Chapter 338: Memories Blended into Bone and Blood
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In the dream, Lin Yong stood in the dream realm created by Su Jiao, with a heavy face and a calm voice.
Su Ji never expected Lin Yong to come, a little surprised, and a little unwilling.
Impossible, how could he take the initiative to accept such a painful nightmare! Even if Su Ji watched from afar, she could feel the bloody tragedy, and even she felt scared, what was driving Lin Yong to work hard? No, he can't be so determined, let him go through it again, and he will definitely retreat......
Su Jiao turned her hands into Lan and stood in front of her chest: "Little brother, if you have masochistic tendencies, the slave family can have a thousand ways to make you happy~ Why do you have to find yourself bored in that dream~?" β
Lin Yong gently closed his eyes: "No, what you experience, I will experience!" Only more, not less! β
Su Ji's eyes were cold: "This is what you asked for!" After speaking, Su Jiao's fingers knotted lightly, and the surrounding scenery began to change.
Lin Yong opened his eyes again, everything around him had turned into a deep mountain forest with a dark moon and high wind, and when he looked down at his hands, he had become a child's childishness.
The scenery here is so familiar, the familiarity is breathtaking!
In the distance, several ghostly eyes slowly emerged from the darkness, revealing a vicious and greedy face.
Lin Tianxue, who was in his heart, began to laugh: "Uh...... Yes...... Sad...... Boom ...... Are you sure you won't let me out? This is the first time we've met! β
Lin Yong gritted his teeth: "Shut up!" He hurriedly went to get his own knife. However, when I touched it, the place where I hid the knife was empty!
At the same time, dozens of vicious wolves rushed out of the darkness at the same time and pounced on the emaciated little Lin Yong together.
Lin Yong's eyes shrank, and he was immediately attacked and pounced on by a vicious wolf, only to feel a sharp pain in his shoulder, and a piece of flesh was immediately torn off. In desperation, the rest of the wolves rushed forward......
No, it's a dream! He must not be allowed to come out. I have to learn to control repression!
Lin Yong's repression of Lin Tianxue is not so much a repression, but a dependence on another level. When faced with a difficult situation, the previous self would instinctively choose cowardice and avoidance, and even feel a little helpless and inferior. But since Yi Kaishi fell into the Reincarnation Division, he and Lin Tianxue truly realized the separation of souls, Lin Yong has begun to change little by little, facing the predicament again, and has begun to face it head-on in his own way, it can be said that he has patched up his own shortcomings little by little and become complete. He is also unwilling, why is he forced by Lin Tianxue every time!
Could it be that the evil madness he carries out is really stronger than himself?!
The bites, claws, roars, and gnaws in the dream are constantly destroying their own **.
The fear, anger, helplessness, and sadness in the heart continue to pound against the heart's heart.
There was only one belief in his heart:
All vanity, I want myself, stipulate my freedom!
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Two hours later, the terrifying scenery around him finally dispersed, Lin Yong fell in a pool of blood, his body was almost fragmented, he grew and torn, and healed after tearing, I don't know how many spiritual blows he experienced, and he was in severe pain.
Su Yong looked at Lin Yong's appearance from a distance, and was about to open his mouth to say something, but Lin Yong raised his hand to stop Su Yong's words. Without saying a word, he crawled into the distance and disappeared into the haze of the dream.
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"Chen'er, look at this? Do you think of anything? This is the guitar you bought when you were thirteen years old, crying and shouting to your mother for money, but the next day you broke a string, and you cried for three days! β
Zhou Yu held a small guitar and walked around Lin Yong.
"Mom~! I don't watch! I tell you I can't remember, I just can't remember! Lin Yong was really impatient, as soon as he woke up and just tried to take two steps, Zhou Yong kept circling around his ears, letting him see this for a while, letting him see that for a while, in the whole old apartment, the broken copper and iron that could be picked up basically let Lin Yong go through.
"Chen'er, don't give up, think about it! Come, mom will accompany you~" Zhou Yu said with a smile tirelessly.
Lin Yong roared loudly: "What do you think!" I told you, I thought, no, get up, come! Got it? And I'll never remember! Stop making these unnecessary attempts, okay!! β
As soon as the guitar in Zhou Yu's hand fell to the ground, he was startled by Lin Yong's roar!
Tears slowly welled up in her eyes:
"But Chen'er, my mother still remembers~ These are my mother's most precious memories, and I will never forget it...... If you can't remember...... It doesn't matter, Mom remembers, Mom won't let them ...... Dissipate the ......" Speaking of this, Zhou Yu covered his sobs and ran out of the room.
Lin Yong's heart twisted, and he slowly bent down to pick up the guitar that had fallen on the ground, although it was old and old, it seemed to have been wiped repeatedly in the past few years, maintaining the luster of the wax surface. Lin Yong clenched hard. Holding the guitar, he chased out the door, came to his mother, who was hiding in the kitchen and sobbed, and gently held his mother's shoulders:
"Mom, it's not a bad thing to have a bad memory, okay, I was just upset just now, you keep thinking about it, and you blow up my head, who said I can't remember? I remember my mom was pretty! It's just a little bit worse when I cry~"
Zhou Yu burst into tears and laughed, hugged his son, and his tears were sad and moving.
