- 011 Will there be warmth coming? 4
"Yes, yes?" Chang Ge was word-by-word, expressing great sympathy for the offshore emotional intelligence, "With your ability to choose words, it's no wonder that you can't please girls." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
The offshore expression was very straightforward, "Do you think you haven't even reached the level of beauty like a flower?" After he finished speaking, without waiting for her to answer, he suddenly elongated his tone, "Oh, I exaggerated. ”
"Offshore!"
Changge screamed, so angry that he wanted to beat people, but he knew her too well, so he rushed out five or six steps before she could make a move, making fun of her and saying, "Women are pleasing to those who are already looking." I'm not Lord Jing, why do you care so much about my opinion? ”
"Hey, nonsense." Changge Bai Leng glanced at him, not wanting to expand this topic anymore, her current relationship is going, and the offshore may or may not be sure. In short, she would not be stupid enough to pierce the window paper by herself, attracting Meng Xiaocen and the crusade from the shore.
Offshore smiled again, didn't say anything more, he walked back, but reminded her seriously, "Changge, what I just analyzed, do you think it makes sense?" ”
"Yes, it makes sense. As you said, I have no problems with my body and brain, and I have no connection with deformed children at all, so how can my parents be ethically intolerant brothers and sisters? Talking about business, Changge put away his complicated thoughts, and said in a firm tone: "Regarding my life experience, my mother's cemetery, I want to find out." ”
Offshore frowned, "How do you check?" Where to start? ”
"My mother has been deceased for eighteen years, and those who know my mother, it is estimated that in addition to my father-in-law, there is only Yin Nuo, the prince of Great Qinsu, left, but I feel that Yin Nuo's understanding of the situation should be similar to that of my father-in-law, and even my mother herself thinks that she is the sister of my father, otherwise she will not be willing to leave me in her belly after she is pregnant. However, if they are not brothers and sisters, why did their father bear the charge of **, so that their mother was poisoned? ”
"Or maybe everything is true, and your normal development is just a blessing in misfortune."
“……”
"I'm just guessing, the parties are all deceased, whether it's true or not, there's no way to find out.
"Then why do you think my father secretly buried my mother? Anyway, my mother is also a royal princess, and she can't enter the imperial mausoleum after her death, isn't it too much? ”
"Well, there must be something inside."
"Offshore."
Changge exhaled heavily, like the smoke of the night, with a complicated color, "I want to return to Daqin!" ”
"What?" Offshore was startled, and immediately raised his voice, "We just escaped from Great Qin, aren't you going back to die?" ”
Changge got up and looked at the distant direction of Bianjing, she pulled her lips and chuckled, but her expression was firm, "I have put life and death aside." No matter what my biological parents are, at least in my lifetime, I will find their burial place, prostrate before the grave, and do my filial piety! ”
"No, you can't!"
Offshore clasped her arm, his chest rose and fell, and he said urgently: "Changge, if the price of filial piety is to pay for your life, I believe that your parents have spirits in heaven and will never agree!" ”
"Offshore, don't you understand? I have no way out, my father-in-law's ambition is by no means just the throne of the Great Chu Emperor, he also wants to get more things! And I, sooner or later, will be caught between him and Feng Hantian, or Yin Jian! Changge closed her eyes deeply, and for the first time she felt a sense of helplessness that her fate was out of control, and the smile on the corner of her lips was full of coldness, "I don't want to be anyone's pawn anymore, and I don't want to choose between the three of them." One is my father-in-law who treats me like a mountain; One is my own brother, the only male descendant of the Feng royal family; And there is only one left...... I don't think I'll ever be able to kill him, and I'll never be able to watch him die at the hands of someone else. ”
"Changge, you ......" Queen Offshore retreated, he looked at her in disbelief, his lips trembling violently, "You really have feelings for Yin Jian?" He's your enemy, have you forgotten? ”
"I haven't forgotten." Changge lowered her eyes, the tip of her nose swelled with sourness, and she whispered in a dumb voice, "So, I'm so miserable, I don't know what the meaning of my coming to this world is!" ”
The shore didn't speak for a long time, and the cool breeze poured into his neck and blew his heart cold.
What he feared most finally happened.
He had doubted and prayed, but Changge didn't admit it, so he comforted himself that it was a delusion. Without admitting it, she really sent herself to a dead end.
