at the cold moon, unable to speak for a long time.
If the silk and bamboo orchestra of the Hall of Eternal Life had not been interrupted, if her birthday night had not been ignited by artillery fire, if the birth of Princess Immortal had not been a joke......
Then, the grassland is vast, he will be the bravest man on horseback, he can gallop freely, he can drink merrily, he will marry a beloved girl, play a horse-head fiddle, dance in the vast world, and sleep peacefully in the warm yurt.
Yin Jian.
This person in her heart, in his life without her, he will be happy and worry-free.
Or, that night's chaos, she never escaped, she was buried with all the clansmen of the Feng clan and made a sea of fire.
Then, for many years to come, she doesn't have to live in shackles, she doesn't have to walk on a sharp knife with a smile, so all the pain of today no longer exists.
"You know what? I'm most scared of waking moments. It means that you can't dream, you can't escape, you can't pretend to have amnesia and don't care about anything. It will force me to face reality and face my choices. β
Under the cover of night, her voice was hollow, and her sighs seemed to come from the far valley, causing countless melancholy.
Feng Hantian and Changge sat side by side, he pointed to the Big Dipper in the sky, "When I was a child, I asked my father, why are the seasons, times and directions of these seven stars different every time?" My father told me that everything has its destiny, its way of being, and it cannot be changed. β
"Father is a liar."
"Why?"
"If it can't be changed, why did my father go against the sky and forcibly marry his own sister as a concubine? Why ......" The long song was like a fish in her throat, she paused, her red lips hooked up a mocking smile, "Why did you give birth to me?" β
"Long song!"
Feng Hantian's heavy pupils were shocked, and he looked at her fixedly, "Who told you your life experience?" Do you hate your father in your heart? β
"I don't know. Hate or love, I can't tell the difference...... Brother, I would rather that there has never been Feng Changge in this world, and that everything I have experienced is just a dream. β
"Because of Yin Jian? It was Yin Jian's existence that disintegrated your will and made you disgusted with Feng Changge's identity, right? β
Feng Hantian's sharp words, Dao broke the weakness hidden in her heart, she looked at him in a daze, and the wetness spread inch by inch from the bottom of her eyes, "Yes." You asked me if I would like to kill Yin Jian first and then chop the bones and scatter the ashes, and my answer was, no. β
Hearing this, Feng Hantian's body trembled slightly, "Then, you will definitely not recognize me openly and will not help me return to the country, right?" β
"Cover my face from the shore, don't you already understand? Why ......?"
"I want to hear it from you!"
"Okay." Changge stretched out his hand and pressed his eyes, and said in a low voice, "I know that I am Feng Changge, the imprint of my life, even if I die, I will return to the Feng clan." My original destiny is the same as yours, revenge and revenge is the only meaning of my life in this world. However, I fell in love with the enemy. I've struggled, suffered, and given up, but love is a thing, it will make you happy and make you sad, and let you know that one more step is a cliff, but you are willing to jump down. Scold...... I knew that I was unfaithful and unfilial, ashamed of my father, ashamed of my ancestors, but I still decided to stand by and watch. β
"Standing by and watching?" Feng Hantian frowned, paused, and asked her again, "Then who do you want me or Yin Jian to win?" β
Changge shook his head, "I don't know." β
Feng Hantian pursed his lips and said faintly: "This big battle may be decided in the near future." The winner sits on the world, and the loser dies without a place to be buried, and there will be no third outcome. β
"Brother, you ...... Take care! The tip of Changge's nose was sour, and his eyes were sour.
Feng Hantian pulled his lips and smiled, "If I take care, what about him?" What do you do when he dies? β
"I originally wanted to live in seclusion in the desert and never ask about life and death in the world. But...... But if Yin Jian is dead, I'm afraid I can't help but accompany him, I am reluctant to let him go alone. Changge's lips trembled, and his crying voice was faint.
Feng Hantian stretched out his long arm and lightly wrapped it around Changge's shoulder, the ink was long night, his pupils gradually dyed vermilion, and he said softly, "What if I am the one who dies?" Changge, our brother and sister have been acquainted fifteen years late, and I haven't stayed with you enough. β
"Brother, if you die, I will accompany you like a long song and atone for your sins with death!" Changge's tears finally overflowed her eyes, and the palms and backs of her hands, no matter where the knife cut, made her feel painful.
