They were only here for half an hour. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The two who had decided to go to find Yuan You together tomorrow afternoon left the library.

Yuan You?

When I met her eight years ago, she was a fourteen-year-old, energetic girl.

I still care about what she looks like now, whether she has become a good star, or not.

Go meet her.

Anyway, they also learned about Yuan You's location from Li Luo and them.

As for the chocolate, it would be good to let Ivan hand it over to Li Luo tomorrow.

――

Variety shows.

Scene.

I didn't know what was going on, but I just said my name and was taken into the actor's lounge as a relevant person.

Lounge for only two people.

I saw the people I wanted to meet.

The girl who was fourteen years old in the past has grown into a slim girl.

Now Yuan You is facing the mirror and putting on makeup for himself.

Yuan You.

I walked over.

The girl's name was called.

The girl just looked at me reflected in the mirror.

You are? Oh... I know, are you an actor together, please take care of me today.

I'm Luno, Luno Jugilie.

After hearing my name, Yuan You put down what he was holding in an instant.

Not a smile, not a smile, not a coldness.

An expression sandwiched between two feelings.

She greeted me.

Luno... Long time no see.

Well... Long time no see, you still have a show later, don't worry about me, you are busy with your own.

After hearing me say this, Yuan You sat down again.

said that it was a performance, but in fact it was just a cameo, used to fill the rest time of the main actors in the middle.

...

That's probably it, and that's it.

Yuan You's makeup was only a little corrected.

Yuan You, how are you doing?

Uh--I'd love to say yes, but it's not good, but I'm pretty much used to it, and who made it this way all the time, but I'm lucky that at least there are other companies willing to take me in.

I thought that Yuan You's situation would be very good.

Eight years, nothing has changed.

I also thought about what Li Luo and Shen Yun said yesterday.

They said that Yuan You was very persevering.

Is that what it is?

For a moment I didn't know what I was supposed to say.

...

Don't look at me with such an expression, I don't have anything to sympathize with, after all, I don't have any talent, and I don't have any talent, and it is a good result to be able to continue to mix in this circle.

...

In fact, I really wanted to inherit Sister Yili's dream at the beginning, take the stage instead of her, and sing the songs she wanted to sing instead of her, of course, I also planned to surpass you at the beginning.

Yuan You's tone was not sad, but it was definitely not a bland tone.

She stretched out her hand, fingers spread.

At first, I was full of energy, but in one year, two years, three years, I woke up in the fourth year, and I had been living in a dream, and I finally realized that I didn't have any talent at all, instead of anything, how could this kind of thing be done, although I didn't want to give up, but I had to accept the reality, of course, Luno you might be able to do it.

Can I do it?

She can't replace Yi Li, but can I replace her?

I didn't understand what she meant.

Yuan You laughed a few times, then shook his head.

――

Because to replace someone, then your talent must be above someone.

――

I heard words I didn't want to hear for a long time.

Talent.

Something that doesn't exist.

Black came flooding up.

Talent doesn't exist, only hard work and results, I don't have any talent.

Spoke without thinking.

What he thought in his heart aroused the feelings of the girl in front of him.

Don't say such things! Am I not trying hard enough? Am I doing something bad? Am I not paying enough?

In Yuan You's voice.

I recovered.

Looking at the girl in front of me who was constantly wiping her tears.

I do everything I can! But no one was able to approve of me! I put in twice as hard, three times as hard! Why don't I get anything, why!

The girl felt the pain and struggled in the abyss.

Not recognized by the world.

Hard work is not rewarded.

Human society is such an arrogant and unreasonable existence.

This girl is a victim of such a society.

Hold on to the dream, but that dream is just a dream after all.

I hugged the girl.

Gently hugged her.

――

Stop.

――

Dreams are pursued precisely because they are dreams, but sooner or later dreams will wake up one day.

Your dream has woken up, and there is no need to go on like this.

Afford it, put it down.

I don't want to deny other people's dreams.

