Chapter 42: Contradictions

No matter how bumpy the road ahead is, gritting his teeth, Lu Yan has to go on, this is his original choice, judging from today's results, the past choice is not so bad.

Compared with Kou Zhenhai when you were young, he was a little lucky, at least he could see a few footprints on this road, these footprints of different shades can always remind him that the end of the road is by no means a cliff or a dead end, but in just a moment, this not much thankful thought popped up in his mind, Kou Zhenhai can turn back, but he has no such opportunity, unless he is ready to completely give up the road of being an actor.

But similar thoughts were then put to the back of his mind, no matter what, the current situation was much better than when he was a group performer, at least he didn't have to think about how to save a few cents for a lunch meal, and at the same time, he was finally closer to the dream that seemed out of reach in his heart and could only be buried deep in order not to be ridiculed.

No dream is not the most terrible, be content with the status quo, live easily every day, it is also a positive attitude towards life, the most terrible thing is to forget the ideal, and even feel that this is a ridiculous and sad thing, Lu Yan had a period of helplessness and had to succumb to the status quo, but Da Liu's back was like a thunder in his ears, which completely woke him up, making him have to remember that he was still young, and he had to fight no matter what.

"So what is the essence of your performance?" In the end, Lu Yan asked a question that was still confused.

"What is acting? In the final analysis, it is you who play someone else, other people's feelings and habits, if you want to play a role well, you must first be able to understand him, and then you can imagine and perform, you are ready to do what you should do, and the rest is the time to test your skills. The art of controlling the accumulation of life can transform the emotions that the character should have, and finally transform it into performance.

In the performance, the clichΓ© is the action, and it is also the most unavoidable, the action is visible to the audience, and it is also the most impressive, what do you do? This is the essence of the action, and it can also be said to be the starting point of filming, if you can't figure this out, you don't have to say anything else, and the second is why you do it? You read the script, but the audience didn't read the script, you have to be able to show the purpose of your actions, and the third is how to do it? This is the most important thing, you think about one thing, but it's another thing to make it, this is the fault of many young people and old criminals, they always feel that they can act better, in fact, the level is not enough, and the lines are also a truth.

Action, not only how to express your expression, how to move your arms and legs, but also your psychology, in the jargon is the internal action, the posture is unnatural, the expression of emotions is delicate enough is the key, in fact, it is not without tricks, first of all, the common actions in your life should be natural and smooth, which requires you to pay attention when performing, and you can't stretch up and down, just like the helmsman on the boat, the acrobat who steps on the tightrope, there are no other selfish thoughts, and you have to understand what the original intention of acting is. ”

"What about the inner action?"

"Oh, look, or want to find a trick, then I'll tell you to hear, but, the words first, the shortcut is not necessarily easy to go, don't blame me when you suffer, want to control the inner movements, the most effective way is to really control your ears, nose, eyes, and even all that can be used, to really see, really listen, really do, really think, the whole body and mind are engrossed in it, so that they can move, give them a variety of different uses, get the most accurate feeling, these as long as you sit down, Naturally, you can create a variety of different answers, and only when you have a number in your mind can you confuse the real with the false.

Here comes the question of the authenticity of the performance, how to establish a sense of realism? This goes back to what I told you at the beginning, experience, directly or indirectly, your own and other people's can do, and imagination and creativity, the latter is the most important, you can't think of it, you can't act it. ”

In the process of communication, there will inevitably be a series of judgments and feedback attitudes triggered by your own feelings and attention, and then there will be changes in adaptation, and eventually there will be new actions Such a process, not only the communication with others, but also your inner activities, imaginary people or things will get feedback in the process of your performance, which is what I call continuous attempts, in the process of performance, The exchange of your reason and feelings, to put it bluntly, is the negation of another idea by one thought, the inhibition of one thought by another thought, the change of one judgment to another, just like the spear and the shield, and how the spear and the shield are finally solved depends on your own experience, just like the Gongsun Zhi you played, it can't be like a blank sheet of paper, every role is multifaceted, this is the inner contradiction of the character, you have to choose, and there is also the contradiction of the character's identity............."

