It's embarrassing, it's very embarrassing, and when I asked for a book review today, I was caught right - saying: It turned out to be you who dug the hole and didn't fill it.

But at the same time, there was a little excitement, because ...... I didn't expect there to be people reading my book.

Sounds incredible, doesn't it?

That's really what I really think, because I'm a very, very bad person.

Failure in love, failure in career, failure in life, the loser in life may be talking about people like me.

I've never succeeded, including this book.

I have a deep affection for the Light of the End - yes, the Light of the End, it was supposed to be called that, but the starting point already has this book, and I have to change it to the Light of the End.

When I first wrote this book, I wrote a synopsis as an outline (yes - the synopsis you see is the outline, and the protagonist also comes with transformation effects after the legend, and the setting is completely set at will), and then I saved up seven chapters (probably to the chapter of the magician in the dark night) and began to post - and then serialized it in my complaint until the middle of 15 years, because of work, because of reality, and then put it down.

But in fact, I can't let it go, so I limp between work and fiction, and in the end I don't please either side, and I don't get anything.

Sometimes I always think about it, but I really can't let go of the novel as one of the pillars of my life, and I can't leave the work - after all, I haven't written any results here, even if I can earn two thousand a month, it's okay, but I can't earn it, and the best time for this book is the collection of three hundred and twenty plus, although I didn't care much about it for a year, and suddenly jumped to a collection of seven hundred and twenty, but that's it.

That's really all, I even considered continuing to write if I could earn 20 yuan per chapter, but I thought it would be too unfair to everyone, so forget it.

Later, I opened a new book and ********.

I think most of you don't know that this book exists.

Because it's black history (laughs), because I promised to keep writing it, but then I realized that I couldn't do it, and when I started a new book, I thought about what I would do if I didn't finish it, wouldn't it really be so sorry for everyone?

So, start writing from scratch.

The same applause is not popular, at the time I thought that as long as the contract was signed, it would be finished, but in the end, when I signed the contract, I only gave the worst class D contract - that is, I didn't consider the subscription, 4000 a day of hard work for a month, full attendance, only 400 (probably?) And the collection of almost 70,000 words and only about 20 words, so I finally gave up - and today, that friend recommended that I move the text to the bookmaker to see the after-effects, I was moved, but hesitated, and this failure accounted for a large reason.

What about moving over? Will anyone really watch it?

Niche texts are niche essays after all, and when I started writing the light of the end, the bookmaker was not very famous, and the starting point had not been acquired by Penguin, but the same audience was small, and there might not be much change in the bookmaker.

Even if I succeed, can I really write Monia that everyone knows and recognizes?

After all, years have passed, and I am not very sure.

"The Way of the Chosen" that I am writing now is a portrayal of my current life, with long nights and no direction in sight - this is a story set in a very dark setting, and it is also a story full of resistance, and I am writing the story at the same time, and perhaps I am also writing about myself.

As I said in the preface, this is exactly the desperate turn of an old salted fish, and the last fight before salty death.

Finally, I recommend a book to you "The Last Lion Knight", a very epic novel with a background of riding and chopping, people who are familiar with riding and chopping are estimated to find it very interesting, and unfamiliar friends can also take a look, the writing is quite delicate (at least better than me), and the setting is also very informative (I cried and fainted in the toilet when I patted my head to write the setting), I dare not say anything else, at least it is a work of heart (well, the heroine is very cute).

Well, in the end, thank you for your long-term companionship and support, which is probably the biggest and only gain I have gained when I wrote the light of the end.

Thank you.