Chapter 931: Tell Him the Truth
Ruhan knew that he would not get a response, but he asked again and again. In despair, her heart was as cold as this room.
"Dad, do you know that in addition to being sad, my daughter has a lot of self-blame. I'm too busy these days, I rarely accompany you, if I'm always by your side, maybe you won't leave, even if you go, there is also by your side, you won't go so desolate. Dad, I want you to say something to me, even if it's just a word! But why did you leave quietly, leaving so much pain and regret for your daughter......"
The more Ruhan spoke, the more sad she became, her whole heart seemed to be torn out by someone, and it hurt so much that she couldn't do it, but she had to endure it.
After talking for a long time to Shen Feng's photo, Ruhan took out the fruit and moon cakes he just bought and put them in front of the photo, opened a bottle of juice, and said quietly: "Dad, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, these are all favorite foods, jujube paste stuffed moon cakes, oranges, pears, there are a lot of them." This juice is also your favorite drink, I will drink it with you and eat it with you, you will not be alone. โ
The juice that should be sweet was drunk with Ruhan's tears, but it was a different taste, bitter and difficult to swallow.
Ruhan sat in a daze, and I don't know how long it took, there was a sound of the door opening, and Liu Yuhua walked in with a bag of things.
As soon as she entered the living room, she saw her daughter's thin, thin back. Liu Yuhua walked over quietly and grabbed Ruhan's shoulder, only to feel her body tremble slightly. On the computer screen, there was a face that couldn't be more familiar.
Shen Feng in the photo tilted his head slightly, looking calm and serene. The corners of his mouth are curved into a smile, and one hand is resting on his supported leg, and his movements are natural and chic.
As soon as Liu Yuhua stretched out her hand, she timidly took it back, she didn't dare to touch it, because she knew that what her fingertips touched was nothing more than a cold, three-dimensional image. It has no life, no feeling, no life, and it is chilling.
"Hanhan, don't cry. You cry like this. Your dad will not feel at ease. The irrepressible sobbing of her daughter stirred her heart, which was also riddled with holes, and made her breathless.
"Mom, I miss Daddy so muchโ" heard Mother's voice. Ruhan slowly turned around. hugged Liu Yuhua's waist. The body also shook even more.
"Hanhan, mom misses your dad too, but mom knows. Your dad never left us, he was watching us silently in a place we didn't know! We have to be strong and live well, so that he can feel at ease. In front of her daughter, Liu Yuhua had to endure the pain, become stronger, and hold up for her.
In this way, the mother and daughter stayed in front of Shen Feng's photo, snuggled up to each other, warmed each other, and comforted each other......
In the Chen family's mansion, Yixue and her family had a reunion dinner and drove away. On this sensitive day, he was very worried about Ruhan and Liu Yuhua, afraid that they would be too sad and hurt their bodies.
When he arrived at Shen's house, Ruhan had already gone back to the bedroom to rest, and Liu Yuhua was the only one sitting on the sofa in the living room, looking through the documents. Shen Feng left, and she had to worry more about the company's affairs.
After talking to Liu Yuhua for a while, Yixue went upstairs to find Ruhan. Ruhan was lying on the bed, looking at the chandelier with empty eyes.
"Hanhanโ" Yixue approached and softly called her name.
Ruhan turned her head, smiled faintly, and continued to look at the chandelier.
Yixue sat quietly on the edge of the bed, unable to bear to disturb her.
After half a ring, Ruhan suddenly asked, "Brother Yixue, do you want to know who the man who hurt me is?" โ
"Huh?" Yi Xue didn't expect her to talk about this, and she was a little surprised.
Without waiting for Yixue to respond, Ruhan said slowly: "That person's name is Zhao Gang, we have only been together for more than a year, and he has empathized with him." That time, I asked you to drink with me because I bumped into him with that woman. He hurt me deeply, I gave everything for him, and he kept lying to me......"
"Hanhan, don't hide it, I once guessed that it was him, but if you don't say it, I won't ask."
Yixue is a smart person, since he bumped into Zhao Gang and Feng Xue together in the mall, from Ruhan's expression, he guessed one or two.
"Brother Yixue, do you mind? Do I mind if I've been with him? My first time, also gave it to him. โ
When people are sad, they always think of many unpleasant pasts. Ruhan returned to the bedroom, lying on the bed alone, and all the pain she had experienced in the past few years flashed in her mind.
Zhao Gang's betrayal and her father's death were undoubtedly the biggest blow to her.
Zhao Gang had already broken her heart, she had already been disheartened by him, she just wanted to be honest with Yixue and let him know about her unbearable past.
This question was so sudden that Yi Xue was stunned for a while, and seeing the thoughtful expression on his face, Ruhan's heart sank.
Sure enough, even if he said that he didn't mind those things in the past, he still cared in his heart when facing these things.
Ruhan only felt that her heart was suddenly empty, as if her whole heart had been taken away, and the uncomfortable loss made her feel difficult to breathe, and her chest seemed to be pressed by a thousand pounds of stone, which was very depressed.
Looking at Yixue for a long time, Ruhan turned around silently, grabbed the handle of the balcony door, and pulled the door open vigorously.
The moment the door opened, a cool breeze blew in from the door, making Ruhan feel that her whole body was cold along with her blood, and she couldn't feel any heat from the cold.
It's cold, it's cold to the inside of the bone marrow.
The cool breeze also blew Yixue a little sober, looking at Ruhan's stubborn back against him, he inexplicably felt a little pain at the tip of his heart, "Hanhan!" โ
Yixue strode forward and grabbed Ruhan's hand with one hand, but felt that the hand was cold as if it had been taken out of the refrigerator.
frowned, and then pulled Ruhan into the door and closed the door with his hand.
Looking at Ruhan, who was a little pale, Yixue felt a little uneasy in her heart, "Who allowed you to go?" โ
"I ......" Ruhan opened her mouth, and the choked tone revealed her emotions at this time.
In front of Yixue, all her self-confidence and all her pride are non-existent, she is even fragile like a newborn baby, as long as he has a contemptuous look, a disgusted action, and a word of giving up, it can make her scarred.
She used to think that she couldn't live without Zhao Gang, and without him, she couldn't even live a good life.
In the face of Yixue's hot feelings, she realized that she was so eager for his warmth, for his care, and for his trust and care.
These precious things, she is so eager to have. (To be continued......)