Chapter 318: Introspection
"It's a fact that the family is poor, and it's also a fact that everyone has shortcomings. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info complain and blame and evade, these can't solve any problems. Parents are also people, life is life, not TV dramas, don't take everything for granted. The most important thing is to do it seriously and do what you can do....... It is very undesirable to blindly ask others, to be self-respectful and to blame others, let alone parents? β
After speaking, Song Ersheng turned around and left.
"Three thousand, don't go......" Song Yizheng cried and caught up.
Song Ersheng patted her, "I'll go to the temple and come back for dinner at noon." I'm not good at working with you, I'm going to fetch water in the temple....... "She really doesn't want to lose her temper with her sisters."
The thoughts of the sisters are not wrong because of their age and knowledge. She instilled in them what she thought was right, forcing them to admit their mistakes, and she felt that this kind of behavior was inappropriate. However, she really couldn't listen to it, and she couldn't see her sisters look at her father like this.
Even if they will understand Dad's thoughts and circumstances in the future, but their thoughts and eyes at this time have already caused harm to Dad, if she doesn't stop it, when Dad comes back, she sees the sisters who despise him and reject him even more, then how uncomfortable he should be....... What will he do with his sisters?
Children can always be ignorant and vicious, hurting the hearts of their parents. It's a very common thing, just like sometimes parents inadvertently and seriously hurt their children. But this kind of ordinary, Song Ersheng can't bear it.
Everyone is a close family, even if the sisters have their own families and relatives in the future, but parents are parents, and there is only one parent. If you have parents, you have a home, and you have a place to come and a way back. It's clear that we all love each other deeply, so why hurt each other because of ignorance?
This kind of needless harm shouldn't have happened at all!!
Song Ersheng pouted and came to Guangming's meditation room.
Guangming was copying the scriptures, and he didn't want to pay attention to Song Ersheng, but after glancing at her, he immediately put down the brush, wiped his hands and sat next to Song Ersheng, and poured her a cup of tea with his own hands, "You are impatient." "I sighed in my heart, after all, I am still a child, and when my parents are not there, I am easy to be impatient........
Song Ersheng took the teacup with both hands and admitted that he was impatient. Her parents are not at home, and she is mostly worried. Discovering that she pushed her parents to study in other places at the expense of her sisters made her even more worried. She thought that with her ability, she could definitely take care of her family and take care of her sisters, but now, problems appeared one after another, she had to stare at the outside with bad intentions, and she had to be tight and measured, carefully exercise her sisters, and then there was Meng Ben, who made her worry from time to time.......
It's not that I'm tired, it's that I'm anxious.
Song Ersheng poured the tea in one gulp, because she was too confident and lost a game first. It's her fault that everything has developed to this point.
The human heart is immeasurable. Not to mention the relatives who can have a great impact on her.
If she could wake up her sisters earlier, she wouldn't have made her sisters so insecure now. It was she who relented. At the second aunt's place, the eldest grandmother reminded her early, but she underestimated the urgency of the second aunt and failed to curb the greed of the second aunt earlier, so that Fang Xiaolan became a pawn who would do anything to charge for the family....... If this one is not good, it will ruin the relationship between relatives........
Song Ersheng felt that today's tea was a little bitter.
"I was naΓ―ve." Maybe it's not bad if you don't get angry just now and let it be. Mom and Dad and Sister are all kind people, and if they can't think about being hurt for a while, it won't affect each other's feelings....... It's that she is too harsh on perfection and too reluctant.......
Guangming watched Song Ersheng come in with a low pressure on his face, and then quickly, he dissipated his depression and calmed down, and he really admired it in his heart. The degree of firmness of this mind is incomparable to that of those who have practiced it.
"Lost your temper with your sisters?" Guangming asked with a smile.
Song Ersheng hummed, "I regret it a little." β
Guangming laughed, "You actually regret it?" What do you regret? β
"I just think that I shouldn't lose my temper......" Song Ersheng didn't want to say too much. One is that she feels that she has forced her sisters, and the other is that she seems to have too much obsession with her family and parents....... This obsession has gradually affected her ability to judge. Although what my sister said was indeed a bit excessive, it was unfair to her sister because she felt sorry for her father.
She thinks that the father-daughter relationship between her father and her sisters will be broken if she continues like this, and this idea is not looking down on her father and sisters...... She is accustomed to objectively thinking about the most likely bad situation in everything, and this habit really can't be applied to her family. I used to maliciously speculate about my sisters, but then I woke up and didn't make a mistake for so many years, but today I went berserk.......
Song Ersheng didn't want to be a person who showed his emotions too much. Because she knows how cold-blooded and domineering she is. The family members are all very emotional people with low emotional intelligence, if she is following out of control, then this family really can't be saved.......
For the sake of her family, she must be calm and calm when facing her family....... She's going to .......
Song Ersheng was constantly self-reflecting, Guangming looked at her peaceful face, reached out and patted her, and woke her up, "I think you should have lost your temper and fought with your sisters a long time ago!" Your mother said that when you were very young, you may have bullied your sisters, but when you are older, you are sensible, and you know that you feel sorry for your sister, whether you are bullied by your sister or called by your sister, you are not angry with your smile...... Think about it objectively, is this situation normal? β
"Don't forget, you're a sister...... The old son of the Song family, no one is willing to move you to Song Sanqian, ......."
Guangming nodded at Song Ersheng, "Don't be so stressed, you've done a good job." I told you that there will be many, many things that you can't do. Even if your sisters are still children, they are not small, your family has a special situation, you have picked up more than half of the burden, they have to pick up their burden, you can't do it, that's the burden they have to bear....."
Song Ersheng understood the meaning of Guangming's words. However, she felt that she was not giving it her all....... (To be continued.) )