Chapter 773: Tears of Sadness (1st Update)
(ps: Hanhan continues to weakly ask for pink, cute. Later 2nd Update.)
With Yixue's concern, Ruhan's mood was much better, lying on the soft big g, and soon fell asleep.
Maybe the love was too deep at the beginning, after experiencing Zhao Gang's ruthless betrayal and abandonment, Ruhan still couldn't really hate him, thinking that he had suffered such a big setback, he was still worried about him.
On the second day of work, Ruhan sat in front of the computer and couldn't calm down to read the manuscript, so he hesitated again and again, but decided that Zhao Gang made a call.
By the numbers that were once familiar, they seem so strange today. As soon as she pressed it halfway, Ruhan hesitated, what if Zhao Gang didn't answer the phone, or, he still had that kind of attitude of ignoring her, wouldn't it embarrass her.
"Forget it, it's out, isn't it just a phone call, he can still eat me!" Ruhan encouraged himself and finally pressed the last few buttons "3-7-7-3".
Lin Lan Zhao Gang's house, the mobile phone on the G head cabinet rang, "The five-star red flag is fluttering in the wind, how loud the victory song is......"
Zhao Gang's mobile phone ringtone is very special, which makes people excited when they hear it, and soon, Zhao Gang and Feng Xue were woken up. They just came back from Haicheng and haven't gone to work yet.
"Who's calling?" Feng Xue was close to the cabinet, reached out and took the phone, opened her eyes in a haze, and instantly sobered up.
"Husband, didn't you say that you had no contact with Shen Ruhan, why did she call you again?"
Feng Xue muttered, looking unhappy.
"What? Show me." Zhao Gang took the mobile phone from Feng Xue's hand, looked at it, and it was really Ruhan calling.
"We haven't been in touch for a long time, and I don't even know what she's calling for. Leave her alone. Put your phone back." Zhao Gang didn't want to make Feng Xue angry, so he didn't pay attention to Ruhan's phone call at all.
Hearing Zhao Gang say this, Feng Xue's tense little face immediately relaxed. Okay, let's ignore her and go back to sleep."
Feng Xue put the phone back on the cabinet, lay down next to Zhao Gang again, and fell asleep with him in her arms.
"Why doesn't he answer the phone?" Ruhan meditated silently in his heart. Worried about him. But there is no way.
She is in Haicheng, Zhao Gang is dozens of kilometers away Lin Lan, the only contact between them is the mobile phone. Once the phone is not answered, they are really disconnected.
If when Zhao just proposed to break up, Ruhan still had illusions, then now. Ruhan has no luxury at all.
She has asked Zhao Gang countless times if she has ever loved her. Now she doesn't have to ask, she already has the answer.
If he really loved her, how could he bear to deceive her, how could he bear to turn his back on her? How could she bear to leave him in the most cruel and resolute way when she was most reluctant to him, and disappear in her life?
Love. It's not as simple as "I love you". Love is companionship, love is companionship. Love is the most broken sky, and the sea is rotten and you have to hold your hand!
In this world, except for life and death, no one can separate the people who love each other, and what can be separated is not love, but just an impulsive adult/person game.
"Forget it, if you don't take it, you won't take it. I guess it's inconvenient to pick it up." Ruhan put the phone aside and comforted herself.
Speaking of "inconvenient", Ruhan felt a tingling in his heart. She is not a fool, as early as last year, when Zhao Gang was still with him, she knew that Zhao Gang was a person who was unwilling to be lonely and liked to hunt for curiosities. She just didn't expect that she would be a thing of the past so soon. Zhao Gang's "inconvenience" is because there are new people on his side, and he has no time to take care of her, an old person.
Even if Zhao Gang repeatedly denied it, Ruhan also knew very well that the person who made Zhao Gang break his promise and ignore her pain was Feng Xue, but she didn't want to face this reality. I don't want this woman to trample on her dignity and insult her personality with Zhao Gang.
I thought that the tears had dried up and there were no more tears, but when I thought of the sad place, Ruhan couldn't help crying again.
That love is too deep, that injury is too serious, how can it be recovered overnight?
When happiness is based on the suffering of others, this happiness is immoral and even despicable. When Ruhan was hiding at home alone and crying for life and death, Zhao Gang was holding Feng Xue in Anxi, upside down on Lin Lan's big g, and going together, how could he think of Ruhan's pain and helplessness?
All morning, Ruhan couldn't lift her spirits, locked herself in the office, and didn't want to move.
It wasn't until there was a "bang" knock at the door that she came back to her senses.
"Please come in!" Ruhan shouted.
"Manager Shen, Mr. Cui asked me to give you this article, I want to hear your opinion." Secretary Liu came in in response, holding a paper jiàn clip in his hand.
"Okay, give it to me, I'll reply to Mr. Cui later." Ruhan barely squeezed out a smile and said to Secretary Liu.
After Secretary Liu left, she opened the text folder and looked through it carefully. In the face of work, Ruhan is never ambiguous, even if he is sad to death, he will finish the work and then talk about it.
After reading a few pages of the manuscript, Ruhan couldn't help but smile. Cui Zhihao showed her the planning plan of the new column, and she is the designated person in charge of this column.
She understands Cui Zhihao's good intentions, and he is doing his best to support her, help her, let her display her talents, and use her creative power. What he provided her was a platform, an opportunity, and a space where she could roam freely.
People are very strange creatures, they cry when they are sad, and they cry when they are happy. Looking at Cui Zhihao's painstaking planning plan, Ruhan first laughed, and then cried.
She had never done anything for him, and even misunderstood him at one point with words. [,! Stimulate him, but he repeatedly tolerates her, helps her, takes care of her, and protects her, if it weren't for him, she might have died at the hands of Linda, or was insulted and died with hatred.
Thinking of this, Ruhan's heart warmed, there are still many good men in the world, Chen Yixue is, Cui Zhihao is, Huang Shangwen is too, they all appear in her life, from them, she sees kindness, sincerity and love, they are all pure men with a sense of responsibility and responsibility.
Meeting Zhao Gang may just be an accident in her life, with Zhao Gang as a comparison, it shows the cuteness and preciousness of these good men.
"Zhao Gang, whatever you want. I don't want to shed any more tears for you, I want to live well, if not for myself, but for the sake of these people who love me and cherish me."
Ruhan took the tissue, wiped the tears from her face, and looked firmly ahead. Tears are a way to vent, but not a way to solve problems. can't get Zhao Gang's repentance, nor can it be exchanged for inner relief, it can only make the relatives painful and the enemies happy.
Ruhan thought, if Feng Xun was made to her sad and crying, I am afraid it would be dark. (To be continued) R752