After feeling Luno calm down, I let go of my hand. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Looking at the surrounding situation, the blow received by Le Nono was obviously quite hit.

In any case, it is impossible to continue the conversation today.

That's it for today, I'll come to you if I have the chance.

After saying this to Lenono, I pulled Luno out of the place.

Walking through the empty cloister, we walked outside the gates of the sanatorium.

In the dim light, I couldn't make out Luno's expression.

It's better not to see clearly.

What I've done is enough to go too far.

For her good?

This judgment is just like what Luno said, it is my subjective judgment.

Weak people are afraid of happiness and hurt when they touch cotton.

I think it's a good thing, but in her world, maybe it's not a good thing.

Get out of the way.

The lights still haven't gotten brighter.

The moon is also obscured by dark clouds.

The only thing that can illuminate our way forward is the faint light of the stars.

I stopped.

A familiar place.

Two years ago, I hugged Luno and asked her where she was in pain.

It was because of Luno's answer that I decided the direction I was heading in.

Although the results are not good, at least... At least, I don't regret it.

Does Luno remember this place?

Hearing my words, Luno looked around for a moment and nodded.

Do you remember it?

Luno, if you didn't panic and hesitate when it came time to make a life-changing decision, then the decision was definitely fake.

...

Maybe I'm not qualified to say that, Luno-

The words were not finished.

I felt the impact.

It's not an impact that can knock people flying.

It's just a simple hug.

But because it was so sudden, there was such a sense of impact.

Two years ago, I took the initiative to hug her, and now she takes the initiative to hug me.

It's changing, even if I don't know if it's for the better or the worst.

But it's probably not the first time I've been held by a girl like this.

At this time, just wait, just wait quietly.

What the hell am I talking about... What the hell am I doing... All the words I said were hurtful words, Mom and Dad, and my seniors, all the things I said hurt you.

I heard Luno's words.

The words were uttered with tears dripping from the ground.

Luno is not wrong, all you say is reality, blame others for the results you caused, that kind of person is just simple scum.

Am I not wrong? But these words should never be spoken, I know all these things, but why do I say them.

Luno... Let's go back today and rest.

Rest?

Sleep for a while, Kmira is still looking for you.

Hearing KMIRA's name, Luno gradually let go of her hand.

She looked at me.

kmira？

Come to think of it? That very beautiful beauty.

Come to think of it... Today I... Go back first.

I'll send you back, Luno.

――

After dropping off Luno home, I walked back to my apartment.

It's past seven o'clock now.

Ahh

I was injected with strange drugs, and I was so sad that I was going to die, and after being injected again, I recovered almost completely.

But it's just about the same, and I'm still feeling so tired.

I'll go sleep for a while, too.

Push open the door.

Something suddenly occurred to me.

I didn't remember until I met her in person.

Xiaohan, you're back.

Xiaohan, she's back today.

I forgot about it.

If you're coming back alone, you should probably call ahead and ask if she's going to pick her up at the airport.

Even if you ask, you can't go.

But at least be able to prove that you have not forgotten.

Oh hehe-hee - finally back?

Xiaohan, when did you come back today?

Xiao Han looked at the time.

I got home at four o'clock, what's wrong today, your door is not closed, it looks like you are in a hurry to go out, what happened?

There's a lot going on, and I don't think it's easy to explain.

Then let's eat something first, I looked at the contents of the refrigerator, you didn't eat well at all, did you?

I didn't eat a meal or two.

Rice is meant to be delicious, you know! Let's have a bite to eat, though I don't know if it's considered dinner.

Didn't feel hungry.

But I really haven't eaten a day today.

It's just that there are too many things, so you don't feel hungry, right?

Look at the dishes on the table.

Well... It's been a long time since I've eaten anything hot.

Picked up the chopsticks and took the first bite.

I didn't move a second time.

I didn't react, it was too strange to touch, so I didn't react.

Xiao Han sensed my abnormality.

What's wrong? Is there something wrong with the taste?

No, it was delicious, it tasted like ever, it was good.

It's weird, it's the first time you've said that's what I've done.

Why, I usually keep saying it, but you just forgot.

This time, I didn't stop my movements and finished a whole bowl of rice.

After eating a whole bowl of rice, I had to believe in the problem I was facing.

