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Time is a wonderful thing, and some surprise or sorrow that seems so unbearable in the present moment of the past will eventually return to dullness as the days pass like drops of water, and may leave some traces to prove that it did exist, and there are certain things, which will be accompanied by the ticking of bells or the flow of the hour hand day and night, and gradually become a habit, accustomed to an action that has no meaning in itself, accustomed to a certain good or bad phenomenon, Accustomed to the existence of a certain person who is hated in a certain period of time but not disgusted in a certain period of time, slowly, what has been accustomed to and what is used to it are gathered in a pile, probably life.

"Yo, did I go to the wrong door?"

The tables, chairs and benches are still the original objects, and the furnishings are still in their original form, but they are like a little more, and each one by one is shining with the same light.

"It's not that you're going to the wrong door, it's that I'm going wrong, you open your eyes and see, how long have I been walking? You can't take some time to clean up" It's a strange feeling, as soon as Lu Yan stepped into the door, although she hadn't seen anyone or listened to the sound, she knew that he was back, so she didn't come out of the bathroom, but just ran out with a voice: "Didn't you say you would come back at noon?" By the way, be careful, I just mopped the floor, don't get dirty. ”

But I don't look at it, and I feel that it's not very real in my heart, when I can't meet, there is such a silhouette in my heart, and the remaining blood and flesh are filled by the understanding of the past, and in the occasional idle time, I always look forward to time to pass faster, and then faster, but when I really get to the front, I don't look forward to it so much, what difference can it be? Just poked his head out, swept it, and retracted it again, confirming the original conjecture, and there was really no change.

"Bang la la"

The mop and the noisy frolic with the water came out of the bathroom, and he also saw her, and the corners of his mouth raised a not deep or shallow arc, like a very shy child, and suddenly one day he was led by his mother to several uncles and aunts, receiving sudden praise.

What happened outside this door, he will try his best to forget, he can't forget, he will press on the deepest corner, not let it exude a little breath, he has inquired about the news of the other party more than once, and the most detailed one provided is undoubtedly Li Xue, he didn't expect everything that happened today, but it was a little softer, but it was within the scope of his expectations, and he grew a little more, or he recognized some of the ugliness and filth hidden deeper in people's hearts on weekdays, The same is not too shocking or how difficult to accept, who has a grudge against money?

"Oh, I met an acquaintance I hadn't seen in a few years, so I talked a little more"

"Who?"

"I met from filming before, but I haven't seen each other for several years"

Lu Yan said, his palm was frosted under the bulging pocket, although he had played it before, but it was all a shotgun, a little skill and an old person would do it, usually only used to fight rabbits and pheasants, the ammunition was mostly made of broken bricks and slag mixed with gunpowder and other things, such a high-grade guy in the pocket, it was the first time I saw it, and I also understood that it was not appropriate for me to hold this thing, but if I didn't exchange it for 10,000 yuan, I always felt that I had been wronged.

Glancing towards the bathroom again, changing his shoes, he quickly went into the house, put the five marbles and the things that scared him all the soft things in the bedside table at the bottom, took the book, pressed it on it, and finally gently closed the drawer and screwed the lock, which was useless in the capital, and when he returned home, there were many places to try his hand.

"By the way, have you eaten, there is something left in the pot, it may be cold, if you are hungry and you are hot," she spoke again, and with the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer, she came to his room.

"It's really a bit of a thing when you say it" He casually threw the key aside, touched his belly, he didn't move his chopsticks from beginning to end, nor did he dip a drop of wine, he didn't feel much when he was nervous, and when his spirit relaxed, he felt that his stomach was empty.

Liu Tao casually moved his shoes to the other side of the door, placed them neatly, and said without looking at him: "By the way, haven't you come back to live for a while, take the quilt to the balcony to dry, and mine, if you can't put it up, put it on the shelf where the clothes are dried", she no longer complained that he threw the clothes on the bed casually, and probably got used to the status quo that no matter how many times she said it and how much she said it, it might not be able to make a difference.

"Okay, I'll go in a moment"

"What a moment, feet up" looked up, but found that they were staring at him with straight eyes, smiled, and asked, "What do you keep looking at me?" ”

"It's just... Suddenly I think you're quite feminine" She probably had just taken a shower, and as soon as she got closer, there was a smell of shower gel, her hair that was not completely dry was scattered on her shoulders, and she was wearing a pink nightdress that she used to wear, probably some years, and the two big bears on her chest had faded.

She gave him a blank look, as if she was very happy to hear him say this, but she didn't seem to be very happy: "Does that mean there was no before?" ”

"Hmm, I think about it, hehe, I can't remember exactly"

"Go aside, don't get in the way here" He moved to the side, but in the blink of an eye, she cleaned up to the place where he was sitting again, and got in the way, not knowing how to move her ass without reminding.

"Hmm"

"Don't go, you can be tired with your hands, hold the quilt"

"Isn't it all the same in the morning and late in the evening," although he said so, he still pulled the quilt up in his hand, although he didn't come back to live for a while, but he held it in his hand, pinched it, there was no moisture, both rooms were sunny, and the sun could shine through the window from morning to noon.

The meal was still hot, not hot, drinking porridge at noon, I was a little unaccustomed to it, just thinking that maybe it was the most common mode of life, he gradually began to learn to get used to it, holding her enough to hear the voice, shouting: "Hey, I said, let's go over and have a look in the afternoon, just to see if they have finished moving, if they don't move well, take advantage of the help." ”

"You can't go by yourself, what do you have to do with me?"

