Chapter 141, I Hate ......
People like the night very much, because the night she can hide all your sorrows, so the pain, all the darkness, the night is both latent and dull, she can sweep the sand, she can also play tricks on the world, she can heal all the pain, she can also uncover all the wounds. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
The young man looked at a round of solitary moon, his face was difficult to see, the young man's face was so stubborn, and so helpless.
The man came from behind, the already somewhat dim moonlight dragged his shadow for a long time, the man looked at a round of solitary moon, but his eyes were looking at the boy under the solitary moon, the man opened his mouth and didn't know what to say, what? But the young man's back made him so helpless, he wanted to speak, but he was afraid of self-blame after speaking, he wanted to help him, but he never spoke to him, he wanted to understand him, but when he got closer, he found that he wanted to understand him.
Thinking of an innocent smile when he was a child, the corners of the man's mouth were so bitter, but looking at the back of the young man was so lonely, the lonely moon was still turning, she was sometimes hidden in the clouds, sometimes exposed, that light and dark, so that the wind couldn't help but come to help, the wind blew the man's robe, the man stood motionless in the wind, what did he lose? The man asked himself.
He hated himself, he hated everything he had, he hated why he appeared, he hated why he only repented now, he hated why he only understood now, maybe this is retribution, but why is retribution not in himself.
The face of the shocked man was so vicissitudes, when he sent Wang Yi in, he still had a smile on his face, but everyone knew that it was a road of no return, but he took the right path without hesitation, and what about himself? Shocked and silent, maybe some things will have to be solved sooner or later, hatred has no effect after all, and what can you give?
Shocking Yan walked up and looked at Shocka sitting on the grass, he was so lazy, he closed his eyes tightly, but there were tears in the corners of his eyes......
As if sensing that someone was coming, he shouted, "Who?
"I ......," replied in surprise.
"Oh, how is he?" The flatness of the tone is elusive.
"Let's talk as we go!" Surprise Yan walked up and said.
Shocker followed and didn't say a word, but the lonely follower made Shocker sad, and more and more they had a distance, Shocker and Shocker were half a step apart, never more, never less.
Without saying anything all the way, he looked at the dense woods, the dense leaves made it difficult for the moonlight to fall, so that the trail was also a little dim, and he stopped in surprise, and the surprise card behind him also stopped with tacit understanding, and looked at this half-step gap, maybe this is a distance that can never be crossed?
"He's fine, he told me to tell you, and he'll come out and drink with you."
The tone of surprise paused a few times, but he still spoke, and he didn't know what he was thinking. Wang Yi is his father's disciple, how could he not know, the same look, occasionally the same smile, how could he not know Naka, laughed in surprise, he didn't know how many times he dreamed of smiling at himself in his dreams, and that smile was so familiar, but when he saw Wang Yi's smile, it was so similar.
Shocker wants to shout Brother Wang happily every time, but when he sees his smile, his chest will ache inexplicably, Shocka knows that it is called jealousy, he is jealous, Wang Yi, this will not change at any time, he is jealous that Wang Yi can be alone with Surprise, he is jealous that Wang Yi can be praised by Surprise, but ......
Shocker looked up at the dim moonlight, he blamed himself so much, Wang Yi He could have more opportunities and more choices, but it was himself, he pulled him into this abyss, this abyss that could not be snooped into, but he jumped down desperately, never thought about it, sometimes Shocka even thought, he helped himself so much because he was a disciple of Shock, or because he was his brother, Shocka Card didn't know, Shocker said that name, Shocka Card sometimes felt so strange, Why is he so far away from him, why can he reach out and touch it, but why is it separated by a transparent film......
"There's time!" Startle replied lightly.
Surprise nodded thoughtfully.
"You're the Demon Emperor?" Starter asked about his doubts.
He was stunned for a moment, but nodded his head.
Wouldn't it be better for you to save her?
