Chapter 179: Our Special Concert
This song of the star and moon myth is the best portrayal of Ruhan's feelings for Zhao Gang, from love at first sight when he first met, to the confession of both of them a few years later, to the cover up in front of people now, how can it not be "Although I breathe the breath of the same sky, I can't hug you"!
Standing on the stage, Ruhan and Zhao Gang sitting in the guest seat looked at each other, she could feel the deep affection in Zhao Gang's eyes, thinking back to four years ago, she fell in love with Zhao Gang at first sight, and experienced many things in between, it was the arrangement of fate that made them know each other's feelings after four years of suppression, maybe it was suppressed for too long, and the feelings broke out out of control, in the meeting of eyes, they only saw each other, and forgot that it was at a party scene attended by dozens of people. Just like the song "The most beautiful scene in my life is to meet you", the first meeting in Tianya Weekly four years ago is vivid, Ruhan has too much uncertainty and helplessness in her heart, she doesn't know, Zhao Gang gave him a short-lived love, or a promise to protect his life......
The party went very smoothly, each program was outstanding, Zhao Gang's songs, Ruhan's sketches, and Li Nan's cross talk all won bursts of applause from the scene. After the show, the game and lottery also set off a climax, colleagues are actively participating, in the VIP room on the first floor of the hotel, a comfortable smile is filled with everyone's face, Wang Shanjun praised Ruhan in front of everyone, saying that her program is reasonably arranged, and the host is excellent, Zhao Gang looked at Ruhan from a distance, and the love in his heart was much more.
After the party, the colleagues dispersed satisfied, Zhao Gang sent Ruhan home, Ruhan's excitement has not passed, and the singing is not enjoyable, Zhao Gang took Ruhan to a nearby KTV on a whim, ready to open a special concert for Ruhan.
"Husband, whose song do you like to listen to the most?" The two sat on the sofa, Ruhan leaned on Zhao Gang's shoulder, and asked in a coquettish voice.
"You guess, I guess you can guess." Zhao Gang glanced back at Ruhan and said with certainty.
"I guess you like to listen to Zheng Yuan's songs, because all his songs are played in your car, and I often listen to them. "Why can't people who love each other be together", "Passing by", "Cold River Snow" I like to listen to it, my husband sings a song Why can't people who love each other be together! I love hearing this! Ruhan asked, Zhao Gang nodded and agreed, picked up the remote control, and clicked the song.
"Why can't people who love each other be together, but it's replaced by memories, even if I forget jì time, I can't forget jì you, and I can't forget the sweet ...... we had"
Zhao Gang sang passionately with the microphone, not noticing that Ruhan behind him was already in tears, worried that Zhao Gang would see it, Ruhan went to the bag to find a tissue and wiped the tears on his face, this song deeply touched the pain that Ruhan couldn't tell people in her heart, the longer she was with Zhao Gang, the more she longed to stay with him, but she also clearly realized that this kind of thinking was just a luxury, Zhao Gang couldn't not have a home and children to be with her, and she wouldn't ask Zhao Gang to do that. Seeing her youth slipping from her fingers little by little, she could only spend her days waiting and looking forward to it, and dissolving her never-ending thoughts with a short reunion. She doesn't like such days, she wants a bright love under the sun, but in the past six months, Zhao Gang has been deeply implanted in her life, and if she wants to uproot him, it is equivalent to killing her.
After singing the song, Ruhanqiang squeezed out a smile and applauded Zhao Gang: "My husband sings so well!" Zheng Yuan's song is very suitable for you! ”
"yes, that's what I think too. I'm done singing, it's time for the baby to sing, what the baby wants to sing, help you order a song. Zhao Gang asked Ruhan with a smile.
"I sing Teresa Teng's "I Only Care About You", this song I sing the best, every time I come to KTV, this is my must-sing track." Ruhan replied without thinking, she likes Teresa Teng's songs, and this song is her favorite, the difference is that this time, she can finally sing to her beloved, instead of thinking about him in her heart.
While Ruhan was singing, Zhao Gang sang to the climax while playing the beat, holding the microphone and singing with Ruhan: "Let time pass in a hurry, I only care about you, and I am willing to feel your breath...... So I beg you, don't let me leave you, I can't feel the slightest affection except you......"
The two looked at each other at close range, and each other's hearts were expressed vividly in this song, Ruhan could feel that Zhao Gang was singing very emotionally, and vaguely saw that there was a crystal light in his eyes, which was extremely moving.
After singing this, the two sang two songs each, seeing that the time was very late, Ruhan Jian yì sang a male and female duet song and left, Zhao Gang gave the choice to Ruhan, Ruhan chose a classic old song, Mao Ning and Yang Yuying's "Heart Rain", Zhao Gang agreed. When singing "Think about you, think about you, think about you, miss you for the last time, because tomorrow I will be someone else's bride, let me miss you for the last time", Ruhan still couldn't help crying, Zhao Gang didn't know why, and hurriedly put down the microphone to coax her: "What's wrong, baby?" Why are you crying? ”
"Husband, I'm uncomfortable, I'm so afraid, I'm afraid that one day we will be like the song sings, you don't want me anymore, I will marry someone else with pain." Ruhan's pear blossom with rain's little face was even more delicate and moving, which made Zhao Gang feel distressed for a while.