Lin Yong took a deep breath, sometimes he didn't have to remember the words at that time, but he must remember the sound of rain at that time. If you can't get your memories back, you must keep your feelings, because that's the true meaning of love.
Boom! Boom! Boom! There was a loud knock at the door.
"Sister Nuisance! Sister Nuisance! β
Zhou Yu hurriedly wiped away his tears, came to the door, and opened the door.
I saw an ugly woman in her thirties standing outside, looking at Zhou Yu with her nose raised and said, "Sister Nu, when will you promise me to pay the rent?" β
Zhou Yu smiled apologetically: "I'm really sorry, you see that my son has just been discharged from the hospital, and I borrowed a lot of money to complete the discharge procedures, take a look...... Can it be postponed for another two days? Let me think of another way~"
"Two more days? I've been delaying you for three months! That's okay, sister, I won't embarrass you, find a place to move away, right? A lot of people are waiting to rent it~ three days! Is it okay for the last three days? Leave or pay your rent after three days! β
Zhou Yu was very embarrassed, gritted his teeth and nodded.
All this was seen by Lin Yong, and after the man left, Lin Yong said directly to Zhou Yu:
"Mom, give me our family bank account number!"
Zhou Yu pretended to smile: "It's okay, let's go to your small. Auntie, you don't have to worry about money for the time being. β
Lin Yong said calmly: "Mom, since I'm awake, then I have to contribute to the family!" Don't worry, several of my classmates in college owe me money! I'll tell them to go back! β
This time it was Zhou Yu's turn to be surprised: "Chen'er! You remember! Can...... How can you remember this? β
Lin Yong's face turned red, it's over!
He said, "Uh...... I owe money, I want to forget it, but I really haven't forgotten it! β
Under Lin Yong's soft grinding and hard bubbles, Zhou Yong finally gave the bank account to Lin Yong, Lin Yong has learned about the situation at home through the information, and now it can be said that it has really reached the point of running out of oil and lamps, fortunately, his parents are also ordinary citizens, but his father was planted in prison because of greed, and at this moment Zhou Yong is an orphan and widow, and it is indeed very difficult to live.
I don't know why, in this poor and sour little family, Lin Yong felt a rare warmth, and his heart, which was already scarred, was gradually soothed and warmed under the gentleness of Zhou Yan's mother. So I also want to provide some help in my capacity.
Lin Yong returned to the bedroom and looked at a room full of 'Yanchen' sundries, most of which were basically music-related content, Lin Yong grabbed an acoustic guitar casually and tried to pluck it with his clumsy fingers. I played the strings twice, but it didn't feel weird and very ugly.
However, this voice attracted Zhou Yong, who was cooking in the kitchen, leaning against the door, and saw Lin Yong about to put down the guitar:
"Chen'er, don't stop...... Good! β
"This ...... Does that sound good? Lin Yong himself felt that it was difficult to hear.
Zhou Yu smiled: "As long as it's my son's play, it's good!" You used to be the guitarist in the band, and you played ...... Like when I was a kid. β
Lin Yong shrugged, since his mother loves to listen, let's play it twice, anyway, if I'm idle, I'm idle, so I should exercise the coordination of hand muscles and nerves......
Thinking of this, Lin Yong took out an old 'Guitar Primer' from the bookshelf and spread it on the table, groping little by little and began to pluck it. Get the strings.
After basic learning and tuning, the original irregular string sound gradually harmonized, this body seems to have melted the music into his own blood and bones, even if he has been in bed for four years, there are still thin calluses on his fingers, perhaps it is the memory of the body, many chord fingering as soon as he saw it, his left hand has been automatically pressed on the corresponding fret line, and in just one afternoon, Lin Yong was able to follow the score and sweep a song out.
Lin Yong himself has no musical cells, at most, he just followed Lao Chen Tou to play the harmonica, and often went out of tune. I haven't really touched this guitar myself, but I didn't expect that when I came into contact with it, I was a little obsessed with it. Somehow, just a few notes combined together can produce thousands of chemical effects, pulling people's souls to begin to ripple.
Lin Yong began to explore and find little by little, chasing the fluttering melody, and went straight to the place where his heart rippled.
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Day 2.
Zhou Yu threw the bank card in front of Lin Yong, and said with his waist crossed:
"Chen'er, how much money did you lend to your classmates when you were in college?!"
Lin Yong was stunned: "Eh, how much did you borrow?" I can't remember exactly. β
Zhou Yu was angry: "Today, there are five million more Taiwan dollars in the card for no reason!" You...... Where did you get all this money? β
Depend on...... Mingling, although you have money, you can't have a Want Want gift package at one time!