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I walked out of school with Li Luo.

He seems to be thinking about my business lately.

But nothing was proposed, probably thinking about the feasibility of the plan.

Less than a hundred meters from the school.

A black sedan stopped in front of us.

blocked the way.

The doors open.

The people in and out of the car, I haven't forgotten her name.

Rena.

Past Daddy's disciple.

As always, he wore a black suit.

She bent slightly over me.

Miss... Madame looking for you.

Mom?

Well... Madame is looking for you, and Li Luo over there, Madame also wants to see you.

I?

Li Luo turned his gaze to me after seeing Rena nod.

Does his answer also depend on my thoughts?

Mom's side hasn't been there once in eight years.

Running away.

I don't want to face it.

...

Luno.

Li Luo called out my name.

I can understand what he means, I can understand.

But that step forward.

It's just too hard.

If I were alone, there would be absolutely no way to cross over.

I'm not alone now.

――

Go see you once... Let's go see my mom once.

――

Speak up.

There is no escape.

――

Sanatorium.

I followed Rena to my mother's room.

By the way, I nodded, and Rena left.

I took a breath.

Pull open the door.

Nothing so heavy has ever been pulled.

The door opened.

I saw my mom I hadn't seen in eight years.

My mother, who was lying on the hospital bed looking out the window, turned her eyes to me when she heard the voice.

Long time no see, Luno.

...

There was no response, and we saw each other after many years.

I didn't feel any fluctuations in my heart.

But even though I didn't respond, my mom continued to say what she said.

The one next to you is Li Luo, right?

Madam? You're Luno's mother, aren't you?

Yes.

Hello hello.

I'll be excused if you're polite, I know what you've been up to lately, can you tell me your purpose?

Li Luo, who was said like this, still had a very flat tone.

He leaned against the cabinet and waved his hand.

Purpose, purpose can't be said, I just want to help.

Why help Luno, I don't believe you're purposeless.

Madame, it's not good to say that, not everyone has other purposes, I'm just a friend-

Li Luo's words were interrupted by his mother.

Do you know the details of the companies you have a relationship with?

They are all very well-known big companies.

It's a big company, but those companies have a habit of discarding their idols, and if you let Luno go to that kind of company, you're ruining Luno's future.

This kind of thing... How could they-

Looks scenic? Very kind reception on the other side? Picked up by hypocritical praise and courtship? Don't be deceived by the surface, the little ghost who has not yet entered the society.

Revile.

Severe reprimand.

After hearing such words, Li Luo lowered his hand weakly.

Maybe my investigation wasn't thorough enough, I'm sorry.

After hearing Li Luo's words, my mother's eyes turned to me.

Very gentle tone.

Luno, if you want to get back on stage, Mom can set up an office just for you.

I shook my head.

I didn't have the idea of coming back to the stage from the beginning.

Actually, my seniors also misunderstood, and I didn't have the idea of returning to the stage.

Mom sighed when she heard me.

Luno, your talents-

Is it talent again?

I've heard enough.

To be able to that kind of east-

The words did not come out.

Yuan You's words came to my mind.

Talent is not something that can be denied.

The only thing I can deny is myself.

I can't go on stage, I won't come back to stage, that stage is not my stage.

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In eight years, Luno you haven't been here once, and today, Luno, what is the purpose of your here?

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What am I here for?

Objective.

I just want to come here and face myself -- face myself... I'm here to do something.

What is my purpose, my motivation?

Don't run away.

What am I running away from?

I'm going to face it.

What do I need to deal with?

I don't know.

I don't even know anything about myself.

Until now, I didn't know what I was thinking.

Mom's voice rang in my ears again.

Luno, if you don't know, I can tell you.

Tell me?

There's nothing wrong with that.

If I don't know.

Mom told me, just tell me.

My purpose, my need to face, my thoughts.

Mom, she can tell me everything.

Tell -

The words did not come out.

Li Luo stopped me.

He grabbed me by the shoulder.

Luno believes in yourself and faces yourself!

Face yourself?

Myself?

It's not clear, it's not logical.

But it's just that sentence that makes me understand the purpose of coming here.

I don't want to run away from everything that happened eight years ago.

――

Nightmares, I want to end, nightmares that have been with me since childhood, I want to end.

――

I said the purpose here.

I had been running away from the words, and I started to face it again.

Luno... There is no need, there will always be a day when the nightmare will dissipate and return to the mother's side.

Madame, come back to you and be your puppet again?

It was Li Luo who was standing in front of me who answered my mother.

Mom's tone was a little angry now.

Dolls? What are you talking about.

――

Through some means, I also learned that Madame, you have brainwashed Luno since she was a child, and your husband was falsely accused and imprisoned by you in order to stop you, Madam, I know that you are very dissatisfied with your future, but don't impose your future on your children, they have their own lives.

――

What are you talking about? Who is talking to you about this.

Didn't respond to mom's questions.

Li Luo continued to stand in front of me.

Luno won't be your puppet again.

You and I can't explain it, and Luno tells me how you're going to end this.

Avoided Li Luo's topic.

Mom asked me again.

I... I don't know.

Although want to end it all.

But I don't know how to end it.

A sense of powerlessness.

The feeling of powerlessness that I couldn't do anything creeped through me.

It was at this time that my hand was held.

Let's go, Luneau you already know what you think, then that's enough.

The person holding me was Li Luo.

Hearing him say that, I caught up with him.

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