Chapter 114: Kan'er
"It's ....."
poured two handfuls of cold water on his face, extinguishing the undeserved * that rose in his heart, but the previous shadow was still swaying in his mind.
Vaguely aware that Yuan Yang probably out of revenge, and coupled with the stimulation of alcohol, it is understandable to do such a behavior, perhaps, if it weren't for being here, there would probably be a strange man lying next to her, how unforgettable love is, how hard hate is.
Lu Yan never felt that he was a righteous man and gentleman, let alone emulating the sages' impatience, maybe she took the initiative again, whether she could hold it was another matter, but when he sobered up, he was glad for his previous choice, some things, there was no turning back after opening the bow, and what the impulse brewed was only a momentary indulgent pleasure or an occasional regretful sigh in the future.
In his heart, he regarded her as a sister like Sun Li, he didn't feel too close, but it was by no means a haven for *, she was optimistic, cheerful, chattering all day long, making people grin with joy, the comfort she seeked, he couldn't give, and he couldn't give it.
He has not yet experienced the never-ending goodbye after *** good, but it is conceivable that in a circle, and belonging to the same theater, it is inevitable to look up and not look down, if something really happens, and when he meets again, he himself doesn't know what attitude to take towards her.
If he hadn't gone to Wuxi, he would have been immersed in Gentle Township at this time, but there weren't so many ifs, and he didn't feel sorry for them, gains and losses, good and bad, and there was not such an absolute and clear boundary in itself.
......
"Brother, get up and eat"
"Oh... Whew, got it."
"Brother. Hurry up and get up, by the way, I just washed your clothes, you can find another one" Yuan Yu put on Liu Tao's clothes, which were a little big, but he could only do so, and he sprinkled a lot of them when he was drinking last night.
"Don't call me brother, it sounds awkward" brushed her teeth and washed her face, she was already sitting at the table in a regular manner, steamed buns, fried dough sticks and two bowls of eight-treasure porridge, probably she went out to buy before.
Seeing Lu Yan looking at him with a mad face, Yuan Yan pursed his lips, "Ha, what's the matter, don't you like to have a sister like me?" In the blink of an eye, it seemed to have changed back to its original appearance, but in Lu Yan's feelings, it always seemed like something was more, and it seemed like something was missing, but it was not very real.
He sat down, reached out and pinched a fritter, took a bite, and asked, "What are you going to do?" ”
Her smile gradually faded, and she was silent for a while before she said, "What should I do?" Cold salad, can you still die? I also figured it out, it's not that there are no good men in this world, it's just that I was too stupid before, and I didn't plan for myself. ”
Lu Yan stared at her carefully for a while, not like self-comfort, but it was difficult to say how much of it was sincere, but at this time, he could only comfort her with words: "It's good if you can figure it out, it's hard to find two-legged toads in this world, and good men are all over the street." ”
"Hmm" she nodded, raised her head slightly, looked over, and said, "It's just a pity that I suddenly felt that I didn't meet you earlier." ”
Lu Yan subconsciously avoided her gaze, wearing Liu Tao's clothes, but he said such things, which made him a little uncomfortable: "Hey, don't talk nonsense." ”
"Haha, I'm kidding you, look at what scared you, sister-in-law went filming?" Although she doesn't care about the news, it is not difficult to guess from the furnishings of the house that there is a woman living here, a man and a woman living under the same roof.
"Don't be close, sister-in-law? Am I that old? ”
"If you don't like it," she snorted, thought for a moment and said, "Thank you yesterday." ”
"You're still polite to me, hurry up and eat, and love after eating"
Both of them consciously avoided something in the kitchen that had not happened or had happened, as if they had only had a drink and nothing else.
"Hey, can you die after two days with you?"
looked up at her and said, "I didn't say that I wouldn't let you live, but you got your clothes so that others would see what they thought?" Li Xue doesn't live far away, it's a matter of a few minutes here, the key is that he is afraid that Liu Tao will come back suddenly one day, if nothing happens, he has the confidence to take her home to sleep yesterday, but the key thing is that it happened, even if the cliff was stopped in the end, but in his heart, he always felt a little weak.
"I'm afraid that my daughter-in-law will say it directly, I'll take the clothes later, you and I will be with me" In the second half of the words, the spirit she just mentioned faded by half, and she should have thought of the past.
Lu Yan shook his head hurriedly and said, "No, what's the matter with me, if you feel uneasy, call Chen Shu, she will be fine." ”
"Don't call, I hung up on the phone yesterday without saying a word"
"Who let you not explain" paused, he said again: "Don't hold on, if you really can't let go, give people another chance, everyone has a time to make mistakes, as the saying goes..."
"Can you not mention him?"
"Well, just because I didn't say it"
"We can't do it, how many times did I give him a chance, but what did he do to me? Again and again, yes, in the eyes of outsiders, I am generous, I can endure anything, what can I get back? It's all bullshit... Woowoo"
"Okay, what are you crying about... Alas, "Lu Yan has no choice but to see others crying, whether it is a man or a woman, women crying, looking at it makes people sympathize, and men crying, but they are more sad, stunned for a while, got up and took out a piece of paper, took out two, handed it to her, and said: "Cry out, at least feel better." ”
"What the hell do you think I'm not doing well? Is he going to do this to me? Woowoo"
Seeing that Yuan Yan was crying more and more, Lu Yan was dumbfounded, he knew that he shouldn't have talked too much, but if he said it, the water that was spilled out, it would be too late to take it back, he was drunk, it was just a temporary drink to quench his thirst, and the poison that was swallowed into his throat would attack sooner or later, but it was just a difference between a little earlier and a little later.
"Okay, okay, my eyes are swollen when I cry again, aren't you going to get something, hurry up and eat, I'll go with you later, it's done, right?"
"Hmm... Hmph... Huh"
He also lost his appetite, took out a piece of paper, wiped his hands, and said, "You eat first, I'll go change my shoes."
When he returned to the house, he was not really ready to accompany her as he told her, several people were public figures, and the breakup of Yuan Yu and Xia Yu was bound to attract countless snakes, insects, rats and ants like a dog meat.
picked up the mobile phone and dialed Chen Shu's phone: "Hey, second sister, where are you?" ”
"Home"
"You come to me, Yuan Yang is in my house, crying to death"
"Huh? What's going on? She seemed to be a little energetic, and her tone was gone to the previous lukewarm coping.
"It's separated from her boyfriend, you come over first"
"Okay, tell me the address."
After hanging up the phone and coming to the living room again, Yuan Yu was still sobbing, and his eyelashes were still a little moist, but it was much better than the previous one, he sat down and said, "Hey, I called Chen Shu, and she will come over in a while." ”
"Oh... Huh"
"Don't hum anymore, the snot is almost dripping in your mouth, give, wipe it" He paused, since the two of them have no hope of getting along, it is better to be clean as soon as possible, and said: "This person, there is nothing that can't be passed, tell you that you may not believe it, my leg, I almost lost it last year, no, in the end, I still survived, don't just think about the worst, the days will be long in the future, you can't just live for others, sometimes you have to be selfish and think about yourself." ”
"Well, I'll go wash up" She nodded slowly, slowly sucked up the porridge in the bowl, didn't look at him, picked up the bowl on the table, and went into the kitchen.
"Hmm"
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I'm very tired and want to take a day off.