"Didn't I tell you, it's mainly to look at the house, hey, do you think we should buy it or not?"

"You earned the money yourself, ask me what I am doing" she said, and then quickly picked up the words, expressing her opinions and thoughts: "I think it's okay to buy it, just like Xinru, she also bought a set in the nearby Huating, but she has never lived in it, so she is waiting to sell it later." ”

"Then I'll finish eating a piece later, right?"

For a while, he didn't hear an echo, not even the sound of cleaning up, he didn't pay attention at first, but when he finished eating and put the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen, he always felt that something was not quite right.

After packing up, she was sitting on the sofa at this time, flipping through the magazines that she didn't know if the previous issue was still the previous issue, maybe she heard footsteps, she turned her head to look at him, and slowly turned back to the magazine in her hand.

"Hurry up and change your clothes, there will be an hour on the way" He knew that she might be very tired at this time, busy for a few months, even if she didn't ask for quality, but she had to come over at a glance, went back to the house and took her coat, while putting it on her body, he said.

"I'm a little sleepy, you can go by yourself, you can buy it if you think it's okay" She didn't look up, just raised her hand and patted her mouth, making it look like she was really tired.

"Isn't this listening to your opinion, I can see what is going on alone, it won't take long anyway, go over and take a look and come back, isn't it very tiring, or I'll pinch it?" The time for the crew to start filming is set for the day after tomorrow, and some of them will be busy for a long time in the future, he only made a noise with Chen Baoguo before, and it has not been decided whether to buy it or not.

"Just make up your own mind"

Lu Yan just stretched out her arm, but she leaned down and dodged his hand: "Why, I still dislike it, I just washed it...." His words suddenly disappeared with the smile on her face, and she cried.

He hurriedly turned to the front of him: "What's the matter?" What are you crying about? ”

"It's okay, aren't you going to see the house, let's go" What's the matter, she doesn't want to show up in front of outsiders, but her throat is like a sharp fish bone, the pain is uncomfortable, and she keeps comforting herself in her heart, but she can't control it, he is no longer the role of the good friend he was at the beginning.

Lu Yan was anxious, and his mind kept thinking about whether he had neglected something, but he couldn't think of the slightest clue for a while: "No, is there anything you can do with me, you make me panic like this?" ”

"It's okay, you go"

If it's okay like this, then what's the matter, I've known her for several years, and it's the first time I've seen her cry, and I obviously feel that this anger is coming at him, he wants to reach out to her face and ask her well, but she avoids it again.

"What the hell is going on? Why are you crying here? ”

"I didn't cry"

I thought it was ridiculous, but I couldn't laugh at all at this time, and asked, "Okay, I didn't cry, I didn't cry, didn't I cry, is it uncomfortable?" Or is it a stomach problem again? ”

She slowly raised her head and looked at each other for a long time, but she didn't say anything she wanted to say, but just asked, "I just want to ask you, do you like me or not?" ”

"Like, don't like you, who I like to go"

"Well, I see," she nodded, and the droplets of water that had only been swirling in her eyes finally stopped holding their heads and flowed down the blink when she lowered her head.

"Nothing else?" He was stunned, is it just for this, can't it, I want to reach out and help her erase it, but looking at her appearance, it is just his own wishful thinking.

She slowly stood up and said, "I'll go back and lie down for a while, isn't the road quite far, you should go quickly." ”

"You come back" He reached out and grabbed her arm, and pressed her back, he knew that if he didn't make his words clear, his own things should basically be packed and packed when he came back, and the two arms used a little strength, pulling her shoulders and facing himself: "What do you say it's okay, what's the trouble?" ”

"Take it away" She didn't look at him at first, twisted a few times, couldn't twist away, turned her face, looked at him for a while, and asked, "Who is she?" ”

"What do you mean?"

"Forget it" She wanted to get up again, but she still couldn't break free, and suddenly she seemed to have no strength, just staring at him with squinted eyes: "Do you know that you are so disgusting." ”

"You put it plainly, why did I make you sick?" He let go of his hand, and reason told him that there might have been some misunderstanding in the middle, and he didn't do anything hurtful, and the only thing that happened recently was to let Li Xue check something, but he didn't think about what to do.

Her voice suddenly became sharper, just like she was walking, and suddenly rushed out of a speeding sports car in the oblique spur, leaving no room for buffer at all: "Lu Yan, are you still human?" ”

"Then why do you think I'm not human?"

"And what do you say about this?" She picked up the magazine next to her and shook it, and a few slightly curly yellow hairs floated out.

"What is this?" He was stunned for a moment, feeling a little familiar, and remembered the time when she suddenly lost her voice, his brain understood in an instant, and a little smile appeared on his tense face, ignoring her struggle, he reached out and wiped the tears from her face: "Jealous? ”

Seeing that she didn't squeak, just staring at herself, he suddenly realized that it didn't seem to be a joke: "Yuan Yan's, I quarreled with Xia Yu a while ago, and I drank like mud, I came here for one night, and I took away one of your clothes, which is the cyan sweater." ”

She looked at his eyes, eyebrows, and lips, and her eyes were not so wide, and she bent them slightly, turned her head slightly, scrubbed his palms, and suddenly smiled: "People are joking with you, look at what scares you." ”

"Why don't you ask me where I sleep?" Lu Yan didn't laugh, whether it was a joke or not, she understood it herself, and he knew it, but even if it was a lover, not everything had to be pierced.

"If you have the guts, are you?"