138. The sins of personality

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10 years ago [Binxi Provincial Psychiatric Hospital]

Young Shiraishi lay on a hospital bed, covered with an oxygen mask, and had a tranquilizer in his hand, and fell into a drowsy sleep.

Every day is a repetitive, busy psychiatric hospital with a suffocating atmosphere. Two female doctors chatting in the hallway.

Doctor 1: How long has the patient been asleep?

Doctor 2: I don't know, I seem...... I haven't woken up for five days since I was brought in, and the dual patients with schizophrenia and split personality are really pitiful......

Doctor 1: Poor what...... I think he's pretending, don't you think? How can you do that kind of thing...... To say that he is mentally ill?

Doctor 2: Ah......! It's scary...... It's scary to think about it carefully...... After killing someone...... Just find that kind of third-rate lawyer and say that he is mentally ill and excuse him.

Doctor 1: Yes, yes, yes!! That's it...... Alas...... I really hope he never wakes up in the rest of his life. It's horrible to do that kind of thing......

A senior lawyer, who had been standing in the corridor opposite, carrying a briefcase, heard the conversation between the two doctors and sighed deeply. This lawyer is none other than Yan Hang.

Yan Hang: ...... (Slowly, carrying a heavy briefcase, he walks in the direction of the White Rock Ward)

Yan Hang walked into Baishi's hospital bed, looked at Baishi, who had been asleep for five days, carrying a heavy briefcase, and said nothing.

Suddenly, the locks of the briefcase fell off badly due to age, and all the documents and court records were spilled on the floor.

Yan Hang: It's really unlucky...... (Hurriedly squatted down to pick up the scattered materials) ...... (See the previous winning record)

11 years ago【Binxi Provincial High People's Court】

Judge: There is now a public trial of the bizarre murder case in Binh Sai Province.

The entire courtroom was in a solemn and solemn atmosphere, and it was Yan Hang who sat in the defense lawyer's seat, and the person who initiated the prosecution on the other side was a senior veteran of the Binxi Provincial Procuratorate, and the defendant was none other than Baishi.

Judge: Defense lawyer, are you ready? (The judge strikes the gavel)

Yan Hang: Of course...... You ready. (Using my knowledge and ability to negotiate, even if the opposite is a senior from the prosecutor's office, I will not lose)

Prosecutor: Let me make the opening statement, which happened in the house of a small middle-class family in Ping'an City, and the prisoner used a fruit knife to kill all seven members of the family, and none of them survived.

Judge: The case is generally clear, so defendant, what do you want to say about this matter?

Shiraishi: Huh? …… I don't know...... I thought it was delicious, so I came here to stand, didn't I?

Observer: 1What is he talking about? 2…… Oh, yes...... What is he saying? 3Didn't he even know that he had killed someone? 4 days...... It's horrible! 5 That person can't be a perverted murderer, right? 6 is simply unimaginable......

Judge: Quiet and quiet!! Please remain quiet in the courtroom!! So defendant, you don't remember what happened on the day of the crime, do you?

Yan Hang: Ahem, cough, cough...... Your Excellency, I beg your pardon for interrupting that my client has no memory of the circumstances of that day, and that all the evidence submitted by the police is evidence of the situation, that is, there is no conclusive evidence against my client at all.

Prosecutor: Against, the fingerprints on the fruit knife are the best ironclad evidence.

………… At that time, I don't know how long the whole trial lasted, and in the end, it seemed to end in my victory - Yan Hang

As for how I won the case? …… In fact, under the strong siege of the old-timers of the procuratorate opposite, I grabbed the last straw to save my life, that is...... Shiraishi's mental illness, as long as it is proved that Shiraishi has a mental illness and killed someone because of a mental disorder on the day of the crime, he can win the lawsuit, and then ...... Shiraishi was imprisoned in a psychiatric hospital, and I continued my career as a lawyer.