"No, no matter what happens, my husband won't want you, this situation in the song won't happen to us, you just need to treat it as a song, don't think about it. Look at you, so much sentimentality, it's almost Lin Daiyu! Zhao Gang helped Ruhan wipe away the tears on his face and said with a smile.
"Is what my husband said true? Don't lie to me, lie to me that it's this big turtle! Ruhan said while gesturing, listening to Zhao Gang's words, she felt a lot more comfortable.
"Good! Don't worry, if you deceive people and become a turtle bigger than this big man, I will have no complaints. Seeing Ruhan who broke into tears and laughed, Zhao Gang felt funny in his heart, Ruhan's innocence made him like it in his heart, just a few words, it made her so happy. If you are with Yu Manli or Zhang Nan, I am afraid that you will not be able to exchange a bank card with a 6-digit deposit for such a warm and intimate smile.
Zhao Gang took Ruhan and held her in his arms, rubbing his chin against her soft black hair, so happy that his whole heart was about to melt, he couldn't imagine that in this world, who cared more about himself than the girl in front of him! In her heart, there are such pure and beautiful feelings that people can't bear to blaspheme anymore.
Thinking of this, Zhao Gang changed his plan, he originally planned to send Ruhan away and then go to Manli, but he didn't want to do it at this time, this night, he wanted to accompany Ruhan well.
"Dad, Dad, answer the phone......" Just when the two were in love, Zhao Gang's mobile phone rang, this ringtone was Zhao Wenjun's exclusive ringtone, Zhao Gang let go of Ruhan, took out his mobile phone and picked it up.
"Wenwen, why haven't you slept so late!" Zhao Gang asked softly, showing his love as a father.
Seeing Zhao Gang answer the phone, Ruhan turned off the music so that he could hear it more clearly.
"Daddy is singing outside, what? Do you miss your dad? I don't know what Zhao Wenjun said, Zhao Gang asked.
"Wenwen, don't worry, go to bed first, Dad will go home later, tomorrow morning when you get up, you will see Dad, okay?" After listening to Zhao Gang's words, Ruhan guessed that Zhao Wenjun must have said that he missed his father.
Ruhan couldn't bear to delay any longer, put on his coat, picked up Zhao Gang's clothes, and motioned for him to leave together. Zhao Gang followed behind her while talking, coaxed the child a few more words, and hung up the phone.
"Baby, I wanted to accompany you today, but Wenwen said that he missed me, I really can't bear to refuse him, I'd better go home." Zhao Gang said discussed.
"It's okay, it's important to accompany the child, I'm such an adult, I won't be jealous with the child, go back, don't worry about me, you sing with me, I'm already very happy!" Ruhan was reluctant to Zhao Gang, but he couldn't bear to embarrass him, so he said thoughtfully.
"Baby, you are so nice and sensible. I'll send you home, and when I have time tomorrow, I'll go to the company to look for you. Zhao Gang habitually pinched Ruhan's little nose again, took her hand, and walked out together.
It can be seen that Zhao Gang was a little anxious, the car drove quickly, and when he arrived at the door of Ruhan's house, when Ruhan got out of the car, he immediately drove away, and did not watch her go upstairs like every time. Ruhan didn't mind, she knew very well that in a man's heart, the most important person is always his child. When the two were chatting, Zhao Gang said very frankly that Zhao Wenjun would always be the NO in his heart
1. No one can replace it.
When he got home, Zhao Wenjun hadn't slept yet, and when he saw Zhao Gang coming back, he rushed over like crazy, Zhao Gang picked up his son and kissed him fiercely on his puffy little face, the silky feeling was like a very good face.
Zhao Gang coaxed his son for a while and told him a story before carrying him to bed. Liu Chunyan was still expressionless, and she didn't even want to say a word when she saw him.
put his son on the big bed, and seeing Liu Chunyan with a straight face, Zhao Gang felt bored, so he went to sleep on the small bed alone. Lying on the bed, unable to sleep for a long time, at the party, the scene of looking at Ruhan affectionately has been flashing in his mind, in the pocket of his jacket, is a deflated balloon, which was given to him by Ruhan on stage when he sang, he was reluctant to throw it away, secretly went to the bathroom, deflated the balloon and stuffed it into his bag, as a witness to that beautiful moment. This night, he had insomnia, and Zhao Gang could feel more and more that his feelings for Ruhan had changed, and he had too much pity and reluctance for Ruhan. His heart has always been very conflicted and entangled, and he didn't even dare to be too good to Ruhan, for fear that she would fall deeper and deeper, but he couldn't give her anything.