CH.105 Howling
Four years may not seem like a long time, but only those who wait know how painful it is. There are too many questions to ask, too many things to say, and too many emotions to express in the pen ~ www.biquge.info fun ~ pavilion, but Kakasha's expression began to panic.
If the other party doesn't know you, how should you ask and explain? It's definitely rude to go up and hug each other recklessly, right? If you are not careful, you may even get killed......
However, this idea was just germinated, and it was forcibly extinguished by Kakasha. The couple, in her mind, whether they were parents or not, could not have done such a thing to herself. Life has become the least important thing to pay attention to, and Kakasha now only wants to know one question, and is struggling with the trade-off between the two.
She was hesitating, hesitating whether to recognize each other. Subconsciously, she has regarded the two as her biological parents.
With inexplicably strong emotions, Kakasha's breathing began to become rapid, and she gradually took two steps back.
Since you told yourself, let yourself come to them...... You must remember Kakasha, right? You must miss me......
But why does it seem that there is no concern or worry at all?
Subconsciously, Kakasha took two more steps back.
It must be hidden in the heart, after all, no one will let others see through their hearts at a glance, it must be so. Mom and Dad also need privacy, and besides, sending yourself away must be for some helpless reason, isn't it?
Otherwise, instead of giving themselves to Sister Xinya, they would have discarded themselves on the side of the road at will. With that in mind, Kakasha tiptoed and took two small steps forward.
However, Sister Xinya said that she just happened to be passing by at the time...... What if it wasn't Sister Xinya who was passing by at that time? You guys, don't you too......
What kind of existence does Kakasha have in your minds?
Even Kakasha herself didn't notice that she was gradually retreating.
If yes...... The true meaning of Kakasha as a good child is actually to stop letting you see it.
Deliberately chosen at that age when you are ignorant and like to run around, it is also to eliminate memory, right?
If that's the case, then Kakasha should be a good boy in your hearts......
Kakasha moved back slowly, silence in a small shadow.
But......
But why not be reconciled...... I want to see you, I want to hear your voices, I want to be affirmed by you, I want to see, hear, feel, everything that has to do with you......
I've been lonely for so long, and no one understands me.
Is Kakasha selfish? For their own selfish thoughts, they have disturbed your lives.
I'm sorry.
After this, please forget me, please don't think of me. Leave me in one of the deepest corners.
I'm just a bad child, a wayward stranger, a little student with your blood flowing in the distance, a humble existence.
Don't care about all my feelings, because Kakasha doesn't deserve it.
Is that so?
But.
I miss you......
I want to be willful once......
Kakasha doesn't have anyone to miss anymore......
"Whew."
A slight whimper, a small crystal of clear swaying, fell to the ground and shattered, and the dust made it no longer pure.
"Once upon a time there was a little girl...... it was a long memory, the beautiful voice, the comfortable crook of the arms, the beautiful brown eyes rippling with amazing joy, the woman kissed her forehead.
Very vague memories, maybe only a little memory from childhood to adulthood. Everyone has these little memories of childhood, which may be short, may be vague, but they all touch your heart.
However, such a beautiful and gentle mother must have been entangled for a long time when she gave up herself, and she must have cried on the day she sent her away, and the tears drew two beautiful and haggard lines on her face like crystal dust.
If so...... I......
Do you want to break your heart again?
Those missions, those beliefs that cannot be abandoned and everything that is adhered to. They are enough to make people give up too much.
I don't want to hurt you and shake the sacred faith that has been pinned on infinite hope just for my own selfish desires.
"Ah......h
The man and woman gradually walked to the place where Kakasha had disappeared, and there were small and hesitant footprints on the ground.
"These footprints, I can see that the little girl must be very entangled." Gen glanced at the footprints and smiled at his beautiful wife.
“…… Well, I remembered our daughter. If she's still here, she should be ......" Na Anlita nodded slightly, her expression in a trance for a moment.
Yuan's expression was sad for a moment, but it changed back to the original when Na Anrita didn't react: "What, daughter, she must be very good, I heard that the scattered person who took care of her is in this city, why don't we ask?" ”
“…… No, let's go. Na Anrita's lips moved slightly, and she finally glanced deeply at the footprints, took Yuan's hand, and walked away.
"Hmm." Yuan didn't react much, reaching out and putting his arm around Na Anrita's shoulder.
He looked at the footprints again as he left, for a moment.
The blood-colored sunlight illuminated his side face like a hero who had come out of blood and tears.
He seemed to hear his wife's howl, and he put his arms around her shoulders tightly.
Kakasha was wailing in the room, she was regretting and wavering.
There were more people howling, like countless years ago when there was no starry sky, walking under the gloomy sky, crying loudly.
Those lives and things that are extremely important in the eyes of some people are still gone......
There were also people who staggered out of the place holding on to their wounds, whimpering in their throats and howling inwardly.
Where they are really hurt is in the heart.
Strength and greed. Cause and effect of war. Confusion and pathos. Greedy always. Death and wailing. The end of reincarnation.
We've seen the world of darkness for a long time. Everyone covered up the truth with lies. Those who have experienced the truth, their hearts are dead. No one will deliberately debunk this ridiculous lie, but that doesn't mean it won't be exposed. Time will tear everything apart.
When you are sad, you go and howl. While you still have people paying attention and care.
Don't let the dark world drown out your crying......