But...... It seems impossible, because, the fate of Baishi, including my victory because of my own selfishness, destroyed everyone's fate - Yan Hang

Shiraishi: I'm not sick!! Hey, hey...... You let me go!! I'm just here to eat!! Why are you tying me up!! I don't want to go to the hospital!

Yan Hang: ...... (Turned around and tried to leave the courtroom gate, but was blocked by a bunch of reporters) Sorry, no comment.

I pushed away all the press pressing, including the accusations of people who had a conscience at the time...... That's right, my career as a lawyer is over.

10 years ago (before Yan Hang's visit to Baishi) [Ping'an City, Binxi Province] (crime scene)

Yan Hang walked into a small house that had long been abandoned, and it had been 3 months since the case had passed, and the investigation had ended.

Yan Hang: But ...... Why, should I come to this place again? Is it because of my conscience...... (Touching your own heart)

Yan Hang: Perhaps, I want to confirm with my own eyes whether the so-called mentally ill person committed the crime of murder.

It's really pitiful, all the people in the entire mansion have been stabbed to death, although the corpses have long been moved, but after all, thinking about how much blood has been poured on it in this room, I feel trembling all over my body - Yan Hang

Yan Hang constantly searched everywhere for information, rummaging through all kinds of documents and materials scattered on the ground, including the investigation points that had been hidden from the police.

Yan Hang: On the day of the incident...... On the day of the incident...... Think about it...... Is Shiraishi here?

10 years ago (visiting Baishi) [Binxi Provincial Psychiatric Hospital]

Yan Hang: (...... What was I thinking, should I ...... Take this with you...... The fruit knife that spilled from the briefcase was quickly picked up)

Yan Hang took the fruit knife and approached the sleeping Baishi, looking at the harmless Baishi, Yan Hang showed a disdainful expression.

Yan Hang: Murderer...... Murderer...... It's you...... ruined my life...... Even though...... I'm going to spend my whole life atoning for my sins, and I'm going to ...... With this knife, end your life!!! (raises the fruit knife)

At this time, the miraculous thing is that Bai Shi suddenly woke up, maybe it was Yan Hang's voice that woke Bai Shi?

Shiraishi: Hello!! Are you coming to see me? I am happy!!! (Yan Hang's fruit knife hangs in mid-air)

Yan Hang: ......!! …… You...... (Why...... No matter what...... It's over with a single sword!! )

Shiraishi: Ah......hh I have fruits!! Are you here to peel the apples and then we'll eat them together?

Yan Hang: ......!! (sweating, nervous, unable to get down) why...... Why kill......!!!

Shiraishi: Murder? What does it mean to kill? Be...... Does it mean to eat fruit with others? Good......

Yan Hang: You're ...... (Bai Shi's completely innocent eyes moved Yan Hang)

Yan Hang: ...... (This guy ......!! It's not like you're lying...... He doesn't even know what it means to kill someone!! …… But...... Why...... )

The fruit knife in Yan Hang's hand fell directly to the ground, making a crisp sound.

Shiraishi: What's wrong with you? Something has fallen...... Pick it up, let's eat this apple together.

Yan Hang: Let me tell you what it means to kill someone, that is, to take away someone else's life.

Shiraishi: Take someone else's life? Is that...... Does it mean to die?

Yan Hang: That's right, it's death, you let people die, don't you remember it at all?

Shiraishi: ...... Have it...... I seem to ...... Nope...... Is eating food also killing food!! Yes...... It's scary......

Yan Hang looked at Baishi Chunliang's hugging head and crying, he couldn't cry or laugh.

Yan Hang: You ruined someone else's family, just because you are pure and innocent, is the so-called split personality such a disgusting thing?

