Chapter 114: Heart Change

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The sound of Bai Fan's heavy breathing came out, he opened his eyes, and tried to restrain himself from remembering, but a trace of pain still flashed on his face. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

"Father, you are so ruthless!" Bai Fan shook his head and sighed, his heart was empty, and he couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.

Since he was a child, Bai Fan and his father have no emotions at all, his father, but the seventh spirit lord who is high in the fairy world, in the minds of all the immortals in the fairy world, it is recognized as one of the seven strongest gods, majestic, solemn, sacred and inviolable.

Bai Fan has not known what father's love is since he was a child, because the seventh spirit lord is always so busy, always has no time, and the perennial emotional negligence even makes Bai Fan forget the appearance of the other party, yes, anyway, he hasn't seen it a few times at all, so how can he remember it? !

Since Bai Fan was born, he has been loved by thousands of people, and such an identity is undoubtedly envious of others, but he is the pride of the sky, and the dragon is blessed.

But he is unhappy, he has been very unhappy since he was a child, because his father, including his mother, has too little relationship and care for him, and this kind of growth environment without parents has gradually distorted, irritable, and crazy......

When he inadvertently made a mistake when he was a child, he rarely received the strong attention of his parents, and although he was finally punished, he also tasted the sweetness unconsciously, as if he suddenly understood a truth.

Don't you care about me? Well, I'll do something to make you have to care!

After thinking about it, Bai Fan began to intensify, he desperately wanted to get the attention of his parents, even if the process was negative, bad, and had an extremely bad impact, but he still didn't care, as long as the final result was right, everything was worth it!

One thing, two things, three things......

As one thing happened, it gradually confirmed that Bai Fan's idea was right, the more stubborn and reckless he was, the crazier the things he did, and the higher the degree of attention from his parents.

At the beginning, the small fights could only attract the attention of Zixuan Great Heavenly Venerable, but in the end, when Bai Fanchuang's disaster began to get bigger and bigger, finally, he successfully attracted the attention of the Seventh Spirit Lord!

At this time, Bai Fan's personality has been seriously distorted, but in order to achieve his goal, he simply threw away everything, everyone in the world is white and black, so simply, just go one way to the end!

Maybe his personality was a little paranoid at first, but he just sprouted a slightly restless heart and took the wrong first step.

But after a long time, gradually, his personality has been deeply changed, and all negative words such as coarseness, arrogance, indulgence, and arrogance are inseparable from him.

Over time, he fell into the abyss, even if he wanted to go back to the beginning, it was impossible, and now he has long lost this thought.

Being exiled to the spirit realm can be said to be a punishment and a baptism for Bai Fan, even if the original intention of the seventh spirit lord is good, but for Bai Fan at this moment, there is only endless resentment and unwillingness in his heart.

He will not think impartially from an objective point of view, it is because of his own mistakes that led to the final result, but subjectively conspired, thinking that his father did this too much, too ruthlessly, too much fuss......

Being in the spirit world, all his advantages in the fairy world have disappeared, identity, cultivation, immortal treasure, power...... If you want to survive, you have to start from scratch, just like a mortal who has just stepped into the path of cultivation, and it is difficult to move forward!

Maybe the only thing he brought from the fairy world that was still useful was experience and memory.

Bai Fan entered the bucket and soaked his body in the medicinal liquid, and as his memory opened, he gradually fell into deep thought.

I have to say that the period after coming to the spirit world is definitely the darkest period I have experienced since I was a child, and there is no one.

Even all the cruel punishments I experienced after making mistakes were not as severe as they are now, after all, at that time, I was in the fairy world, and this was a completely strange place, and that feeling of loneliness and incompatibility made this place like a cage, imprisoning my body and soul!

Thinking about it carefully, from the self-abandonment of self-abandonment at the beginning to the current down-to-earth cultivation, this invisible change even Bai Fan himself felt incredible.

Is this still the same me? So I can do this!

Bai Fan knew that no matter whether that dream was true or not, there was only one thing in front of him, or what was invisibly spurring him, and that was to leave here quickly and return to his homeland ----- the fairy world!

For this reason, even if the following days are extremely difficult, and even if he wants to become the most boring appearance he felt at the beginning, he will not hesitate to do it, he wants to become stronger, and he must quickly escape from this place of right and wrong!

Bai Fan stopped thinking nonsense, simply closed his eyes, and breathed in peace.

Time passed little by little, and when three hours had passed, Bai Fan suddenly opened his eyes again, and his expression showed incomprehension.

"What's going on? This potion is fake, right? Why doesn't it work at all? ā€

He couldn't help muttering in his heart, it was really two hours of immersion, but it didn't work at all, and his body was still as usual, without the slightest change.

"Could it be...... Is it because the liquid is not suitable for my body? Or is the soaking time too short? ā€

Bai Fan didn't believe in evil, so he simply closed his eyes again, whether it was useful or not, and continued to try.

Nothing to say all night......

When Bai Fan opened his eyes again, the sky outside the house was already bright, and the sunlight had even shone through the screen window.

"What? It doesn't work at all! ā€

Bai Fan was a little annoyed, after a night of experiments, he finally confirmed that this medicinal liquid was useless to himself, and it was a waste of time to toss for so long!

He cursed secretly, got up and changed into a robe, and then stood by the barrel and took a closer look, and found that the liquid was still the same as after refining, and the color had not changed at all!

"That's not right, according to what the exercise says, after soaking the body, the color of this medicinal liquid will become lighter and lighter, until it finally becomes a transparent liquid, why is it that one night has passed, nothing has happened, is it that I made a mistake in refining?"

Bai Fan thought about it, carefully studied the refining method again, and suddenly found that there was no problem at all!

"It's really weird, can't my physique absorb this potion?" Bai Fan thought of a possibility, and his face immediately became difficult to see, "No, can't my physique refine my body?" I don't believe it, I have to find someone to try! ā€

"Wang Ziyan!"