Pleasure turns into pain, and there is no need for such a thing to continue.

She herself had already noticed that she had no talent for continuing.

Help her let go of her shattered dreams once and for all.

That's all I can do.

has done enough, Sister Yi Li's dream has already come true.

The girl who was holding her head by me stopped sobbing.

Slowly raised his head.

Luno... Thank you.

I let go of Yuan You.

I instantly understood what Yuan You meant by saying thank you.

Tried, tried, but failed.

It is to continue to move forward in the midst of failure, looking for future possibilities.

Or give up completely, and start from scratch to find future possibilities.

I don't know which one is right, but I do know which one is pain-free.

Looking at Yuan You, who has returned to normal.

A question popped into my mind.

Can you ask, why did you go on stage?

What Mom and Dad Expect? Own will? I don't remember it exactly, but at that time, I saw Sister Yi Li shining on the stage, I probably... What I'm talking about, I don't even know why I'm on stage, what I've been doing for so many years.

I don't know why I'm on stage, why I'm singing.

――

But Luno's song is very happy.

――

Heard something like this for the second time.

I'm on stage... Playing for my mom and dad, I'm like a marionette.

Will there be a relationship called happiness?

This kind of thing... How can it be.

My song is cursed.

Curse... Absolutely not, Luneau, why are you so denied yourself.

...

Self-denial.

If I hadn't been on stage, my father wouldn't have gone to prison, my mother wouldn't have been in the hospital, Yi Li wouldn't have committed suicide, Rena wouldn't have been framed by her father, and Shen Hua wouldn't have been squeezed out by the company and went down the wrong path.

If it weren't for me, none of them would have had any misfortune.

Source... The source of all this is me.

I'm sorry, I still have something to do today, so I'll go first.

Luno -

I walked out of the lounge.

Something very unpleasant came to mind.

It wasn't until today that I remembered the guilt I should bear.

The life of an unrelated person.

I've spent eight years now.

For the past eight years, my father was in prison and my mother was in the hospital.

I haven't seen them once.

I'm a person... Maybe a very cruel guy too.

――

All the way back to school.

When I came to school, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon.

I walked on the road for three hours.

When I reacted, I was already at the door of the ministry.

Today, Li Luo should not be there, he is going to see Yuan You with Shen Yun.

Take a break.

Pushing open the door, I was about to go into the department to read the book, but I saw a person I shouldn't have seen.

Li Luo?

His name was called.

The person staring at the computer quickly stood up when he heard my voice.

Luno chocolate yesterday, thank you very much.

Chocolate?

Luno, didn't you forget? You asked Ivan to hand me chocolate.

When I came to school this morning, I asked Ivan to hand over the chocolate to Li Luo.

After that, he went to Yuan You.

It's not that I forgot, it's just that I didn't react just now.

Well... Didn't forget.

It was so touching to receive a second chocolate, really appreciated.

Sure enough, I was very happy.

It was also because he wanted to say thank you to me, so he didn't go to Yuan You with Shen Yun?

What's wrong with you, Luno, you look so unhappy.

I shook my head.

It's nothing... It's just a bit of a long walk.

If you're tired, you can sleep here.

Sleep for a while?

If you're tired, just get some sleep.

According to Li Luo's words, he lay down.

But there was no intention of falling asleep.

Lying on my stomach, I looked at Li Luo.

Senior Li Luo, what do you say I feel about others?

On the surface, it looks like a vicious look and an unapproachable feeling, but in fact, after approaching, Luno gives people the feeling that it is easy to be deceived, too simple, and there is an illusion that you will believe what others say, although it is not good to doubt others, but it is even worse to believe everything and not doubt.

Suspicious of others?

I also said casually, don't care.

Will you lie to me?

No... I'm not a good liar and deceitful person, so don't worry, I'm a trustworthy person.

Is it worth believing?

Maybe it's really a little tired.

When I heard this, I was really sleepy.

He closed his eyes in a daze.

The sight fell into darkness.

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