I had the heart to expose this article, but Nana still looked at herself embarrassed, Song Ersheng coughed, "Let's put it this way, if there are ten temples in the country, three of which are raised by the state, the remaining three are raised by the locality, and the remaining one is raised by the masses, then the other three wild ones are raised by me." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

".........." Nana took a deep breath, okay, I see. As long as you don't leave home, it's not a problem. Then he let out a sigh, "Your master and their monks say that they are far away from the red dust, but they still want to do good deeds in the red dust, but they don't occupy their sleeves, so they only let you work so ........hard."

Song Ersheng flicked off the cigarette ash, "My Buddha is compassionate." ”

"..........." I throw in the towel. Nana looked at Song Ersheng, "You don't have any plans to become a monk.......

"I'm, I won't." Song Ersheng waved his hand.

".........." Nana takes a breath, you win.

Seeing that many men who had been standing around for a long time were already eager to come over and talk, Nana took a few puffs of cigarette and motioned for Song Ersheng to go back. Song Ersheng nodded, thinking that since the words had already been spoken, he simply said to Nana, "I will set up an investment company after graduating from high school, and you can find me if you have money to take care of." After a pause, "Even if it's less than five million, I'm quite busy." ”

".........." Nana took the cigarette butt in Song Ersheng's hand, extinguished it and threw it into the trash, "I will try to make up five million." ”

Song Ersheng laughed.

In the evening, when Zhu Mother helped Song Ersheng rub his back, she said that Aunt Song felt that Zhao Shanshan would have a hard time conceiving a child, "Your aunt is sharp-eyed, I think what she said should be quite accurate, I just think that girl is not very ........" came up and pulled the old son's mouth, and Zhu Mother said that she was not very kind.

Song Ersheng sat in the bathtub, admiring his aunt's eyesight a little, and at the same time feeling that he had the potential to be a magic stick.

Zhu's mother said again that the Zhao family has always wanted to ask her about Song Ersheng and wants to practice, "My old son is older, and someone likes it." Speaking of this, Zhu's mother was a little curious, "Your sister hooked up with male classmates when they were in elementary school, and you have said that you have been following Meng Ben since you were a child, but why are there no male classmates looking for you to hook up?" ”

Song Ersheng laughed, "It's not enough to have Meng Ben?" ”

Zhu's mother glared, "Meng Ben must have scared him away, right?" Speaking of this, Zhu Mom sighed, "Your father has renovated the Meng family's house, and your Grandpa Meng called and said that he would live in the south for a period of time to recuperate and come back." But this Meng Ben, why doesn't he have a phone call? "At first, there was still it, but now that Sensei is talking about the phone, I don't even know if this person is dead or alive.

Song Ersheng took off the mask on his face, "He's coming back soon." Before the college entrance examination, I will definitely come back. ”

Zhu Mom took the mask and threw it into the garbage basket, "It's not a question of whether he can come back now, nor when will he come back, I just think this child's attitude towards you, is it really that you don't cherish it when you get it?" But, "You didn't have anything to do with Meng Ben.......

"......... can you see that?" You're the god, aren't you?

Zhu's mother continued, "You also pretend not to care about fooling people, I can see it." You're in a hurry more than anyone else........"

Song Ersheng smiled after hearing this, and suddenly remembered the inexplicable emotion in his heart, and after hesitating, he asked, "Mom, people want to be together for a long time, is it because of loneliness?" She will have feelings for Meng Ben in her life, at first because she supported each other when she was young, and then because she knew each other's secrets, she further narrowed the relationship.

After getting engaged, she became so troubled by gains and losses. This mood should be a manifestation of love, but Song Ersheng thought about whether she was so lacking in family, love and friendship in her previous life, so she would hold on to everyone so tightly in this life........ Even if there is a desire to control her personality, it should also be somewhat influenced by her previous life.

And if that's the case, don't mention family and friendship first, just talk about her feelings for Meng Ben, does this love become very impure? Love is a feeling that seems to be easily demanded. There must be sincerity, there must be purity and selflessness, and there must be sacrifice and dedication........

Song Ersheng only felt that behind the instability in her heart was her uncertainty. If her feelings for Meng Ben are still uncertain, then it will be a matter of time before she splits her legs.

It is the first time that my mother has heard such words from the mouth of her old son. The two eldest daughters would never talk to her about this kind of topic, and although the old son had nothing to say with her, he never said such a thing. Mother Zhu glanced at Song Ersheng, seeing that her face was ruddy, and her bright eyes were full of spring breeze, and she was a little relieved.

"Loneliness or something, I don't understand. However, living alone, of course, no two people have a taste together. Even if it's a quarrel, and there is someone who talks back to you, don't you think it's a little lively? But a person can also live, but I just think that there will be good and bad. For example, Yidi, she lives alone, and outsiders think it's okay, because she looks strong. But you can't live alone when you look at it......."

I wish my mother to talk about this topic with her old son as much as possible, so that her old son can understand her life experience. But her education level is really limited, and if she has a car in her heart, she can't pour dumplings in a teapot. However, Zhu's mother still tried hard to express herself, wanting her old son to understand what she meant.

"But in fact, your sister can't live alone, because she can't live well. She's the one who has the ability to babble. It's your sister who can live well alone. Yizheng looks incompetent, but in fact, he has the most ideas in his heart, and he can endure loneliness the most. To put it mildly, she had such a serious illness and committed suicide once, who can not say that she is not strong? ”

Song Ersheng was quiet and listened carefully.

"Mom, that is to say, this person lives, no matter what he does, whether he is studying or working or engaging in objects, it is not because of this loneliness. I just want to have a good life. If you think you can live well alone, then live alone. If you think you want to find someone to live with, then two people. Lonely or something, thinking too much, there's no need to ........."