"Thank you so much, Mr. Li, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid I'd still be bumping around like a headless fly" When the sky was about to wipe black, Lu Yan ended his chat with Li Mingqi, he wanted to stand up, but because he got up violently, halfway through, another butt fell to the ground, and the collision between his buttocks and the ground made a solid muffled sound.

Li Mingqi sat in front of her, only to feel that a black shadow flashed in front of her, and a living person "plopped" almost sat on her feet, and her heart was shocked, but she immediately reacted, Lu Yan probably squatted for too long, and her feet were unconscious, and she saw that Lu Yan was wrapped in a thick down jacket that was wrapped in the crook of her legs in addition to the costume she was wearing, thinking that the young man should be fine, and said, "Oh, what's the matter?" Come, sit down for a while. ”

"It's too fierce" Lu Yan hurriedly supported the ground with his hands and sat on the chair handed over by Li Mingqi, he didn't plan to stay in the Condor crew for long when he came, except for a few close-fitting clothes, he didn't take anything else, and he couldn't keep it dirty and frozen.

The crew watched the work call it a day, except for the one who had a scene at night, basically walked around, no one expected Lu Yan to come to such a show, just because he was still filming, although many people caught a glimpse, but they didn't dare to speak loudly, Zhang Jizhong was thinking about the other crew, and noticed that the crew had a little fluctuation, swept his eyes, quickly put down the work in his hand, and strode towards Lu Yan.

"What's wrong, did you fall?" Before he could get in front of him, Zhang Jizhong asked, if there is a problem with Lu Yan, delaying the shooting is still a trivial matter, and taking responsibility is the trouble, he sees it very clearly, it is one thing to have a good relationship, but everything is mixed and the money is paid, and no matter how ironclad the friendship is, it must be put aside first.

Lu Yan smiled and said, "Hey, I didn't expect that my weight in Producer Zhang's heart is quite heavy, in fact, it's not a big deal, it's just that I have been squatting for too long, and my legs are numb, and it will be fine after a while." ”

Zhang Jizhong nodded, he was also not at ease, the weather was cold, the skin was rough, he was not afraid of 10,000, he was afraid of what happened, seeing that Lu Yan really didn't look like a big deal, he smiled and said: "What you think is quite beautiful, I'm afraid that the shooting will be delayed, come on, I'll go over first, let's go eat something first, I'll be busy at night for a while." ”

"Cheng, Producer Zhang, you are busy first, don't worry about me"

After sitting for a while, he saw that Gao Hu was walking this way just after filming, stood up, and said, "Let's go, eat something together." ”

"Hey, I saw you sitting on the ground earlier, what do you mean, to have fun with everyone?" Gao Hu saw that he didn't have anything else to do except for the position of the butt of the down jacket, so he joked half-jokingly.

"Chengxin looks at the joke, right, I've waited for you for so long, I'm blind"

"If you want to say that, don't expect me to appreciate it, wait for me to be fake, wait for the car to be true" The two said hello to Li Mingqi, changed their clothes, got into the car, and Gao Hu continued: "With your current value, if you don't buy a car for fun, I don't understand, rely on two legs all day long, is it interesting, pretending to be high and not having such a play, right?" ”

Lu Yan laughed twice, the meaning of which is self-evident, if he had that spare money, he would have bought it a long time ago, not to mention that he didn't have a certificate.

"Hey, what are you laughing at, I'm serious, don't say anything else, just take a play, at least it will cost 200,000, right?"

Lu Yan glanced at him and said, "It's good that you think about it, I have to have a drama to take over, and pay back 200,000 yuan, now I just want to make up for the hole I owe first." ”

"Why, listen to what you mean, you still owe a lot of money, no, you haven't done anything big, how can you still owe money?" Gao Hu was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about it carefully, Lu Yan didn't have any use for money at all.

Lu Yan smiled bitterly and rubbed his brows, and said: "It's not the time I was injured, Liu Tao's mother estimated that I couldn't be cured, and I lost 500,000 yuan to be counted as two clears. ”

"Hey, you just have fun, no matter how much money you have, it's not better than An Ansheng, but if you want me to say, since it's all for you, you can take the flowers, they can still say a way, if you have a bargain, don't take advantage of the bastard, don't tell me that you will be hospitalized before and after you give you free, it's reasonable, the money for this hospitalization injection shouldn't be on you" He knew the cause and effect of Lu Yan's injury, but he didn't know that there was such a thing in it, but he always felt that he was too sorry for himself if he didn't take anything.

