Chapter 5 Sign 127
After that, FEX gave us a lot of advice, such as the position of the stage and the combination of movements. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
This director is quite conscientious, and his attitude is quite good.
Walk off the stage.
We were surprised to hear the staff say something to us.
Great work!
Xiao Han reacted very quickly.
Great work, hard work!
After reacting, Luno and I also followed Xiaohan and said together, hard work.
This is also etiquette.
After returning to the room, the staff told us about the official performance the day after tomorrow.
And some details were said.
After that, we were told that today's rehearsal was over and we could go to rest.
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Turn off the power of the device.
The whole afternoon was spent in waiting.
I'm so tired, maybe I can't say that, but what's the reason for being so tired?
If it's okay today, I'll go first.
Luno quit as always.
Retire... Maybe it's not appropriate.
After Luno left, there were only two people left in the room, me and Xiaohan.
Xiao Han, who is on the stage today, is really a little abnormal.
Okay to ask.
That, are you alright?
Alas... What can happen.
In response to my question, Xiaohan sorted out his backpack and responded to me simply.
In this state, I guess I remembered something unhappy.
It's not like I've never seen her in such a state before.
Did you think of something unhappy? Can you tell me about it?
What's the use of talking to you, and it's nothing to be unhappy about... Nothing unhappy.
Is it because Fex doesn't agree with your music?
I think you've heard what I hate the most, and I won't be happy when the things I hate are recognized.
Tell me what it is.
Xiao Han's hand that was sorting out his backpack was put down.
How to say it.,It's probably a little unwilling.,I thought it would become a feature.,And the characteristics of being able to stand side by side with the song.,But it's completely inferior to the singer's singing.,And it's a huge, very big gap.,As a creator.,Of course, it's quite unhappy.,But the gap in strength and talent is also a matter of no choice.。
Xiao Han's words are only half said, and I can still judge this.
The other half of the important words, she didn't say.
I was lying on my chair and stood up.
Is the reason for the unhappiness related to my uncle?
Why did you think of him?
If you were born into a musical family, you will hate music, and it is your parents' fault no matter how you think about it.
Maybe it's my fault.
You're not someone who grew up drinking the northwest wind.
What you hate is what you hate, and what you don't like is what you don't like, and that's something you can't do, although it's true that it's caused by the environment.
Sure enough, it was exactly what I thought.
Xiaohan is a person, and everything else doesn't matter.
Except for parents, a person who doesn't care.
This is the only reason that can make her unhappy to this point.
Is there a relationship between father and daughter, mother and daughter?
I don't know why, but looking at Xiao Han, I thought about what happened to Luno.
Thinking about it this way, none of the three of us are intact.
Luno's family is shattered, and the family hates each other, perhaps the worst.
I have been separated from my family for a long time.
I have long been accustomed to living alone, and the existence of my parents has long been inevitable.
Is this independence?
That's not the case, don't confuse isolation with independence!
Forcing the child to live alone and in isolation, and to become an adult, to be independent from dependence on parents, is a completely different concept.
Perhaps in the eyes of the outside world, our parents are scum, bad parents who don't take care of their children.
But why, if we hear outsiders say this about our parents, we will still be angry, it has nothing to do with it early on, we are isolated, not asked, and discarded at will, but why, there is no such feeling of hatred at all.
Na... Xiaohan, why do you say we are not angry with our parents at all? Obviously, the two of us grew up as if we were abandoned, and we didn't feel any so-called parental love.
I was slapped on the back.
I didn't feel the pressure, but I still felt the pain.
That's not right.
What's wrong, I don't know the situation on your side, but on my side, let alone love, it's a question of whether I can talk every year, but why even if it's such a parent, I haven't resented it at all.
Can you live to this point, grow so big, and be so healthy, do you really think it has nothing to do with your parents?
It doesn't matter, right? After all, they all came alive alone.
Idiot! You're not a clone, you didn't jump out of a rock, your parents gave more than you think, and just because you don't notice it doesn't mean you don't.
It's still your parents, I'll come back to see you once in a while, much better than my parents who can't see you for a year or two, at least... They still care about you... Wait a minute, the reason you hate music, won't it be... Xiaohan, you don't think that music is the reason that separates your family.
How can it be! The reason why I hate it, it's just that I don't like this thing, you have to know that the reason why I can play so many musical instruments is that my father has used musical instruments as toys for me to practice since I was a child, and I am disgusted when I practice too much, so I hate it!
That's right.
What would Xiao Han do if something happened to Luno?
Looking at Xiao Han, I thought about this question.
Anyway, it happened to me, and I couldn't imagine it.
By the way, let's ask Xiaohan's opinion.
Xiaohan... That one... Ask a question.
What's the problem?
What if, what if, if you have a conflict within your family and then cause irreparable consequences, and then you haven't seen your parents for more than ten years?
If you don't meet, you won't meet, what else?
Apathetic attitude?
It's not like that, the parents' business is the parents' business, and if it has nothing to do with you, you don't need to be on one side.
What if this is something that develops and deteriorates with you at its core?
You don't want to say that the responsibility is mine, do you? What are you kidding, even if it is my parents, if I do something wrong, I will never be able to share it for them.
Distinguish yourself from others?
Isn't that something to be taken for granted? What if the core is yourself? It's their mistake, forcibly pulled to themselves, what's the point? What's the use of making yourself more unpleasant?
That's the truth, but there are also people who can't figure it out, and how to say, if it were you, would you resent your parents?
No.
Accidentally.