(ps: Thank you Brother K for your lovely gifts and little powder, thank you for the little powder of the palace, Brother Dusty, Brother Six, thank you for the gift of Brother Poison and Brother Leng Yue, thank you for the relatives who continue to pay attention to Hanhan, Mo Mo Da)

Xiao Feng was slightly stunned, and couldn't help but snicker, this was Xiao Jing's initiative to invite her to dinner, if it was normal, she would definitely agree without hesitation, but he had already decided to go to see Ruhan, Ruhan was far more important than Xiao Jing, so he would not give up his initial decision because of the invitation of the beauty.

Taking a deep breath, Xiaofeng raised her eyes and raised her lips with a smile, "I'm sorry, Xiaojing, I'm going to see a friend in a while, and she seems to be unwell." ”

"That's it!" Xiao Jing was a little disappointed, he didn't expect Xiaofeng to refuse him like this, you know, she is a recognized beauty in the company, and she hasn't taken the initiative to date someone.

Xiaofeng seemed to feel her uncomfortable, and hurriedly explained: "My friend is in a bad mood these days, and I'm worried that something will happen to her." ”

"It's okay, you go see your friends!" Xiao Jing smiled and said.

"Then let's make an appointment another day?" Xiaofeng asked tentatively.

Xiao Jing smiled: "Okay." ”

Looking at Xiao Jing's back as she turned away, Xiao Feng pursed her lips guiltily, picked up her handbag and left the office, galloping all the way towards the community where Ruhan lived.

Sunshine, left behind by him......

Ruhan took out a can of Coke from the refrigerator for Xiaofeng, who came over from the dust, who knew that he actually said that he had been losing weight recently, and resolutely put an end to a qiē high-calorie drink and food, Ruhan had to change a bottle of mineral water for her.

The sunlight slanting in through the glass window fell on the woolen carpet imported from Australia, as if it was smeared with dazzling light, and the subtle darkness danced in the sunlight, and the living room was surprisingly quiet.

"Hanhan, it's still for that person, for him, you tortured yourself like this." After being silent for a long time, Xiaofeng asked.

Ruhan did not answer. The tears dripping from the corners of her eyes were silently explained.

"Hanhan, although I don't know who he is, I don't think he deserves your love at all, and a person who really loves you can't bear to make you sad. If you love you, you won't let go lightly, forget him, look at your side, there are so many people who love you, why be so sad for him......" Xiaofeng's voice was very soft and soft, he was distressed, he couldn't bear to see her suffer any more damage, his fists squeaked, and he wanted to beat that man up. But he didn't know who he was!

"I want to see him, just once, but ...... He wouldn't see me. Ruhan looked ahead with empty eyes, and a trace of grief appeared on his haggard face.

"Do you have to see it? Can't you just forget about him? "At this moment. Xiaofeng understood the true meaning of "mourning its misfortune and being angry with it".

Ruhan shook her head, her expression determined.

"Well, if you think it's better to see him, go see him." Xiaofeng walked up to Ruhan and gently hugged her, letting her increasingly thin body lean against her chest......

Got the support of a friend. Ruhan bought a ticket without hesitation, got on the train that night, and the next morning, the train stopped at Hulin Station, and Ruhan got off the train with hope and expectation. took a taxi and arrived downstairs at Zhao Gang's house, this day was a working day, Ruhan was sure that Zhao Gang must be in Hulin.

Ring the doorbell a few times. But no one answered, Ruhan wondered: "It's strange, he doesn't have the habit of getting up early, why did he go out so early?" Looking at the time, it was just past 6 o'clock in the morning, and Ruhan continued to ring the doorbell, but no one answered. There was no way, she had to wait at the door for him to come out.

Entering October, the autumn is thick, the fallen leaves are scattered, flying all over the sky, adding a little bleakness, taking a deep breath, even the air is cold, Ruhan can't help but wrap her clothes, and her heart swells up with a desolation, in just a few months, this door, she can't even enter, she can only wander at the door, like a homeless ronin.

finally stayed up until more than 7 o'clock, thinking that Zhao Gang should go out to work, Ruhan cheered up and just waited for the person she was thinking about coming out.

"Bang-bang-" I don't know how long it took, there was a sudden sound of opening and closing the door nearby, Ruhan subconsciously followed the voice, not wanting to be stunned by the situation in front of him, Zhao Gang took a girl's hand and walked out of the other door, the girl was none other than Feng Xue, who kept calling her "Sister Ruhan".

Oh, my God! How did they get together, so early in the morning, a man and a woman walked out of the door of a residential complex holding hands, and what does it mean? Anyone would have thought that they lived together, but why didn't they come out of Zhao Gang's door, but from the door of the neighborhood next to them! The only explanation is that Zhao Gang moved, left the warm home they once had together, and built a love nest with another woman!