"Li'er is this Li'er, but when I was hospitalized, it was the crew's money, you also know my temper, you didn't see it at the time, it was like giving charity, I just couldn't get used to her mother's face, how much advantage she took me, I don't know how good the money is? 500,000 ah, to be honest, I've never seen so much money in my life, but I just don't want people to look down on me, I just fucking eat bran and swallow vegetables, at least live happily" Lu Yan's mood suddenly rose a little, this was the pimple in his heart, even if it was Jiang Xin, he didn't miss a breath.

Gao Hu first gave a thumbs up, and then realized that something was wrong, and frowned and said, "No, did you first say that you paid back the 500,000?"

Lu Yan smiled dryly and silently, and said, "No." ”

"Oh, you're blowing a breath for me here, dragging your fucking twenty-five or eighty thousand, and the money is still in your hands at the end?"

"At that time, there was an emergency, so I used it..."

"It doesn't matter then, with your current value, the two scenes will not be over in a hurry" He didn't pay attention to it, how popular Lu Yan was, he knew very well as a bystander, as long as he didn't be so picky, he could earn it back in a few months.

Lu Yan looked disdainful: "Vulgar! Substance! His big hand waved in the air, as if the village chief was speaking, sonorous and powerful: "Do you know why you are not popular, first of all, your ideological attitude is not correct, the great man has a saying, if you want to get rich, build roads first, every sentence is for a vulgar person like you, and besides, I have such a big wrist, can any cat and dog crew be invited, at least not at least fifty or sixty million investments.......

Gao Hu was stunned by Lu Yan's imposing speech, he was really going to listen carefully, but after listening to the second half of the sound, he immediately knew that he was being swept again, and slammed the brakes, almost making the generous Lu Yan eat.

He snorted: "Get out of the car, our flat-headed little people's broken car can't hold a wrist like yours." ”

"Hey, this person has also learned to declare personal vendettas"

Lu Yan took a look, there was a small restaurant on the side of the road, and after a while, it was already the place to eat, and the two of them used to sit in the food stalls every day, and they didn't pay much attention to eating, as long as they weren't hungry.

"You wait a minute, I'll go buy something" got out of the car, Lu Yan happened to see a small supermarket diagonally opposite the hotel, greeted Gao Hu, and ran over.

Although Gao Hu was quite puzzled in his heart, he didn't open his mouth to ask, Lu Yan sometimes didn't look very obtrusive, and always made some jokes that were not big or small, but his own affairs were clearly planned in his heart, and the most helpless thing was that even if he didn't say anything, basically no one could disrupt his own plan with words, and it could even be said that he was quite stubborn.

Gao Hu sat in the hotel first, and waited for a while to see Lu Yan come back, still holding a pen in his hand, an arithmetic book used by a primary school student, and said: "I ordered two catties of dumplings, I thought you were making up something, what are you buying this for?" ”

Lu Yan sat opposite him, and didn't ask what stuffing he wanted, but lay down thinking about what Li Mingqi said before, and said, "Of course it's a big thing." ”

Li Mingqi was basically incoherent when he said it, and the amount of information before and after was not small, he was afraid that he would forget, and now while he still has an impression, he doesn't care if it's right or wrong, let's write it down first, and then say, when will such an opportunity not be able to meet again, if you really forget something, there is no place to cry if you regret it.

"Come on, you, I haven't seen a person who does big things and writes something from an elementary school student's arithmetic book", after waiting for a while, seeing that Lu Yan was still writing by himself, Gao Hu couldn't help but be curious no matter how patient he was, poked his head out, and glanced at it roughly, to be honest, Lu Yan's words are not very good-looking, maybe the only thing he can get his hands on is probably his own name, but this does not affect him to identify the specific content of Lu Yan's writing, but after seeing it clearly, he was silent for a while and sat back silently.

To say that he has no idea in his heart, it is a lie, sometimes he feels that he is quite pathetic, two good friends, now one is more beautiful than the other, he is alone, bad things one after another, and he doesn't know what sins he did in his previous life, but looking at Lu Yan in front of him, he suddenly felt that it was not for nothing that the other party could be popular.

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