Chapter 14: Survival and Meaning

"Xiut! Run! Reed shouted, woke up from his dream again, propped up his upper body and sat on the bed in a violent panting motion to relieve the tension in his whole body, although Reed had no breath to breathe at all. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info Reed still maintains many human habits, such as sleep, in fact, Reed doesn't need to sleep anymore, and he can recover more quickly by just meditating after mental fatigue, but how can Reed give up sleep, it is the only way Reed can see Xiut at present, even if it is just an illusory dream.

Reed just saw Xiut again, although he couldn't see the face clearly, but Reed was very sure that the person was Xiute, the bright smile, the bold laughter, is a beautiful memory that Reed will never forget, Reed just wanted to say hello to Xiute, the space suddenly stormed, and countless undead skeletons poured out around and crawled towards Xiut in the center, and in an instant, the zombie group flooded Xiut layer by layer like sea water, but Xiut did not struggle, but looked at Reed quietly, with a heartbreaking sad look, In the end, all the undead disappeared, and the whole picture was only the desperate gaze of Xiut, whose heartbroken eyes stabbed and burned Reed, and then the great sadness hit Reed's heart, pulling Reed back to the real world from the nightmare.

Where the hell have you been, Schut? Why can't I find you everywhere, you know, I miss you all the time, Xiut, I miss you so much......

Reed was in a daze and fell into his memories alone, when a familiar and flirtatious voice interrupted his musings, "Senior, you should know that ghosts are ghosts in the middle of the night, skeletons are not noisy or noisy, if skeletons want to be scary, the most they can do is rotate their skulls 180 degrees or 360, I recommend that you act according to the traditional skeleton code of conduct, and your ghost screaming is really not good." ”

There is probably only one person in the world who can call Reed a senior in a sarcastic tone, but Reed has no interest in messing with that person at the moment, "Emma, I'm not in the mood to listen to your jokes at all, unless you can tell me where he will be, and where I can find him." Emma jumped in from the window, found a chair and sat down to pour water and tea, and did not answer Reed's question, Reed knew, and Emma had no answer.

Reed was still in Barton County, and the time at the moment was about 2 or 3 o'clock in the morning the day after the return of the Wild Lion mission, because there were still some formalities to be handled for the recovery of the Moon Demon Wolf Hunt, and the long journey for several days made everyone very much in need of a good rest to relieve fatigue and restore strength, so Yara decided to leave for Tandin the next day. It's a pity that now it seems that Reed can't relax well, and it is difficult to see Hut Reed's heart is at peace, and the longer the time drags on, the more irritable Reed becomes, Reed is suddenly very scared, if there is no way to meet Xiut again in this life, then what should I do?

"Emma, do you think a 'creature' like me should continue to live, and what is the meaning of my life?" Emma glanced at Reed and replied impatiently, "I thought you knew it yourself, otherwise why would you ask about Shut Yet's whereabouts, why were you so angry in battle." ”

Reed was silent, Emma saw Reed like this, sighed, and spoke to Reed in a rare and serious way, "Since the day you woke up, you have only been doing one thing, which is to find your friend Xiut, and you only want to find him as soon as possible and do all your best to protect him, never let him be harmed, right?" ”

"Not only that, but you have subconsciously expanded this goal to not only protect Shut, but also all your friends, so that your friends can live well. You will remember the first morning of my arrival at the Lion, and you arrogantly warned me that I was forbidden to do anything against the members of the Lion, and that this behavior originated from you. The Principle of Protection', it can also explain why you become murderous and angry as soon as you encounter a teammate who is injured or threatened in battle, I can feel your bloodlust even with my eyes closed, that Moon Demon Wolf was deliberately robbed by me, and Buck was also deliberately let go by me, just I don't want you to be blinded by your own murderous heart. ”

I didn't expect Emma's actions these days to imply such a deep meaning, and the reason for restricting Reed's actions turned out to be to prevent Reed from falling into a situation where he couldn't extricate himself from killing, and Reed couldn't help but be very moved. Reed also wondered why he seemed to have become a little out of order these days, and the killing intent he exuded towards the enemy in battle was becoming more and more uncontrollable, and he was just instinctively acting according to the 'protective principle', no wonder he often had a huge urge to kill.

"In fact, you have long been clear about your goals and meanings, and now the confusion is just because you have not been able to get what you want, and your confidence has begun to waver, don't be defeated by appearances, don't be defeated by yourself, there are still many things in this world that are worth having and protecting."

That's right! If even I choose to give up, who else can help me? If I had given up, it would have been even more unlikely to succeed! Perseverance on the road of seeking, I believe that there will be a day of reunion with Xiute, Reed suddenly brightened, untied the knot in a good mood, Emma saw Reed smiled, so he also smiled and got up to leave, when he was about to walk to the door, Emma turned back to Reed and said, "This time to Tandin should be related to the 'Undead Invasion' incident, the Burning Karina has seen us, I won't go with Weilu, anyway, the new registration list of the Wild Lion has not been updated, I can not be counted as an official member." Be careful yourself, I tested Xiao Ye's tone, she said that she didn't feel anything abnormal when she helped you treat, since the healing technique can't detect your undead breath, I guess it shouldn't be a problem to enter Tandin. ”

"Yes, I'll be careful."

"Oh, also, the syndicate promised not to be an enemy of us, I believe that at least they will not blatantly deal with us, the big families are extremely credible, but there is no guarantee to make any small moves in secret, the warrior who fought against me, his purple transparent sword is condensed by his fighting spirit, the destructive power is strong, and it can also change the shape and length at will, so you will think that you have dodged the attack but are still injured, maybe there are other functions, it is more tricky, you must pay attention."

"Yes, I see."

"That's basically it, I'm leaving, bye."

Thank you, Emma, for helping me when I was most frustrated in my life, chatting with me and helping me out, you are also my good friend from now on, and when I find Xiut, I will introduce you to him, the enemy of the 'undead invasion' at that time, I promise to scare him, hehe.

Reed looked at Emma's departing back, and a smile appeared on his face again, thank you......