In an instant, Ruhan's mind went blank, she lost the ability to think, and rushed forward regardless of the pain, because of the excessive pain, she couldn't make a sound, just ran forward stupidly.

Feng Xue didn't pay attention, but Zhao Gang saw her, he hurriedly helped Feng Xue open the car door, pushed her into the car, and then started the car at a lightning speed and walked away.

Seeing the car drive away, Ruhan's legs were soft, he couldn't run, he couldn't catch up, there were no tears, no crying, he just felt that the whole person was hollowed out in an instant, his body was suspended in mid-air, and he only needed a gust of wind to blow the whole life away......

Mourning, nothing is more than heart death, invaded by sudden sadness, she wants to escape but there is no way, she will only feel sad and lonely, stab herself with sharp thorns, and then look at the broken heart bloody, smiled and said, it doesn't hurt, but the tears can't be stopped......

This time, she really didn't want to live anymore, seeing her beloved man embracing others in her arms, avoiding her like a plague, what reason did she have to make herself believe that he loved her, love, it was long gone, he was getting farther and farther, and she was still waiting in place.

Zhang Xiaoxian said: If the love is deep enough, or if it is a person with deep affection, the person who once hurt him will turn back one day, and he will still accept it very spinelessly and unproductively. Because of love, because of forgetting.

At this moment, Ruhan was desperate, she knew that it was impossible for Zhao Gang to come back, if it was because of the problems between them, they could communicate and solve, but once a third party intervened, it would be different.

The opposite of love is not hate, but indifference. Indifference means that there is no longer a place for the other party in the heart, and no longer remembers. There is no residual hatred, no affection, and no strength and mind to do even a little more entanglement, all the rest is meaningless. At this time, Zhao Gang didn't care about Ruhan's feelings, and when he drove away from the compound of the community, he was just secretly glad that he found her in time and got rid of her.

"Husband, what's wrong, it's so fast, it's still too late?" From the rearview mirror of the car, Feng Xue vaguely saw Ruhan's figure, but she didn't see it really enough.

"Oh, I'm in a hurry to go to the company, I have a meeting in the morning." Zhao Gang's eyes flickered, lying was what he often did, but it was not his strong point.

Feng Xue smiled slyly, not recognizing him.

"Xue'er, you can change your clothes later, this dress is too casual to wear to work." At this time, Zhao Gang was still thoughtful, there was a reason why he asked Feng Xue to change clothes, he expected that Ruhan couldn't see Feng Xue's face clearly, but he could see what she was wearing, in a hurry, if Ruhan went to the company to find Feng Xue, he would recognize her at a glance, and when the time came, he would not be able to cover anything.

Feng Xue didn't know his intentions, but she was happy to cooperate, and as soon as she arrived at the company, she changed out of the striped T-shirt, jeans and white sneakers she wore in the morning, and put on a set of black professional clothes and high-heeled shoes of the same color.

After Zhao Gang and Feng Xue left, Ruhan was still wandering in place, she wanted to hit her head against the wall, and it was like this, but the little reason she had left did not allow her to do so. In the confusion, Ruhan walked into the door where Zhao Gang and the others walked, and a strange smell of perfume came to his nose.

For perfume, Ruhan still has a lot of research, this smell is not L, not Dior, not Burberry and Cucci, at best it is just an unknown cheap perfume, the pungent smell makes her nauseous, strangely, this smell almost fills the entire stairwell, Ruhan covered his nose and escaped, and dialed Zhao Gang's phone as he walked.

After a few "Didi" sounds, Zhao Gang actually picked up the phone.

"Shen Ruhan, are you crazy, what are you doing here?" Two months later, this was the first time Zhao Gang took the initiative to talk to her.

"I didn't want to do anything, I just came to you and wanted to talk to you." Maybe it's because of the excessive sadness, Ruhan is surprisingly calm.

"Talk? I'm afraid it's not that simple, aren't you here to spy on me? Otherwise, why did he appear downstairs in my house early in the morning, like a ghost! "Zhao Gang is trying his best to be mean, he just wants Ruhan to leave here, so as not to cause trouble to him, Feng Xue's pregnancy has already made him anxious, and he will deal with other things flawlessly.

"Surveillance? It's ridiculous! I came here after an overnight train ride to spy on you? Zhao Gang, please don't spew blood! It's because you've done something bad that you think I'm spying on you! Ruhan couldn't say a nice word anymore, and all her tenderness and patience were crushed by the scene just now.

"Haha, he is worthy of being the host of Tianya Weekly, and his eloquence is good! But I tell you that I didn't do anything wrong, and I don't need to explain anything to you! After sending Feng Xue to the company, Zhao Gang drove the car to a place where few people walked, he expected that Ruhan would call, and he had already prepared a strategy to deal with it. However, his IQ is not low, but his EQ is very poor, anyone can hear it, and his words are to cover up. RO