Chapter 452: Venting
"Why...... Why did I lose so completely...... Why?" A path that winds up the impure mountain, Xiao Yan walked slowly and muttering to himself.
I saw that his eyes hardly had any sparkle, there was no expression on his face, and his steps were weak, and the whole person looked like a piece of walking corpse, like a shell that had lost his soul.
The entire county of Longhua County is full of discussions about Xiao Ming and Ruolan's marriage, Xiao Yan doesn't want to listen to any childhood sweethearts, listen to what talented women look like, only when they come to this quiet and uninhabited impure mountain can they be completely avoided. It's just that when he really came to this kind of place where no one was around, Xiao Yan felt even more lonely and lonely.
There was no talk in his ears, no one saw him, only a few emotionless trees, just a few little ant-like insects crawling around. It seemed that only Xiao Yan was left in the world, as if the whole world had abandoned him. This feeling will only make Xiao Yan feel more and more lonely and sad, and more and more sinking.
Of course, Xiao Yan didn't think of getting out of this state.
Out of this state, where can he go?
Go home?
As soon as I got home, I could see my father's expectant eyes, family honor, and then followed by choice, Ruolan's happiness and family honor?
This choice is hard!
It's so difficult that even if it's a smart person like Xiao Yan, he doesn't know how to choose at all.
On the one hand, it is the honor of the family, the expectant eyes of the father and the eldest brother, and on the other hand, the happiness of the girl he likes. The palms of his hands and the backs of his hands are full of meat, and he doesn't give up there.
Although Ruolan doesn't like him, but he really likes Ruolan and likes a person, doesn't he just watch her happy?
Xiao Yan didn't know when he would have this kind of thought, since after the defeat to Xiao Ming in the Wind and Rain Bridge, or from when Ruolan rejected him on her birthday at the beginning. He didn't know, he only knew that he didn't have a chance, and the most he could give was just to work hard to make Ruolan happy and happy.
However, it is a simple idea now, and it doesn't seem to work.
He and his family had conflicting interests.
If before, before he didn't like any girl, he chose between the interests of the family and others, he would definitely choose the interests of the family, and there was no hesitation at all.
It's just that since when did you become so hesitant?
From liking Ruolan?
From Ruolan rejected herself again and again.
The more you can't get something, the more you want to get it?
So when did he start to like Ruolan more and more, and until now, he can't bear to hurt her? I don't seem to have anything to do with Ruolan at all, only a few intersections of the Olympiad battlefield, school, and impure mountain. So why, why do you want to like Ruolan desperately, and it is developing with a trend of getting more and more liked?
Why?
Why?
Xiao Yan asked himself again and again, introspected again and again, trying to find a reason to convince himself, and wanted to find a reason to get rid of this tangled relationship.
But do you really need a reason to like someone?
Will he be able to find it?
Three days to tell Xiao Yan that he couldn't find it, he just wanted to be good to Ruolan from the beginning, he just wanted to see the girl's beautiful smile, he just wanted to see the girl's smile.
However, from the moment he took the initiative to pursue this girl, he seemed to have changed his mentality.
From the simple liking at the beginning, it has become more and more liking......
confessed, fought for her......
It's all because I like that girl more and more, I want to get closer and closer to that girl, and I want to be more nice to that girl.
However, what about the result.
What is the result of all this self-righteousness that can be caused by the girl's happy behavior?
The result?
As a result, it seems that he is getting farther and farther away from that girl, and he doesn't make the girl happier and happier, but because of his own joining, he adds a lot of trouble to the girl, as if he is pushing the girl more and more to the side of the rival.
It was the result of the First World War that made the girl finally know true love.
It was the result of the First World War, and he was defeated.
Is all this self-inflicted?
But is it wrong?
I just want to be more nice to that girl, I just want to be wronged by that girl, I just want that girl to be happy, there's nothing wrong with that?
I'm not at fault at all!
Is it wrong to like someone?
If he didn't lose to Xiao Ming in that battle, what would the result be?
The result must be that he is with the girl he likes, happy and happy together?
But will the girl be happy?
"Ahhh
The more I thought about it, the more I didn't understand, and the more unclear it became, Xiao Yan finally couldn't help the depression in his heart and broke out. Suddenly, I saw the pen in his hand stabbing indiscriminately, messing around, and spreading out in all directions.
Boom Boom!
Boom! Boom!
The trees and stones of the Impure Mountain were all damaged, and countless trees and large stones were quickly destroyed under Xiao Yan's outburst.
Xiao Yan he needs to vent, he needs to vent, he needs a place where he can vent. And now this impure mountain with no one is where he vents.