Shiraishi: Split personality? What do you mean? (asks with a puzzled expression)

Yan Hang: ...... I think I'm going to have to atone for my sins. (Pick up the fruit knife and kill yourself)

Shiraishi: Was that an act that took your own life? (A question directly made Yan Hang stunned)

Yan Hang: (Grips the fruit knife tighter with both hands) Yes...... You did something like that, no...... It's another one you do. (Tears flow)

Shiraishi: Really...... So am I doing something wrong? …… (with a look of grievance)

Yan Hang: You want to atone for your sins, and I ......! (glaring at Shiraishi with a serious face, leaning his face closer) to take someone else's life...... That's what you did...... But you have escaped the punishment you deserve...... So...... You...... And me...... To be saved...... Must ...... Expiation.

Shiraishi: Well...... Can we atone for our sins by doing good deeds? Can we do good if we do something wrong?

Yan Hang: Do good deeds? Hehehehe...... You naïve person, from your mouth, I am so stupid that I might as well kill myself now.

Shiraishi: Don't take your own life! …… I know it's like I'm asleep...... Probably. (scratching head)

Yan Hang: How do you want to atone for your sins? (What decent things can this split-personality bastard say?) )

Shiraishi: (stretching out his hand to Yan Hang) Then let's go and help others, so that they don't die anymore and take their lives...... Is that what it means? (smiles)

Yan Hang: ...... Yes...... (I was stunned by Yixi's words, and I couldn't restrain my hand)

The fruit knife fell to the ground forever this time, making a crisp sound, and finally ...... After eating the apples, my journey of atonement with Shiraishi, the unknown past, began at this moment - Yan Hang

10 years ago (Survey of the Imperial House) [Pyongan City, Binxi Province]

Yan Hang: It seems that all the evidence ...... All indicate a fact...... (Looking at all the collated records and reports)

It seems that my selfishness has ruined myself, if there is any way to do it...... Able to atone for sins...... I really want to die, no longer live - Yan Hang

Yan Hang was in a very heavy mood, carrying a briefcase that he would never use in the future, and wanted to leave the mansion, but ...... There was a noise in the cabinet on the inside of the mansion.

Yan Hang: What ......!! Who ......!!! (Grip the briefcase, wincing)

Crawling out of the cabinet was an emaciated boy, about 5 or 6 years old, with dust and stones from the ground in his mouth, several teeth had been lost, and his body was covered in sores and blood. The boy was naked, wearing only half a pair of shorts on his lower body, and looked at Yan Hang with dull eyes.

Yan Hang: ...... You...... Be...... Are you from this family?

Boy:...... Hungry ...... (There is a garment on the ground that has been eaten)

Yan Hang: ...... (He...... Hungry for 3 months...... Eat your own clothes...... Do you drink dirty water and eat stones to get by......!! )

Boy: Hungry ...... (Looking at Yan Hang's briefcase with dull eyes)

Yan Hang: ...... Is it from this family...... Is it...... But...... At that time, the report did not mention that it was a family of eight...... (Isn't that right......!!! This is...... Adopt a registered child......!! Or is it illegal...... I can't imagine...... What the hell is this kid...... )

The boy staggered in front of Yan Hang one by one, and judging from his state, he had experienced three months of hunger and mental shock, and he was already delirious.

Yan Hang: ...... (Children who survived the Holocaust...... That's what it is...... Your fate...... It's so pathetic...... )

Yan Hang took out a piece of chocolate from his pocket and handed it to the boy, who swallowed it all directly with the wrapper without chewing it.

Boy:...... Hungry...... (Two hands wanted to grab the corner of Yan Hang's clothes, but Yan Hang suddenly ran away in fear)

Yan Hang: ......!!! Iniquity...... Iniquity......!!! (Turns and runs away!! )

At this time, Zhan Dizo was conducting interviews around Binxi Province, which is how Zhan Dizo took in the orphans.

Yan Hang: (I'm so scared...... Why didn't I dare confront that kid...... Just gave him a bite to eat...... )

Yan Hang: Maybe I'll never forget the birthmark on the child's chest...... Is that...... The root of our sins......

Yan Hang: That's it...... That event...... Finally ushered in the final ...... of our mercenary group Retribution......!

Because that kid back then...... The one who is going to kill us now, Super Fourteen...... Hongyi.

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