――

The sense of taste is gone.

――

Now I can't taste anything at all.

This is not at all to think about, it is definitely the sequelae caused by the drug.

Maybe it's just that the effects of the drug haven't worn off.

It's just that... If it's just the sense of taste, it's not a big deal to disappear... The question of it.

No—you can't think about it, you can't let other people know.

Looking at Xiao Han, who was washing the dishes.

In the past, when I encountered any trouble, I would communicate with Xiaohan.

Although under normal circumstances, you will not get much good help.

But at least one person to speak to.

Xiaohan... You say that a person suddenly shows another kind of personality, which is completely different from himself, for example, a very weak person who doesn't say much, and suddenly bursts out and tells the truth.

Dual personality?

It's not like it, it doesn't feel like a split personality, it's more like an emotional change.

That's bipolar affective disorder.

A new term was heard.

Since Xiao Han said it, then she must know it.

What is that? Mental illness?

It's similar to say that the disease is similar, anyway, it's a mood disorder, and normal people may not be exposed to much.

After explaining the mood disorder to me.

It dawned on me why the doctor had told Luno to take those drugs at the hospital.

Luno's PTSD has long since healed.

Now she is burdened with another obstacle she has encountered.

I finally got out of one obstacle, and then encountered another.

Is there no smooth road in a person's life?

What weird stuff are you thinking.

Xiao Han, who had finished washing the dishes, sat down across from me.

I accidentally said what I just said.

It's just that I feel like I've finally walked out of one obstacle and encountered another obstacle, which is really pitiful.

――

There are no four seasons in life, only the cold winter wilderness, if you don't wipe away the blood and tears that ooze, it will freeze into ice.

――

Xiao Han suddenly said a very realistic sentence.

Although it is somewhat difficult to understand.

I don't want to say anything more about Luno right now, so it's better not to talk about this matter to Xiaohan for the time being.

After all, Han and Luno are people who see each other often.

Let's change the subject.

What to change - let me think.

By the way - another guy I saw in the hospital.

Xiaohan, I've met the third female member of your game club.

Ha? Have you seen Ogi? How can it be.

Really, the first time I saw her, I thought she was an elementary school student.

Feed! That's a bit excessive! No matter how you look at it, at least there is a first year of junior high school.

... First.

The sixth grade of primary school and the first year of junior high school are only one year apart.

Probably aware of this, Xiao Han waved his hand.

It's a little small, but it's cute, isn't there anyone who likes this type?

Pedophilia? There is indeed such a perversion.

Feed! At least it's Lolita!

However, Xiao Di turned out to be the president of that super huge guild, which was really completely unexpected.

The Syrabein Guild, that union was also established because of Xiao Di, and it is getting bigger and bigger, which is just an accident.

Speaking of which, Xiao Han, you told me before that the people around Xiao Di are terrible? I've met a few people who feel very good, and they're all very nice people.

Let me guess, you're all meeting people from the Azure Knights, right, and if you're not mistaken, you're meeting Kmira right now, right?

There's nothing wrong with that.

Xiao Han sighed.

The group of people in the Blue Knights are all good guys, and their abilities are also very good, but when I say terrible guys, I mean the people who really surround Xiao Di.

The people who really surround Xiao Di?

――

The Azure Knights, they have only one KMIRA in power, and the rest are all in the army, you have to know how many senators Xiao Di has around him, and the KMIRA you see is only one of the few good people among them.

――

Are there few? But Kmira looks like it's a lot of power.

Kmira is the second only person after Xiao Di, and her authority is indeed very large, but in the entire Azure Knights, she is the only one who can have excellent political ability like her, and the others are only particularly capable in combat.

Alone? Isn't that dangerous?

Dangerous? That's not all.,At least Xiao Di still believes in kmira.,And kmira is also the head of the Azure Knights.,Although the scale of the current Azure Knights has been reduced a lot.,But there are still not many people who dare to offend Kmira head-on.,After all, the combat effectiveness of that regiment is still very strong.,The Blue Knights can also be regarded as the right guarantee of kmira and house.,After all, whoever controls the army has the right to speak.,Even in the game, the army is the core force.。

I don't quite understand what you're talking about, but it feels amazing.

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