He didn't deliberately use any moves, he just used his strongest strength to vent the power in his body. Equations, Four Operations, Simple Addition and Subtraction, Circles, Squares, Straight Lines, Curves, Ancient Poems, Five-Character Quatrains, Seven-Character Quatrains, Rhythmic Poems, Ancient Texts......
Everything that Xiao Yan knew was all cathartic without any rules.
He didn't deliberately ask for anything, he just tried to vent. Under such venting, he didn't realize that his energy use had actually become more proficient, and some of his deficiencies had been made up.
But Xiao Yan doesn't care, he doesn't care at all, he doesn't care about this, he just works hard, like this, he can vent the contradictions and depression in his heart all at once.
In such a state, he didn't even realize that his destructive power was so strong, that large patches of trees were flying and shattering under his strength, and large pieces of stones were also annihilated under his attack. The terrifying sixth-grade powerhouse was able to play the strongest under Xiao Yan's almost crazy state.
But that's not important.
The important thing is that Xiao Yan vented like this, and at some point, a figure was about to cross the sky, and when he saw such a scene, he was curious and stayed not far away.
He was a man, a handsome man, his eyebrows, his nose, and his eyes seemed to be specially customized by the Creator, and placed on his face in the golden ratio, making him look so alluring and handsome.
But these are not the most important things, the most important thing is that this man seems to have come down from the sky, he does not stay on the ground, his body is completely suspended half a meter above the ground. Just this moment reflects his unfathomable cultivation. He didn't even need to fly with a royal pen, he could hang in the air just by himself, and this kind of cultivation could only be achieved by cultivation above the realm of junior high school students.
If Xiao Yan saw it now, I am afraid he would be extremely surprised.
It's just that he is not in the mood at all, and continues to vent, shouting why, why and so on.
And seeing Xiao Yan, a good-looking young man, saying these words, the curiosity in the eyes of this man who fell from the sky became stronger and stronger.
In his opinion, Xiao Yan doesn't seem to be a stupid person with mental problems, if he is stupid, I'm afraid he won't be able to cultivate in the sixth grade.
So what made Xiao Yan so depraved?
Hit hard?
He watched curiously as Xiao Yan vented to the point that he didn't have any strength at all, and then puffed and sat on the ground.
......
"Why, why, why haven't you forgotten ......?"
Xiao Yan was tired and lay directly on the potholed ground, and he didn't care how dirty the ground was, he was lost and depressed. The expected venting did not take away his negative emotions, but because everything was vented, the contradictions in his head became clearer and clearer.
An unprecedented sense of frustration and powerlessness came to his heart, making the pain in Xiao Yan's eyes thicker and thicker. But at this moment, a voice suddenly came from above Xiao Yan's head.
"This classmate, what's so unsightly?"
The man who fell from the sky walked over slowly, but this friendly greeting startled Xiao Yan.
"Are you...... Ah......h
Xiao Yan was so frightened that he immediately wanted to stand up, but just after using a little strength, he felt his muscles cramp immediately, and he fell to the ground with a pop.
"This classmate doesn't have to be nervous, I don't have any malicious intent, I'm just passing by here and seeing you like this, I'm just curious. Seeing Xiao Yan like this, this man immediately knew Xiao Yan's worries and hurriedly explained.
And such a sentence finally calmed Xiao Yan down a little. However, what can he do if he is not calm, he is now powerless, even a second-grade elementary school student can kill him, and he has no power to resist.
"You, who are you?"
Xiao Yan finally saw the man in front of him who was more handsome than him, and after a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, he still asked with some vigilance.
The man smiled, his smile was so good-looking, and then he didn't hold back anything, and sat up directly beside Xiao Yan: "I'm just an ordinary person passing by here, but my curiosity is a little heavy, and I am a little curious to see your strange movements, little brother." ”
"What's the matter? What has happened to the little brother, if you will, you can tell me, a stranger, about it. There are some things that may be wrong if you hold it in your heart?" This person was full of a smile that made people involuntarily feel good.
This smile didn't know if it had magic or something, which made Xiao Yan's wary eyes disappear at once.
"This ...... Can you tell you?"
Xiao Yan looked up at the sky, and a line of geese in the blue sky flew by slowly, in fact, at this time, Xiao Yan really needed someone to talk to, and he was also very easy to trust people at this time.
The exterior faded, but in fact, Xiao Yan was just a kind-hearted teenager.
The man grinned: "Of course, I like to listen to other people's worries the most, and if the little brother has any troubles, just say it to make me happy." The man looked very curious.