If you stop fighting, will you go and break the bones of other people's hands? In a sense, it is indeed to stop the strife.

Is that what the word is meant to be? Am I not able to understand the word well? Absolutely not!

I can't say the same when I think about it, most people are like this.

I also understand the concept that Fu Nuan wants to express, their martial arts are probably the same as religion, and they have some special norms pursued by their own schools.

"There is a saying in Buddhism, it is better to save a life than to create a seven-level floating slaughter, and our martial arts pay attention to saving people, but this salvation is not crossing, and the difference between it and the philosophical concept of Buddhism is quite big."

Keep explaining this to me, I don't understand it either.

I'd better ask Fu Nuan to stop these words that I don't understand at all.

"Fu Nuan, it's just that your master taught you so much?"

"Is it heavy? I felt very light, although it was not directly taught by the master, but she also left the similar concept to me, punishing adultery and eliminating evil, which is also one of the spirits of our martial arts."

"Punish adultery and eliminate evil? There's nothing wrong with that."

I can't tell if what Fu Nuan said is true or false.

I can feel other people's egos, but I can't tell if what is being said is true or false.

It can also be regarded as a category of people with insufficient intelligence capabilities.

Fu Nuan should be the same as me.

But why, the self she showed was so weak.

"That's... Fu Nuan, have you encountered anything?"

"Why do you say this all of a sudden, what can happen to me?"

"I just feel that the self you show is very different from your actual self."

"Is there a difference in personality?"

"No, it's all, I feel like you're wearing a mask right now."

「...」

Fu Nuan didn't respond to me, but chose to pour himself a glass of water.

She shook her head several times before she slowly spoke.

"My identity, that is, the family behind me, you know Otoba, right?"

"Well, I listen to Dad... Lin Han said."

——

"Actually, I'm a child who was sealed up before the red dawn."

——

Red Dawn.

The greatest catastrophe in human history.

There is a very high probability that special means will be used to protect the future of mankind, and in fact there are many examples of this, which are occasionally mentioned in the news.

It's rare, but it's not impossible.

"Sealed children?"

"It sounds a bit incredible, but I don't have any memory of this aspect at all, and I was also told so, although it was proved that I was a member of the Fu family, but that's it, because when I was sealed, I was only seven years old, and after the lockdown was lifted, I was entrusted to the subordinate family, that is, my current parents to take care of."

"Fu Nuan, your current parents are adoptive parents?"

"Almost, because of my special status and the fact that I have been taken care of a lot by the government, they tried to find out what happened before the red dawn through me, but unfortunately, I can't think of anything, Otoba, do you know what you will lose when you lose your memory?"

"Personality?"

"It's not just my personality, my language, my senses, my pain, I've lost all of them, and although these things have been filled in through education later, I think Otoha you also know that there are some things that can't be formed through education, just like now, I'm just performing everything that my master gave me, so to speak, in fact, I don't even know what I'm thinking."

Personality and character are all made up of memories.

And the person who loses these will only become an empty shell.

Presumably this is the main reason why I feel that Fu Nuan's self is not strong.

Fu Nuan is not the same as me, my personality is destroyed, but it has not been erased, even if it is fragmented, it can still be reshaped by the last point, Fu Nuan She has nothing from the beginning, which is completely different from me.

It's fair to say she's a lot worse than I am.

But such words must not be spoken.

I shook my head.

"The two of us are really a bit alike, my father, in fact, is also an adoptive father, I was born in a war-torn area, don't look at me as a freshman in high school, my actual age is already twenty-two years old."

"Twenty-two? Don't say that, Otoba, you're so cute, but you're eternally fourteen."

"Good, good, fourteen... Is... Okay."

I don't care about age at all, whatever she says.

Say whatever she wants, but I don't need to discuss anything with her on this issue.

"How are you doing at your adoptive parents' house, haven't you been abused?"

"How come, I was only seven years old when I was unblocked, my parents really regarded me as a daughter, but you, your father doesn't seem to be very old, okay?"

"He's the brother of my other adoptive father, so he should be fine."

"Wait a minute, another adoptive father? What's going on?"

"I was born in a war-torn zone, and with the help of welfare facilities, I went to the rear controlled by the government army after several rounds, because I was still young at that time, and there were many people who were willing to adopt me.

"Refusal to adopt? It looks a little unlucky, too."

"It's not that I refuse, but because of various reasons, I can't understand my past, I don't know what the specific reason is, but his financial assistance has not stopped, many years have passed, I almost forget this adoptive father, I received his death notice, and then my first adoptive father's brother, that is, the current person named Lin Han, took care of me instead of him."

"It always feels like you've omitted a lot, and it's not a big deal, but the two of us are a little close, which is probably why I care about you, right? Probably—"

"You should also know about my affairs, compared to me, your affairs, don't you talk about them?"

"What is there to say - I am also a normal growth in a normal education, although sometimes I feel that this is not me, but people, there will always be a cognitive process."

"Are your memories of the crimson dawn completely gone?"

"It didn't exist at all, but that's why I can say this so easily, and it's been nearly sixty or seventy years, and there are some things you can't care about, so it's better to take it easy than to be bored."

"It's your body, okay? Refrigerated for so long."

(End of chapter)