Chapter 1130: Selfishness
Gu Xiaomei is not missing. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoShe's in custody. The purpose is to keep her away from Guo Ye........ This is an optimistic idea.
The pessimistic idea is that Gu Xiaomei has always been guarded as Guo Ye's last touchstone. When the time came, Gu Xiaomei was asked to appear in front of Guo Ye with Guo Ye's life experience, test Guo Ye, and inspect Guo Ye. After that, everyone is happy, but they can't live it........ Doom to come.
After all, the project in Guo Ye's hands now, the project inherited from Guo Lanting, has reached the final stage. With the improvement of the completion of the project, the probability that Gu Xiaomei may appear and the probability that she will not appear are very large.
Song Ersheng closed her eyes, how could she make such a serious mistake in judgment?
It's not a mistake she'll make, right.........
Song Ersheng closed her eyes and carefully recalled the things about Guo Lanting and Guo Ye in the past eight years, and then she opened her eyes........
"What's wrong?" Meng Ben asked.
Song Ersheng smiled, "Compared to people who have really lived for a long time, I have picked up the ....... for nothing in my life" After a comfortable life for too long, she even lost the most basic vigilance. Meng Ben didn't understand what Song Ersheng meant, but Song Ersheng figured it out, so he didn't bother anymore and pulled Meng Ben to take a bath and sleep.
The next day, Song Ersheng came to the hospital early, but Song Yizheng was already waiting for her.
"Haven't slept all night?" Song Ersheng looked at the cyan color under Song Yizheng's eyes, "What's wrong?" ”
Song Yizheng said that either he didn't sleep all night, or he didn't sleep well, "I also want to talk to you first, so as not to say it when I have time, and my parents ........don't agree."
Song Ersheng sat down and set the breakfast, "You talk while eating." ”
Song Yizheng actually couldn't eat it, but he didn't want to live up to Song Ersheng's wishes, so he forced himself to eat two bites, "Hua Ming said, if you don't divorce, you will take me and the children and leave the current environment for a few years." He felt that part of the reason why he and I got to where we are today is that most of it comes from the outside world. This affected my marriage relationship with him. He said, whether it is the Song family or the Hua family, they will ignore it for the time being, and only take me and the children to live the life of our family of three......."
"Three thousand, I agreed."
Song Ersheng was speechless.
Song Yizheng's hand trembled slightly, and he put down the spoon, "I know how white-eyed a wolf I am when I agree to Hua Ming's request." From my illness and falling in love to getting married and having children, I can't do without my parents and your help. Especially you. I am blessed to have the life I have now. I can't afford such an expensive hospital on my own...... I know how sad you will be if I agreed, my behavior is a betrayal......."
"But I actually had Hua Ming's thoughts for a long time. However, I have no ability, no use, and I have been accustomed to relying on you since I was a child. Obviously, I said before that I should have a backbone and give you money every month, but since I was pregnant, I said that I would give you a penny to my parents, and I myself became a black hole, so that you keep spending money for me and filling the black hole of dissatisfaction......."
Song Yizheng's voice was tense to the extreme, and her expression was also very nervous, as if her whole body would crack in the next second, "I'm really a selfish person." Speaking of which, I just thought of myself........ I thought a lot last night. I thought, I'm not wrong. Because I'm married, I'm married, I'm no longer the Song family, Huaming and I have our small family, we have our children, we have our new life, I'm not wrong. ”
"But I also thought, I'm wrong, no, guilty. Selfish and shameless. Spending the family's money, taking advantage of the family, and not remembering the benefits of the family. It's just that you feel sorry for me, so I squeeze you hard....... I'm guilty, I'm damned, I should divorce Hua Ming, and I won't bother you anymore because of this failed marriage. I've been thinking about it all night, and these are my real thoughts........"
Song Yizheng grabbed the sheet with his hand, and he was about to tear the thick sheet, "However, even if I have so many ideas, I still choose to agree to Huaming....... I'm probably the kind of selfish ghost who just talks and doesn't do it........ Three thousand, I don't have the face to beg you to support me and forgive me, I only hope that you can help me and comfort my parents......."
"From birth to the present, even if the three of us sisters are studying separately, none of us have really left the country or anyone. Even if I get married, you are also married, but we still live under the big family of the Song family, because you represent the Song family...... Sanqian, you may not be happy when I say this, but I just want to say it all today......."
Even if Song Yizheng said this, he still didn't have the courage to look at Song Ersheng, "You have been smart since you were a child, and many things at home and outside the family are actually your ideas." All of us, including our parents, are under your control. We're happy, but, occasionally, we, I mean me, have pain........ Even though it's a cheap bone, I really feel miserable sometimes......."
"When I failed in my early love, I would have wondered why you were so strict with your studies. When I get sick and go to the doctor, I wonder why you know so many doctors that I can't even die. When my marriage failed, I would think, why did you help me marry Hua Ming in the first place........ I knew that these thoughts should have caused me to be struck by lightning, but I did have these thoughts, and then I would hate myself even more......."
Song Yizheng finally looked at Song Ersheng, "If you hadn't been so good to me, I wouldn't have been so miserable." If you're a terrible person, I can play with a clear conscience and be more selfish......... Now, I still think I'm terrible at the idea........ I'm such a terrible and selfish person, three thousand, I'm sorry........ Let me go......."
Song Ersheng's heart, she can't tell it herself.
At this moment, Song Yidi rushed in with a gust of wind, his face was full of tears, and he slapped Song Yizheng in the face, the dining table was overturned, and breakfast was scattered all over the ground.......
When Song Yidi wanted to fight again, Song Ersheng hugged her, "Sister!! ”
"Three thousand, you let go !!" Song Yizheng also burst into tears, and after shouting, he sat up straight and faced Song Yidi, "You fight." ”
Song Yidi tried his best to break away from Song Ersheng, reached out and grabbed Song Yizheng's jacket collar, and gave it another backhand. But because Song Ersheng helped block it, he didn't hit Song Yizheng in the face, but just waved her shoulder.
"Three Thousand !!" Song Yidi was anxious, "You let go!" I'm going to kill this unconscionable beast today!! ”
Song Ersheng had already hugged Song Yidi again, how could she let go, "Sister, don't fight, don't cry........ Don't cry and don't cry...... "Don't cry........