Chapter 813: Unbearable (1st Update)
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"Cher, that's all in the past, and I can assure you, I'm the only one now. Don't worry, I won't look for anyone else. Zhao Gang swore that he was the best at saying such things, and it sounded very sincere.
Feng Xue didn't know whether to believe him or not, although she had no evidence, but a woman's keen sixth sense told her that Zhao Gang must be more than just a woman.
She was very entangled, she couldn't let go of Zhao Gang, but she couldn't stand his flowery heart and affection, in all kinds of entanglement, Feng Xue still decided to believe him temporarily, after all, she was not ready to leave him.
"Okay, let's not talk about this, when will you come back to see me, I'm so bored alone." After what happened before, Feng Xue still wanted to see him spinelessly.
"Come on the weekend, and if there's nothing to do, I'll go back and see you." As he spoke, the door of Zhao Gang's office rang. "Xue'er, let's not talk about it yet, someone knocked on the door, contact later."
As soon as Zhao Gang's voice fell, there was a "beep" sound from his mobile phone. Feng Xue leaned back in the chair and sighed lightly, Zhao Gang is like this, he always regards work as more important than anyone else, how could he really care about her and her feelings? Thinking of the sadness, the scene from a year ago came to mind again:
At that time, she ran out of the office because of a few heavy words, she didn't know that she was pregnant, in the violent running, her lower body began to bleed, and then she was sent to the hospital, vaguely, she heard the nurse say something to Zhao Gang, she gradually felt that her body was no longer her own, and her soul flew into the sky.
She didn't know how much time had passed, but she felt as if her life had passed so long before she heard the curtain ring. The strong light came, she subconsciously closed her eyes, and heard the doctor's voice as if relieved: "Okay, push her to the sick chou next to her and observe, and it will be fine if she doesn't bleed heavily within twelve hours." ”
Feng Xue opened her eyes and saw the doctor take off his gloves, which were dripping with blood. She subconsciously rolled her eyes away. But I saw a bloody bucket under the operating table, and there was blood and a lump of flesh in it.
Feng Xue's face changed suddenly, and her body shook. The nurse who was collecting things on the side saw it and shouted, "Miss, what's wrong with you?" ”
"I ...... I'm uncomfortable......" Feng Xue only felt that the world was spinning, and the throat seemed to be blocked with the dirty blood. I want to throw up.
"Bloodsickness? Wait a minute, it'll be fine. The female doctor said sympathetically and went over to wash her hands.
The nurse opened the door, and the air outside rushed in. The smell of disinfectant water used to hate her, but at that moment she felt very kind.
She breathed indifferently, and Zhao Gang's handsome face broke into her sight: "How is she?" ”
Hear the voice, the voice of another world alive. Feng Xue felt that she had finally come to the world from hell, she relaxed, and her eyes went dark. Fainted.
A year ago, she didn't understand what the loss of a child meant to a woman. But now when she thinks about it, her heart hurts like a pinprick in a pin. She clenched her fists, hating her own incompetence. Such an irresponsible man, how can he not leave him ruthlessly, only by leaving her can there be true happiness......
Zhao Gang's sudden appearance made Ruhan feel like she was in a dream, she knew that Zhao Gang would return to Haicheng sooner or later, but she didn't expect to come back so soon, he was still his top boss, fate was like this to play tricks on people, she obviously hated him to death, but she had to face him, and she had to call him "manager" pretendly.
At the moment when she first saw him, Ruhan had an illusion, as if she had returned to the time when she first met a few years ago, but that feeling was fleeting, he was no longer the him in her heart, and her state of mind was not as good as before.
Zhao Gang had so many women, and after making love with so many women, he came to violate her again, which made her feel that there was something particularly unbearable in her body wriggling when she thought about it.
Yes, her concept is that she will never have sex with a man if she doesn't get married, but she was usurped by him before she got married, not to mention, and he was thrown away in the most cruel way, just like throwing away an old dress, without any nostalgia.
Such a demon who will never have countless lovers/people, knowing that he can't give her a future, wants to hurt her fiercely! How could she not hate!
Ruhan knocked on the water hard, and the warm water in the bathtub overflowed, she didn't even notice it, she just took a towel and scrubbed herself fiercely, eager to peel off a layer of skin.
She knew that she couldn't wash it clean no matter what, and every time she took a bath, it was like masochism, but as a result, the fact still existed, she had been defiled by Zhao Gang, and she couldn't wash it clean.
For a long time, Ruhan's heart has been controlled and tormented by this man, even if she is in pain, she can only bear it, and there is no one to talk to at all!
All along, she has lived a tormented life!
But now, she doesn't want to live like this anymore, Zhao Gang's return is an opportunity, she wants to get him back and make him pay for what he did!
The next day, Ruhan slept late and didn't get up until late. Probably because the injury on her leg was not completely healed, she took a bath without proper maintenance, and as soon as she woke up, she felt that her leg was very painful, and when she lifted the quilt, she found that the wound was swollen again.
"Oh my God, how can this be?" Ruhan was afraid that the wound would be infected and leave a scar, so she was very anxious.
"Hanhan, are you up?" Mother knocked on the door, shouting in a low voice.
"Mom, I'm awake, I'll get up right away." Ruhan was afraid that her mother would see the redness and swelling on her legs, so she hurriedly covered her with a quilt.
Liu Yuhua pushed the door in response: "When you wake up, get up and eat, mom made your favorite corn-stuffed dumplings." ”
"Well, Mom, you go downstairs first, I'll go right away."
Ruhan wants to change into trousers and go downstairs to eat, otherwise he will definitely be found when he goes out in a nightdress.
"What's wrong, Hanhan? Mom is still shy when she looks at you changing clothes? From her daughter's flickering gaze, Liu Yuhua saw something unusual.
"No, I ...... I just want you to go downstairs first, otherwise the air in the bedroom is not good, and there is no ventilation. Ruhan had an idea and thought of this lame reason.
"Hanhan, how is the injury on your leg, mom take a look!" Liu Yuhua sat on the edge of the bed and lifted the quilt as he spoke. Ruhan knew that she couldn't hide it, so she had to let her red and swollen legs be exposed in front of her mother.
"I remember that the wound has been healed, why is it suddenly strict again?" Ruhan's fair skin formed a stark contrast with the small patch of redness and swelling, which shocked Liu Yuhua.
"It was too hot yesterday, I ...... Took a shower at night. Ruhan didn't dare to raise his head and said embarrassedly. (To be continued) R580