Amazon didn't know how to answer this question, he had been very calm, he hadn't even asked, whatever it was, he chose to bear it himself, whether it was to his past, or what? Obviously, it was because of his own reasons that things became complicated, but he never asked, just silently doing his own thing and silently taking responsibility for himself, but what was the result? Surprise Yan looked at that cold expression, it was so unfamiliar.
"Some things make sense for some people to do, while others do them just to add to them."
"Oh......" Shocker looked at Surprise, the coldness of the moonlight making it impossible to see his expression.
"Isn't he your favorite disciple?"
Silence in shock......
Snaka ignored it, "He has a strange talent, and he has already reached the Demon Emperor before he is twenty years old, can you bear to let him fall, can you bear to destroy him." ”
The snarky tone made Shock's body tremble, "I can't bear it, what can I do even if I can't bear it?" My ability ......"
Shocked Naka almost didn't listen, "You are the Demon Emperor, as soon as the emperor comes out, he bows his head for a hundred miles, the Demon Emperor!" What a privilege! That's a strong man, who can't concede three points when he sees it. ”
Shocking Ka's taunt made Shocking Yan feel a little angry, "Do you think the Demon Emperor can do whatever he wants?" Do you think I don't want to? ”
Surprise Naka smiled, "You have a chance, you can be faster, you can solve these things quickly, you can make everything not happen, but you let everything happen......"
Shocked lowered his head......
"Sometimes I think, how can that drunkard be my father, my father should stand up to the sky, he is a strong man, he can protect me, he can play with me every day, but my father is an alcoholic, a drunkard who can only drink, but my uncle told me that my father is a strong man, he is very strong, so strong that everyone is afraid, so I practice hard every day, I want him not to be a wine bottle as a companion, I want him to accompany me every day, I want to see what he looks like when he becomes a strong man, I want to grow up under his protection. But what? ”
Shockaca's anger passed through the ears of Shocking......
"He is a strong man, an unbeatable strong man, he is a demon emperor, he can make ten thousand people surrender when he is angry, he makes ten thousand people flatter, but what? How I wish he wasn't the strong man in my heart, how I wish he was still the drunkard, the drunkard who would drink in the same place every time I went back, and would let me clean up the bottles every day...... It's a pity that he is not, and my father is a Demon Emperor, an admirable Demon Emperor, and his prestige spreads all over the world, but I hate him so much, so much ......"
Shocker held back his tears, and the expression of Surprise was so painful, he tried hard to hide his identity, just to let Shocka find out, if he found out that he was the Demon Emperor, then ...... Amazer never thought about what would happen? Why did he repent so late, why did he decide to approach his heart, but his heart came up with a shackle for himself.
"You are the Demon Emperor, why didn't you tell us early in the morning...... Ah......h
Shocker punched him, and Shocker didn't dodge, but the punch slashed across Shock's face and landed on the tree behind him, and Shockaka's face was next to him, and there was even a crying sound.
"He's a genius, he's smarter than me, but because he's your disciple, I doubt it, and when I woke up, I found out that it was so late, and I hated myself so much, why didn't my father stand up to the sky, but when my father stood up to the sky, I hated him so much, hated him so tall, I didn't care about before, but this time you obviously ...... You can ......."
Shocking Naka's tears fell, so helpless, "I hate me so much, hate myself for being so weak, so weak that everyone who cares about me and cares about me is hurt, I hate ...... so much"
"I hate God for being unfair, why did He treat me like that, why did He take everything I had, I hated Him before why he didn't give me a loving father, now I hate Him, why? Why didn't anything prepare me, he had already happened, and I was so weak when he happened, I longed to be strong, so strong that everyone was afraid, but God why didn't he give me a chance, he and we all have to ruthlessly deprive me of everything, do you know how helpless I am? Do you know how many times I wanted to interrupt him and take his place as I watched him approach? ”
Shocking felt the trembling body of Shocking Jackah, Shocking Saying wanted to take him into his arms, he needed an outlet, he suppressed it so much that his body couldn't bear it at all......
