Xiao Baojuan is just a customer who has had an embroidery maid trade with Zhang Mei, and he is the most ordinary of her many customers. Of course, it is also the most unusual one www.biquge.info of which is also the most ordinary.

"Don't persuade me again, I know what to do." Zhang Mei was still listless and feeling lost, and she felt that she had lost her most precious thing, even though she never got it.

The maid looked at Zhang Mei nervously, she didn't know why, she was more nervous than ever, she was afraid that she would make a bad decision that everyone and her would not expect, and decided that she would definitely do it.

Zhang Mei sensed the nervousness of the maid, she took one of her hands, covered the other hand, patted the back of her hand, squeezed out a smile, and comforted her, "Don't worry, you have followed me since I was a child, it can also be said that I have been taken care of by you since I was a child, without you, there would be no me, there is no other close person around you, I am your closest person, I still have to support you in old age, and I will not leave you behind." ”

The maid was so relieved, happy, and sweet that she smiled happily.

Zhang Mei is really worried, she doesn't look good, the maid must comfort her, and also teach her to do something, "Let the lord and the whole family recognize you, and live together happily as a family, it is your life wish from childhood to adulthood until now, you have to prepare well." After a while, I saw the master and the whole family, but I can't look like this lost soul, what do you make everyone think of you, I don't understand, and I think that you have no interest in them, or show them your face and temperament, relying on you to have merit to everyone, save the lives of a large family, high up, no one in your eyes, will misunderstand you. ”

"Will it?" If it weren't for the maid's reminder, Zhang Mei wouldn't have thought so much, and Xiao Baojuan's goodbye, there would be no day when she would see each other in the future, she just couldn't lift her spirits, her heart seemed to be taken away, and she hadn't considered what would happen if she saw her family. She asked herself to think about it, it was indeed as she said, it would make the whole family misunderstand her.

"When I see my dad and them later, I will try to adjust my emotions so that they don't misunderstand me." Zhang Mei sat down in good spirits, hoping to be kind and happy, and no longer think crankily.

Why is Zhang Mei unhappy, the maid knows it, she comforts Zhang Mei, "Xiao Enren is a fairy, he also has his own wife, the two of them are very affectionate, he has no feelings for the eldest lady, he took away the embroidery, he should never appear in front of us again, you have no fate, you just want to open some, forget him." ”

Zhang Mei tried hard to adjust her state, trying not to think about Xiao Baojuan for the time being, even if it was just to stop thinking about him at the beginning of the meeting with her family, as long as she completed this first acquaintance. was mentioned by the maid again, and said the ruthlessness of reality without tactfulness, breaking her only remaining illusion of self-deception, and her tears suddenly flowed silently, and she couldn't control it.

"Miss, don't cry." The maid hurriedly took out a handkerchief and wiped her tears for Zhang Mei, she felt sorry for her, but she couldn't do anything, "We'll be home soon, don't cry like this, you should be happy, no matter how unhappy you are, you have to show happiness." ”

"Time will make you forget and erase all the pain." The maid hopes that the accumulated years can heal her wounds, so that one day in the future, Zhang Mei will be able to forget Xiao Baojuan, or when she thinks of him again, she will be as calm as water, start her love life again, and find a wishful husband who loves her, feels sorry for her, and can take care of her.

"Don't talk about me and the Shaun people, I'm sad, really sad, let me be quiet." Zhang Mei was tired of the fact that in the past, the maid and Peng Lingkong were pointing fingers in her contact with Xiao Baojuan, and their well-intentioned plans did not help in any way, but only added to the chaos; In the future, although there is no hope, she has to make her own decisions, no matter what she does, she will come out of her own heart, and she will not regret the result.

Zhang Mei is heartbroken, it is better not to mention it again and again, since she has stated such a request, the maid will stop at the right time.

The most important thing in front of her is that the family recognizes and reunites, the maid thinks about it, and she is happy for Zhang Mei, she can also raise her head and be a person in the Zhang family after following her, "Miss, a few days ago, the eldest prince came to beg you, you still refused to go home, and disappeared with a strange man, those children have a bad impression of you, and you haven't said bad things about you in front of the master, the family is likely to have misunderstood you." When you go home, you have to think about how to explain to them, apologize and behave well to get everyone's approval. ”

"I know what to do." Zhang Mei's tone was light, and it seemed that it could be said to be a little cold.

Zhang Mei: What's wrong? Or is she immersed in the farewell with Xiao Baojuan and can't get out, even the recognition and acceptance that she has been looking forward to since she was a child can't arouse her interest, for an impossible man who has become a thing of the past, you can not care about the feelings of the family, the affection of the family?

The maid vaguely felt that it was not so simple. It seems that Zhang Mei is so cold and isolated from the world, as if she is not in the same time and space as others, could it be that she is used to her daily life of isolation from her family, but she is at a loss for the upcoming reunion, and she makes a mess of herself, and she doesn't know how to behave? Not really. She couldn't figure it out, but she couldn't open her mouth and ask carefully.

Coming to the gate of Zhang's house, Zhang Mei watched carefully. She had lived in this house for some years, but had never entered or exited through the gate, which was so foreign to her that it seemed to have nothing to do with her, even though it was her house.

The maid sent away the coachman and the carriage. She and Zhang Mei will no longer go back to live in the last female silk village in the future, and naturally they will always live here, which is the last place for their master and servant, and they no longer need to move by carriage. She didn't know about Zhang Jieyuan's plan to return to their hometown, and they were about to leave, otherwise they wouldn't be in a hurry to arrange that Brother Zhang must invite Zhang Mei home.

Zhang Mei can imagine how magnificent the Zhang family was in the past, and there must be a striking plaque with the word "Zhang Fu" above the gate. And now, no one is an official in the court anymore, and the plaque should have been taken away by the official government that performed official duties.

If the family hadn't been arrested and put in the prison of Dali Temple, and she didn't need Zhang Mei to kneel down and beg Emperor Yang Jian to rescue them, would Zhang Jieyuan never forgive her, ignore her, and let her wander and fend for herself? Even if he was unhappy, he not only cut off her wealth, that is, her way of life, but also brutally killed her.

Is it because they want to live in her home in the future, the family has to beg her to go home, otherwise they will still ignore her and never change.

Zhang Mei couldn't get an answer, but she couldn't help but doubt. She has never received her father's love since she was a child, but she has been persecuted, bullied, and framed by Zhang Jieyuan and their family repeatedly, and it is inevitable to think a lot.