"You're a moth to a fire, you know? I knew that today, I would have killed the little hammer desperately! Offshore muttered, after a pause, he suddenly grabbed her shoulders and said messily, "Changge, have you forgotten Yin Jian?" You and him can't have a future! Lord ...... The Lord will not spare you! ”
"I know. Offshore, my heart is like a mirror, so I said I have no way back! My father-in-law won't agree, my brother-in-law won't agree, and even I can't pass the threshold in my heart. What's more, if one day, Yin Jian knows my identity, how will he give me a foothold? Changge laughed miserably, she looked up at the sky, and hot liquid slipped from the corners of her eyes, "You go, offshore." Leave Da Chu, find a place where no one knows you, live a peaceful life, and never return here. ”
Offshore was furious, "What nonsense are you talking about? Meng Changge, I don't allow you to be negative, let alone ask for death! If you want to go to Daqin, I will accompany you, no matter the sword mountain and the sea of fire, we will live and die together! ”
Changge threw herself into his arms, tears pouring down like rain, and she beat him with her fists, "Is your brain caught in the door panel?" Why so stupid? Knowing that following me will not end well, you are the moth to the fire......"
Offshore eyes are red, how can she understand the death in his heart?
The night was messy.
The next day, the two went to Lingzhu Mountain.
The miracle doctor is already a centenarian, living in the mountains for a long time, and has escaped in style.
After a long absence, Changge's sudden appearance made the master of the divine doctor full of joy, he stroked his white beard and laughed heartily, "Xiao Changge, you conscienceless thing, if you don't come again, the master will die of old age!" ”
"Master, your old man won't die, you can live at least two hundred years old, even if Changge dies, you won't die!" Changge took the old man's arm and smiled and browned.
Perhaps, only in the face of the divine doctor can she be completely relaxed.
Hearing this, the divine doctor shook the goosebumps on the ground, and he pointed out to the offshore Nunu, "Look, the little overlord is shooting this fart today, but it's a bloody investment!" ”
"Huh." Offshore smiled: "Master, Changge is indeed quite underwhelmed, you take care of her." ”
"Really?" The divine doctor frowned, looked at Changge carefully, and said, "It's not a good thing that the girl is smoking." ”
Changge glared at the shore unhappily, "You don't talk nonsense." Take out the wine, I want to drink happily with the master, and I won't get drunk! ”
Offshore warned her coolly, "If you're drunk, I don't care about you." ”
From dusk to early morning, the first and second young people drank several jars of daughter red, and Changge was so drunk that he slept for more than a day before waking up.
There was no one in the house, and I didn't know where to go offshore, and there was a "squeak" sound outside, as if the divine doctor was grinding medicine.
Changge had a splitting headache, she sat up with her head propped up, put on her shoes and went to the ground, and when she was busy working, she heard the master doctor say, "Girl, there is medicinal food on the table to cure headaches." ”
"Oh, I see." Changge answered, picked up the medicinal food and quickly ate it into his stomach.
Push the door out, and it is already the middle of the moon again.
Changge glanced around, "What about offshore?" ”
"I'm practicing my sword in the woods." While grinding the medicine, the master of the divine doctor said, "The master has taught the Lingshan Sword Technique to the offshore, and from tomorrow, you will practice with him." ”
Changge was shocked, "Lingshan Sword Technique? Master, this is your unique martial arts skill, not passed on to outsiders! ”
"In the past, it was true that it was not passed on to outsiders, but now the master has figured it out, the master has no children under his knees, and the apprentice is also dead and scattered, if the master suddenly closes his eyes one day, won't this set of swordsmanship be lost? Offshore said, you are in trouble with the catastrophe of life and death, and your life may not be long, so the master decided to pass on the Lingshan swordsmanship to the two of you, one is to save your life, and the other is to pass it on. ”
"Master!"
Changge's knees weakened, kneeling reverently, she said movingly: "Changge thanked the master, but Changge didn't want to learn!" ”
"Why?" The master doctor stopped his movements and looked at her with puzzled eyes, "Girl, this doesn't look like your temperament." Tell the master, what is the pain in your heart? ”
Changge raised his hand to cover his lips, and his face was relative, "Master, I don't know where to go, the world is so big, I suddenly found that there is no place for me......"
A serious illness in her childhood made her form a deep fate with the divine doctor master, who taught her martial arts and passed on her simple medical skills, and they were also teachers and friends, not bound by etiquette and dogma, and always talked about everything.
Changge told the story, she was confused, and she urgently needed someone to open the dark door for her and point her to a clear path.
After hearing this, the master doctor stroked his beard, and shook his head again, "Long song girl, the things of the world, the master has long looked down on them, what fame and fortune, what grievances and hatreds, gain or loss, everything is destined, if you are too persistent, in the end, I am afraid it will only be a failure." ”
Changge said, "Master, I don't understand. ”
"Follow your heart and let your heart tell you what your choices are. Then, don't be nostalgic, let go when you should let go, and don't trap yourself in the abyss of your boredom and regret it for the rest of your life. As for this, the master of the divine doctor sighed, "Don't be like the master, when you were young, you were bound by a lot of external things, you felt that you couldn't let go of anything, and you wanted to grasp everything in your hands, and as a result, you always lost more than you had." ”