But Snaka suddenly looked into Shock's eyes and asked, "Why?" Why is it so unfair and unfair to me......
Naka's body retreated, as if she was running away, "Why, that scene, why did that scene appear in front of me again, why, why did that feeling of powerlessness make me feel again, why?" I hate, I hate ......"
Snaka's madness escapes from this dimly lit place, and she looks at the direction in which she fled, or maybe this is their estrangement! Shocking Naka wanted to get Shocking's approval, so he worked hard to cultivate, and Shocking Saying was obviously self-righteous every time, every time he thought he could solve these things silently, and every time he thought he could bear it, but no one thought that the final consequences would ......
Some of the results can be avoided, but they go around all the problems in a circle, a big circle to be solved, and they pay more than ten times as much as they can easily solve, they need to communicate, they don't have any distractions, they need to understand, not their own self-righteousness, but for the astonishment, the astonia, how precious is his communication, the exclamation's understanding of the astonaka comes from Narien's narration, and the assignment understands the astonia? Zanaka didn't know, maybe he knew, maybe he didn't know at all, maybe this was the silent war between the Father and the Son!
Surprise said he wanted to chase after him, but he saw a figure, and he stopped after seeing it, and now he also needs to be quiet, his heart is already a little messy, and he doesn't know how to clean it up.
"Hey, what are you doing?"
Shocked Naka turned his head, Qi Die looked at him with a smile, the tears on Naka's face had not yet dried, seeing Qi Die's sudden arrival, his eyes were also a little confused, although Qi Die had heard about it, but ......
Qi Die sat next to Snucka and looked at Startacard, and Snucka saw that Qi Die was sitting there and didn't speak, so he didn't speak, and that round of Lonely Moon finally called back his partner, and the night sky also had a few lights.
"I'm sorry ......"
"Hmm...... What! The sudden words made Qi Die a little puzzled.
Shocka card did not answer, but Qi Die thought about it as soon as he thought about it, for the matter of Shocka card snatching the marriage contract, the Qi family's handling was indeed more troublesome, but because of the existence of Wang Yi a few days ago, it was not too much trouble, and now because of Shockacard, the position of the Qi family is also a little embarrassing.
"I'm hungry and want to eat?" Qi Die suddenly spoke.
Shocking Naka looked at Qi Die still rubbing his stomach, as if he was really hungry, and he didn't know how to answer for a while, his heart was very confused now, he didn't know what he should do at all? Looking at Qi Die at this moment......
Surprise Naka smiled, "What do you want to eat?"
"It's a little sad, so let's have a ginseng soup! If the ginseng is 10,000 years old, it must be on low heat, and there will be a pearl soup! Lately slept late......"
"Hey, where can I get it for you!" ”
"Figure it out yourself, hahaha......"
Looking at Qi Die, who was laughing and laughing in front of him, he was also a little sad, and couldn't help touching his head that had a headache, and suddenly he seemed to think of something? Looking at Qi Die's cheerful figure, the speed of the startled card suddenly accelerated......
Qi Die felt that someone was holding her from behind, and her delicate body was also stunned, she took her into her arms, and her lips were against Qi Die's jade neck, which was so smooth, and her lips kissed Qi Die's neck, and her whole head was buried in Qi Die's shoulders......
"Promise me, don't leave me, I don't want to experience that feeling again, I'm really scared, scared, scared of you leaving, promise me ......"
Qi Die felt that his shoulders were a little wet, his heart trembled slightly, the smooth jade hand held the hand of Shockacard, and Shockacard's head was still buried in Qi Butterfly's shoulder, a gust of night wind blew, blowing Qi Butterfly's hair, blowing Shockaka's clothes, and Shocka smelled the familiar body fragrance, and his mood was a little milder, but his head buried in Qi Die's shoulder moved up again......
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