Feng Hantian raised his lips and smiled, his warm big palm took her hand and held it in the palm of his hand, and he said, "Changge, I don't blame you, even your choice is exactly what I want." When I was in Daqin before, I knew that you had a love for Yin Jian, although you tried to restrain yourself, but on the night of Hui'an's birthday, you desperately protected him, and I didn't know very well. Now, you retreat to the outside of the wall to watch, you are the safest, don't easily say death, it is not easy for people to live, my father desperately protected you back then, I hope you will live forever, if you are martyred for Yin Jian, teach me how to be at ease in the second half of my brother's life? If I am gone, I don't want you to accompany me, and I don't need your atonement, you do one thing for me, and I am already happy under the Nine Springs. β
"What?"
"Yin Ling'er."
"She?" Changge was shocked, "I don't understand. β
Feng Hantian stared at her, his eyes were deep and could not be ignored, "Changge, please save Ling'er's life for your brother and protect her safety!" β
"Brother, what are you talking about? Yin Ling'er is now in your hands, even if you die...... When she returns to Daqin, she is the princess of Daqin, how can she be in danger? Changge still doesn't understand, originally she wanted to save Yin Ling'er, but now it was Feng Hantian who asked her to protect Yin Ling'er?
Feng Hantian was silent for a moment, and said: "Changge, I don't want to hide it from you, Yin Ling'er and I have made a private agreement for life, if I can sit in this world, she will be safe, once I am defeated, she will return to the Great Qin royal family, then ...... She is no longer a virgin, and she is in a dangerous situation! β
Changge was so shocked that he could hardly believe this fact!
Feng Hantian got up and paced in place, "Let me ask, how can the Great Qin royal family tolerate a princess who has a private relationship with the leader of the anti-thieves?" Even if she is the daughter of the Queen Mother, she can't escape the death penalty of collaborating with the enemy and treason! β
"Yin Ling'er, she ......" Changge's chest rose and fell, and she stared straight at Feng Hantian, "Does she know your true identity?" How did you get to this point! β
Feng Hantian shook his head, "I don't know." She still thinks that I am Lin Feng, and thinks that I am just a green forest person who has no way out and has to take refuge in Feng Hantian. She is still dreaming innocently, hoping that I can take her to elope, take her out of Jiangnan, and go to live in a place that no one knows. Occasionally, she would persuade me to surrender to Yin Jian, and she said that she would intercede for me, ask Yin Jian to forgive my sins, and then recruit me as a concubine. Hehe, you see, what a stupid girl, especially easy to deceive. β
"But my brother is in love, isn't he? And if it weren't for deep love, you wouldn't care about her life and death! Changge slowly stood up, and suddenly felt that the two surviving people of their Feng Clan's royal family had become a joke!
Feng Hantian smiled bitterly, "Yes, it has inexplicably developed in an unpredictable direction." β
"But brother, what can I do?" Changge's brain is messy and he has no ability to think.
"Yin Jian." Feng Hantian said two words in a deep voice.
Changge was stunned, "You want me to beg Yin Jian?" β
"No matter what method you use. Except for you, no one can influence Yin Jian's decision. "Feng Han Heavenly Dao.
Changge was speechless for a while, and he didn't know how to respond.
Seeing this, Feng Hantian couldn't help but be anxious, "Aren't you willing to help me?" Changge, I know that Ling'er has offended you with arrogance, but ......"
"Brother is too worried, Changge is not so stingy. It's just that...... Changge hopes that his brother will live, even if he fails, he will not easily give up the chance to live! I promise you, I will do my best to protect Yin Ling'er, and I will also protect you! β
Speaking of this, Changge's blood surged, she stared at Feng Hantian for a moment, and said cautiously and expectantly, "I also want to ask my brother for something, is it okay?" β
Feng Hantian's throat rolled, and he pulled his lips and chuckled, "You want me to let Yin Jian live, right?" β
Changge spoke quickly, "Yes! In my heart, I don't care about the hatred of the country and the family, the two people I care about, relatives and lovers, I don't want any of you to die! If Great Qin dies, if you are willing to let go, I will take Yin Jian away and fly high, and I will never set foot in the Central Plains in this life! β
"Sister." Feng Hantian leaned over and hugged Changge, he sighed lowly, "You are also very naΓ―ve, you know?" You don't know men. β
"Nope! I don't want to care about the pride and dignity of you men, I just want to keep the people I love! I've lost so much for revenge that I can't afford it! Changge burst into tears, and her fragile nerves had collapsed.
Feng Hantian smiled, "Don't cry, I've never seen you cry, this looks really ugly." β
"No kidding, I'm not in the mood!"
Changge roared angrily and punched him on the back, he snorted, but he still laughed, "If you don't believe it, if you ask Yin Jian, he won't let you get your wish." β
"Why?"
"Long song, let it be. Life will not be full of fulfillment, there will always be regrets, I want to open a little. β
"Noβ"
Changge shook off Feng Hantian steeply, and she stepped back step by step, "I want to change the situation of this battle, I'll go to Yin Jian ...... now"